Thursday, July 15, 2004
~ Five Years

**It is summer and I don’t have much to do. Thus, I will post multiple times a week. I changed my archives bar to include the post that I wrote this week, incase someone wants to read them and didn’t know I had already posted this week. If you are only going to read one post this week though, read Wednesdays and not this one.**
 
Today was the fifth anniversary of Safeco Field, the ballpark that the Mariners play at. The Mariners apparently suck very badly this year. Today I went to the game with Rebecca and they one two to one. This was apparently the second game they have one this month. That is sad. Too bad. We walked around pretty much the whole time. We maybe watched a total of two and a half innings.
 
All I ate today was a couple of triscuits. I haven’t had much of an appetite lately. I have had weird food cravings and I can really only eat what I am craving that day. Everything else I eat tastes like dirt, or dry crackers or something. I notice that I have stood around in my kitchen lately and just looked at the food in my cupboard but not eaten anything. I have probably spent an hour each day looking in my cupboards and then when I got board I would just eat a whole lot of food that I didn’t want and didn’t taste very good. When I got to the game I was hungry, but I was having one of those weird cravings again. I didn’t know what I wanted, but I didn’t want anything that they had there. We walked around for a good hour and then I just got a pizza. I don’t really like pizza because it has red sauce and that gives me a stomach ache (which is very painful and I usually end up lying around for a fair amount of time because it hurts so badly.)  We also got Dip 'n' Dots. I regretted eating the pizza on the way home and when I got home, but that’s life.
 
This no appetite thing is kinda working out for me though. I find other things to do instead of eat, thus I don’t gain weight. Like today, if I didn’t go to the Mariners game, I probably would have eaten a salad at the Keg (a restaurant that the rest of my family went to.) This salad would have infact been healthier and yeah. Oh well. I think I am going to go to the Olive Garden and get a caesar salad for lunch tomorrow. I never see Andrew anymore. He wakes up at two, goes to work at three and then doesn’t get home till midnight.
 
Do you like my new pimp shit cursor? I thought it was great. I will probably take it down the next time I update (which will be Saturday.) It doesn’t really go with my layout. I will probably finish my other pages that have links at the bottom. I will probably add a couple other pages too, depending on if I feel like writing or not. I have and haven’t lately.  I also noticed that a little more than a quarter of my posts have titles with numbers in them. Maybe thats a sign that I should write a book and title it somethign with a number in it. hehe. 
 
I was going to see I, Robot tomorrow, but I am busier than I thought I was, so I will have to see it next week. Tomorrow I have to go to the college so that I can get into Calculus and Analytic Geometry. Fun stuff. Then I think we are going to go see this dog that I want. We will go check out an Acura Integra and some other car in Seattle probably.
 
Then I want to go shopping. I really want to redesign my room. I have four ROTK posters and I need frames for them. Then I have my Mountain Dew series of pictures that I took and those need frames. I also need one of those door posters to fit a frame that didn’t work for this name thing that I got in San Fran. I am thinking about getting rid of my couch and getting some chairs and a table and a small bookshelf. I might switch dressers with my sister too. Her dresser is in a set with mine (my brother has the bed.) I have the short wide dresser and she has the tall skinny one. I want to trade. My room is cramped up (and smaller) so I think I should have the other dresser. I could do with another lamp too. I have no idea where I would put it because I already have a bunch, but yeah.
 
Last night I watched A Walk to Remember for the first time. I thought it was an ok movie, a chick flick. It was cute. Shane West is really hott. I looked at pictures of him today and he only looks really hott when he is cleanly shaven. I wish I had a boyfriend like his character in the movie. Hott, sweet, caring... did I say hott? Someone to hold my hand and go to the movies with… Someone you can sit in a graveyard with and look at the stars... Ok maybe not a cemetery, but on the hood of his nice car in the middle of nowhere? Just sitting in his "lap" doing nothing... 

This will inevitably never happen, so I might as well keep dreaming...  

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