My Grace is Gone

April Showers Bring May Flowers

2008-04-07T19:33:00.000-07:00

March was quite the interesting month and April has started just the same way. Spring break came and went with nothing too interesting going on. I did get a few errands dont and spent some time relaxing. On the 22nd, I went up to Spokane to visit my brother and some of his friends. We stopped at Sonic for dinner and it turns out they acctually sell bagged ice. It is good ice too- doesnt melt too quickly, perfect crunch. I ended up seeing Steph G. from elementry school. She had always seems like a happy girl, but I feel like a lot of her light has left. It makes me sad. I got really drunk and Andrew and my beer pong team didnt end up doing too well and some how I ended up making out with a not hott guy. On the way home, Julie was puking in the front seat, and I had no idea she had even drank at the party. I had to pee so bad, that I peed in a cooler. It was quite hilarious since I was quite inebriated.

The next weekend I was fortune enough to attend a leadership institute at a bible camp in Cusick, WA. I learned that I have an orange personality, which is totally the best. But I met a lot of cool people and I had a ton of fun. They had one of those giant slide, like at an amusement park, and it had been snowing the entire time we were there and before- but it was really slick once they cleared it off so it was a lot of fun. The last time I went up for another run, I sat down too quickly, hit the edge where the slide and stairs meet, and broke my tailbone. Nobody had like any drugs, so it was a very painful rest of the trip.

Last week was greek week. I played volleyball and basketball at the begining of the week, despite my broken tailbone. Our house got fourth in volleyball and first in dodgeball, which was really exciting! We normally dont do well in many sports at all.

I also started my screenplay on the first. I am really excited to finish it.

We had a Screw your Roommate dance on the 5th. It was a lot of fun, but Julie wasnt even going to get me a date in the first place and she went out like 2 hours before and found a guy at Delts who would go. My date that she found ended up having a girlfriend who got pissed that he was going to go, so I was found another date. We went and got thai food and then went bowling before I headed back to his place. Then after I left his place, I went to a party next door and then somehow ended up at Delts chapter house later that night. It was quite a crazy night for a fairly soberish person. lol.

A Blast from the Past

2008-03-12T00:10:00.000-07:00

So I started going through some of my old stuff and I cant believe how ridiculously nerdy I was. People I knew always made it seem that I was just a fairly smart girl that was interested in some more academic activities. It turns out I was lying to myself and I was actually like borderline geek. It is amazing how much one can change. Now I am trying to get back to my academic roots because those seem to have failed me over the past year. I think that I am actually in a rut that I have dug myself in far deeper than I had imagined.

I will however, be graduating this summer and be moving on to bigger and better things. As of now, I do not have any tingling feeling of what these bigger and better things may account to, but becoming a nanny almost seems promising. How did I wind up going to school to get my bachelors degree to become a nanny? I think that it all comes down to the fact that I have no drive at the moment. My soul has been sucked out by a few key people and there isn’t much left to push me to do amazing things, or even everyday things, anymore.

I really need to get it together and make a plan. My lack of a plan is digging me deeper into my rut and I am going to be too deep to recover from it if I do not stop now. I need to at least kind of figure out who I am and where I want to go. I am hoping that deep down I am not the person that left grade school or the person I think I might have become recently.

Tomorrow I will create goals and a purpose for my upcoming future.

Coug Day at the Capital

2008-03-10T23:16:00.000-07:00

I think it is safe to say that February was over in a flash, yet it seemed to drag on. Throughout the month, I worked on a campaign for the ASWSU president and VP. Leslie, my friend and sorority sister, was running for the VP position and I was there are her ever beckoning call. I think I attended at least a dozen debates that was just a repetition of the previous debate. After sleepless nights and days of endorsing my candidates, the ticket that I was campaigning for got the bad news that they would not be leading the students during the next school year. It was a great experience to be part of an election, even if it was only just for the associated student body.

Also during February, I attended Coug Day at the Capital. Julie and I packed up on a bus, along with another twenty students, and headed over to Olympia. Since sitting on the back of the bus was the cool thing to do, that is where Julie and I staked our territory. We had barely pulled away from the bus stop when drunken individuals started throwing up in buses tiny bathroom. Adam FP was the first to run to the restroom and Brandon S was next a close second, all before we had even gotten out of the town limits.

Not more than 45 minutes later, the bus started slowing down and eventually stopped on the side of the road. It turned out that our transmission had died and it would be a couple of hours. Jello and beer started being passed around the bus. Not more than 45 minutes later, the bus rolled to a stop on the side of the road with a dead transmission. Every passenger trickled off the bus and we all marched to the gas station a couple miles away to get more beer. After taking pictures in the middle of the highway and trudging through a swamp, we finally arrived at the gas station and stocked up on everything we would need. When we returned, it was not long until the next bus would arrive.

After loading our possessions onto the next bus, we christened the bus by toasting to the new bus. It wasn’t long until I was quite intoxicated and giving people nicknames. Brandon became ballcuzzi bandana boy and a kid named Sean got a similar nickname. Apparently, after a while, I had drunk a little too much and was quite crazy. We arrived at the hotel and had to get dressed for dinner. While in the elevator, headed down to the banquet, we met up with Dan Maer- our advisor. Dan is legally blind and commented on my drunken state. I tried to defer the accusations, but he knew very well that I was still quite inebriated.

After our banquet, my parents came to pick me up and take me shopping. I was still quite intoxicated when they arrived and when they dropped me off back at the hotel. It was nice to get the chance to see them. Once I got back, I headed down the hall to a friends room where we played drinking games before heading to the bar. The Urban Onion was a gay bar about half a block away, which made it quite easy for all of us to get there. There were only 3 locals at the bar that night and all of us. A guy I thought was kinda cute was at the bar, but he turned out to be kinda a creeper. He followed me back to my run and then would not leave. Somehow he got in to Julie and my room and he took one of my bras and left.

The next day we toured the capital building, met a few key people, and had some fun. Julie and I went to her house, which was also in Olympia for dinner. That was really fun and her mother is quite the good cook. When we returned, we made mimosas in the hotel room and hung out. On the last day we got to tour the governor’s mansion and then we jumped back on the bus and headed home. I enjoyed some more mimosas on the trip, but Brandon and a couple more people stank up the entire bus. It took us like 10 minutes to find some Lysol so that it smelled a little better. All in all, it was a great trip and I am so glad I signed up for it.

We also had initiation during February. I was really excited because my little sis got initiated and it was really fun. I made her initiation as memorable as I possibly could because I know my big didn’t do anything for mine. I have a new big now though and we have a lot of fun.

That was pretty much the extent of my February. So far March hasn’t been too exciting. I had some midterms and Spring Break started on the 8th. I have just been relaxing so far, but I am going to start doing ridiculously fun things for the rest of the week. I also get to on a leadership retreat which will hopefully be a lot of fun.

Yippie Ki-yay Mother Fucker

2008-02-04T02:00:00.000-08:00

January was one wild month. Not necessarily wild in the ways I have become accustomed to, but it was quite exciting.

During the first week of the month, I became a different person with the legal alteration of my last name. I took my step fathers last name and am now “officially” part of his family. I am sure this came to a great shock to my step-grandmother, but she will get over it eventually. When I came back to school, I also pretended I was married. It was a great prank that lasted quite a while. I had a ring, a story, and everything else to make it sound oh so real. It was very successful.

I flew back to school on the seventh, to find my car frozen beyond belief. Later that week I had Ford fix it and I was finally able to drive again. Thankfully, but I cannot drive yet again. We have gotten massive amounts of snow in the last couple of weeks. School was actually closed for the first time due to snow since 1980. That was twenty eight years ago! Ridiculous. Those two days created a four day weekend, which meant four days to party hardy. Pullman has livened up in the past couple of days. I’ve seen 7 foot high igloos, snowboarders being pulled by snow mobiles, and too many drunken sledders to count. A couple of my sisters and I even had to climb up a mountain of snow that was at least two hundred feet high. It was a flight of stairs that had inevitably turned into a giant slide as the snow had fallen. So cheers to snow adventures and the hopes that it will continue to fall in the coming days!

Besides crazy snow, I have also had to deal with a few people who really like me and all have the same name. Crazy, I know. Of course, they are both not even close to what I am looking for, so I have been avoiding them at all costs, which is very hard when you live in a small town. There are a few potentials that I have in mind for Valentines Day though. So, we will see.

During the weekend of the 18th, I went back to Kent to visit and shop. When I arrived home on the 18th, at approximately 7:30, I immediate turned to the freezer and made a drink. I continued to consume beverages while working out on my elliptical and watching the Die Hard series. It was quite the eventful weekend and If you EVER need something to do at night, I highly recommend it.

During this weekend, I also had a boy that I dated three years ago call me out of the blue and tell me that his missed me. I hadnt spoken to this kid since our breif two-week fling that ended in him dissappearing off the face of the earth. So I wasnt quite sure how to take it. I also found out that my other ex works at my local Safeway, which is better of two grocery stores in town. haha.

On my way back to Pullman, I was driving down a icy road and slid into a snow bank. I called a tow truck and while I was waiting, a po-po came and made me sit in the back of his vehicle. The tow truck finally came like an hour later and pulled my car out, un-scathed, but the copper still wrote me a ticket for speeding. Stupid police. I also got frostbite from being in the 4 degree weather, but I am slowly gaining feeling back to my fingers. YAY!

Most excitingly, I am now a big sister in my house. Basically, you receive a little sis when they join and you are their mentor and communicator. It’s definitely something I have been waiting for, so I am super excited.

Other than that, I have been wrapped up in sorority business, having drunken escapades, and actually attempting to keep up with school. Yay for me. I am in a holocaust class that takes up all of my time because its ridiculously hard to stop trying to put in perspective just how many 6 million people is. But I quite enjoy the professor and everything else I am learning. Most of my other classes are all the same, but that’s what you get when you are a rhetoric major.

A New Year

2008-01-01T23:33:00.000-08:00

Each New Year brings many things. For most people it brings some tacky resolution that they will forget about in three to six weeks. Other people see new beginnings - a new start. I am not yet sure what I see in my future. I can imagine my graduation from the university that I had held so dear last year - Leaving behind my school. I can imagine leaving my sorority one last time and all of my remaining sisters. I can imagine leaving behind the comforts of living at home. From one side, 2008 seems like the year that I leave many things behind. I will also be leaving a few other things behind this year, including my last name, a few of those "holiday pounds," and though somewhat saddening... my best friend.

All of these things have been piling up to be recycled, but I have finally found the time to put them in the bin. My name would have been lost eventually. The holiday pounds worked off in one way or another. But my best friend it seems was the hardest to put in the bin. I am not recycling her; I am recycling the old friend I knew. She is a very different person now. Over the past couple of years we have changed in drastic ways and we are defiantly not the same silly girls that we were years ago in biology class. Parts of us have grown up, while parts of us have not. I cannot rely on her as I could in the past and I am sure she feels very much the same way. We are separated by more than 300 miles and that number could increase exponentially on a days notice. I will remain there when she is in need, but I feel as if our relationship is no more than one a teacher would have with a student.

I can also imagine forging my way through the darkness ahead. Month by month I will be working towards my way towards two huge academic goals. A bachelors degree and a certification in teaching. These two things will lead me into 2009 and hopefully a prosperous career. 2008 will be a trying year, my crusade is almost finished. There is only one enemy I face before I have conquered and I have already begun marching into battle.

Homecoming

2007-10-02T13:47:00.000-07:00

October is upon us and its definately going to be eventful. Homecoming started yesterday with a bang and a couple bubbles. Our house had a CEOs and Office Hoes exchange. I dressed up like Tom Cruise from risky business because nobody thought i had the guts to pull it off. So when i was sportin some FTLs and just a dress shirt some people were quite appauled. But i had a great time sliding across the dance floor and what not.

After homecoming is initiation and then the festivities of HALLOWEEN! I am definately excited. Transformers also comes out on DVD and I will have to make a trip home so that I can watch it in prestine 55 inches of High Definition plasma. NaNoWriMo is also on its way so i will have a lot of work set out for me to do.

2006-12-17T22:19:00.000-08:00

OK, so i am currently halfway thru watching the season finale of survivor. Well the final four were 2 woman and 2 men from the :itu: tribe. The men both had immunity, and the women had a tie breaker challenge. This challege was to build a fire. They were given a knife, flint, coconut husk, and twigs. After 2 hours, neither of the two women were able to light the fire, so the host gave them each a boxes of matches. After another hour past, one of the woman had ran out of matches without lighting a fire and the other hadnt gotten very far. One of the woman finally started a fire with matches. they were just dragging teh coat tails of the two men in theri group and niether of them should have made it to the final four. i didnt get to watch the end, but i heard that the asia kidd won and i think ozzy should have won.

Late Registration

2006-07-20T01:02:00.000-07:00

On Thursday and Friday I endured some of the most boring hours of my life. I was stuck sitting in Orientation, which was mandatory for all entering undergrad students, though, I am sure the transfer student orientation was much more interesting. After long hours of listening to people talk about what I already knew, I got to go home and come back the next morning, to walk ALOT in the 98 degree weather. Alls well that ends well though, and I finally got to register for my classes. And I have Junior STATUS! WOOT!

My schedule is more chopped up than I would like, but it’s all good. Computer Programming II is from 2:30-3:30 on MWF, which is a really bad time slot, especially since my other classes get out at 12:30. But, I wanted to get that class over with, so I can deal with a bad time slot. I am also taking pre-calc because calc didn’t fit into my schedule and I thought I should take at least one easier class fall quarter with Programming II (which is one of the hardest classes you can take at UW apparently. YAY!) My newly found contact in the Computer Science and Engineering program also signed me up for CSE 490, which is a one-credit seminar class that I am stoked about. Once she told me we get to go on field trips, I was in, let alone it’s a 400 level class! And lastly, I am taking ECON 200 (Microeconomics) just incase the whole Computer Science and Engineering thing doesn’t go though.

I have started to write again. I haven’t gotten too far on my current project, but I am going to try to finish it by the 10th of September, when rush starts. I guarantee I won’t have time after that, but a 1st draft will be easy to knock out in a month and a half.

I graduated with (my associates and accounting clerk certificate) and went to prom in June. That was eventful.

Steve and I had to outrun some park rangers when we went to Fort Stevens when we went the weekend before the forth. The rest of our trip to the beach was fun. We did go to the battery and there is a ghost in one of our pictures. CREEPY!

Sarah and I left for ATL on the third of July, which we were very angry about because we did not want to miss our forth of July. Our grandparents ended up ditching on the fireworks like 20 minutes before we needed to leave so they could spend more time with their neighbors. Sarah and I were not happy about this. Sarah actually didn’t find out until later that night that we were not going to go and I got to walk around the neighborhood with her crying. We did find one person who was shooting off real fireworks, but we only got to see a couple.

The rest of that week was fairly uneventful. We went to various pools, drove a Porsche, and went shopping. On Friday, we saw Pirates of the Caribbean II: Dead Mans Chest. OPENING DAY BABY! Just like Perkins and me going to see the first one. The movie was acceptable. Nothing overly special, but a tad better than I predicted it would be. I think the third has potential. It will probably be better than the second, but not better than the first. We also went boating with the neighbors (Mr. Jon, Ms. Anne, Johanna, Mr. Paul, and Ms. Janice) on Sunday, but we had to come in really early because of thunder storms. We went over to Mr. Jon’s house for dinner though. The chicken was oddly spiced, but the rest of the meal was pretty good.

The next week, we drove to DC. It only took us 11-12 hours to get there, but it took us 14+ hours to get back. My great aunt is a very nice lady, but a little wak. Wiggity wak. She lives in Rock Hall, MD, which is like the most poe-dunk town I have ever been too. Actually, it’s more of like a retire-ee community. We spent a day doing nothing there, eating at horrible HORRIBLE “restaurants.” The third and forth days that we were there we went into DC, which was kind of a nightmare. My psychotic grandmother put 1600 Pennsylvania Avenue in as the destination, and once we were in DC, it kept telling us to circle the white house and she kept saying “It’s not telling me where I need to go.” She was too reliant on her 3 year old navigation system and she wouldn’t listen to a damn word I said about where to go, even though I had a current map. After she looked for a parking space for 3 hours, we finally got out of the car and headed towards the museums. BUT of course she didn’t think I could read a map, so she had to stop ever 2 minutes to take another look at the map and delay us some more. The first day we went to the Smithsonian Natural History and Art Museums. The Portrait gallery was really cool in the Art Museum. The second day, my psycho grandmother said we needed to be out the door by 7. Of course, Sarah and I were ready bright and early, but she had to diddle daddle, then go eat breakfast at some diner, so it was 10:30 by the time we got on the road. It is a two hour drive from Rock Hall, so it was quite a while until we arrived. After walking to the closed National Archives, we went over to the Smithsonian castle, the capital building, and the botany garden place. Then we left and parked in a lot that I had pointed out a gazillion times the day before, so that we could go to the monuments. We went to Jefferson first, and then to Washington, though, the grandmother did not want to walk the quarter mile to the Lincoln, so we missed that one.

After being tourists, we went to eat dinner with our uncle Bob and his new wife. We went to a steak place called Copeland’s and it was really pretty good. Bob seems to be doing well. We talked about old peoples’ loss of taste and inability to navigate when my grandmother was in the bathroom. I really hope he comes to live on the west coast again sometime in the future.

After getting back to ATL, we just went to Six Flags, which was packed and the rides were closed for about 3 hours because of thunder storms. We also went to Mr. Jon’s house for dinner again, and to White Water. Throughout this trip, I learned that I never want to live on the east coast, my grandmother is psychotic, and my grandmother can’t drive the mini SUV that she has had for three years and “weighs 6000 pounds” (it actually weighs about 4000 pounds).

Other than that, I have just been working. My birthday is next Thursday, so I think I might have a party or go to the casino or something. The Scandi Fest is from the 10th through the 13th this year, which is pretty awesome. And CORAL lives in Eugene, so I am going to go hang out with her which will be totally awesome. Not to mention it’s my dads 20 year high school reunion.

Hawaii vol. 2

2006-05-20T00:56:00.000-07:00

The rest of my Hawaii trip went great, besides the bird that flew into the condo. That was scarier than hell. I also went surfing twice. I did pretty damn well the first go round, but the water was very choppy and waves were few and far between. The surf instructor was pretty damn hott (like BAM!) and I did get to surf with the line backer from the 86 Chicago bears. That was pretty awesome. Glenn, one of the guys I went to Maui with, went surfing too. I was watching from the beach for a while and he took a wave all the way in. I noticed this lady who was boogie boarding was coming in on the beach too. The woman ended up crashing into the beach, just as Glenn decided to jump off the back of his board. His surfboard flew up in the air and landed right on top of the lady who was already getting beaten up by the waves. Another wave came in and she was rolled around yet again. I found this hilarious, but I felt very bad for the woman, whom, apparently, Glenn did not see.

I was at the pool quite a bit when I was in Hawaii. One time I was there with Andersen, the little boy I was babysitting, and I hopped in the kiddy pool to get my legs wet and totally wiped out. It was pretty damn funny though. I also met some guys that were 17 and I couldn’t believe how young they acted. It was like they were in 8th grade or something. Oh well though, I found some locals to talk to on my down time.

I also picked up some HD film when I was there. I was sooo excited to take pictures with it. I only took like three rolls of film when I was there, but that’s kind of a good thing because the stupid people over processed them, so they look like crap. My black and white pictures are teal, and my color pictures look horrible. I did get some good digital camera pictures though, so it wasn’t a total waste. I was there during the full moon and I wish I had my cannon at the time because I might have been able to get a couple of great pictures of the moon.

I did quite a bit of shopping while I was there and I actually got a pearl out of an oyster. It was really cool. My pearl was pretty big too. The lady said that the average size was between 5 and 6 millimeters. The pearl I ended up getting was 7.5mm, Shawna's pearl was 6mm, and the bride's pearl was 8mm.

At the wedding reception I got to hang out with my little budday. She was such a cute kid. I danced with her and her sister and it was fun. On my way to the wedding reception, I saw this robin pick this tiny little bird out of the sky and eat it. Well, he tried to eat it and then dropped it. But it was pretty gross.

The bride and groom had been staying up the beach like 5 miles and apparently it had rained and had cold wind every day that they had been there. It didn’t rain once while we were there, except for this drizzle the day we left. So apparently, if you go to Maui, stay in Kaanapali.

Island Time

2006-05-10T17:32:00.000-07:00

OK, so I have only been here for like two or three days and I feel like I have been in Hawaii for weeks. It is very relaxing, but there is still NOBODY to hang out with. Ima bouts ta steala maaaan. lol. I am almost done with my shopping which is awesome. I got myself one of those saltwater pearls that you get by opening an oyster. That was really cool. mine is white (you end up with white, black, or blue... so I am glad I picked the oyster that I did) and pea sized. I got it set into a white gold pendant. so that was cool. I was supposed to get a surfing lesson today, but there were no waves, so I get to go surfing tomorrow morning. Hopefully the water wont be dead again. lol. Last night we went to a luau. It was really long, but kind of interesting. A little girl with the wedding party, who was about 5 and totally reminded me of myself at that age (curly hair and giant brown eyes) sat next to me and she was sooo cute. when we were leaving she came and hugged me goodbye. I bet I will be hanging out with her tonight after the wedding, unless I find some hott guy on my way. hehe. None of the restraints that’s I have been to here have been like great, but what can ya do? I have started to tan, which is nice. I don’t want to get like crazy nasty, skin cancer tan though. hehe. just a good medium brown. lol. I got a boogie board and still haven’t gone out in the water. I have actually just been in the ocean once since I have been here. I think I need to go out there a little more before I leave. but I am headed out for now. Hopefully I get up when I am surfing tomorrow.

Kaanapali Alii

2006-05-09T02:15:00.000-07:00

So, after a 6 hour, non stop flight, I finally reached HAWAII! Most of the airport was outside, except for baggage claim and the rooms where you sit to wait for your plane. It was about a forty minute drive, in the Chevy Uplander rental van. Our room was not available, so we got an upgrade, which is awesome. I got floor FOUR! I can see the pool and the ocean from my room and the balcony off my room. It’s amazing. It was already dark when we arrived at the resort, and the first time I stepped out onto the balcony, I saw a shooting star. Amazing. I went to the beach around midnight last night, and again tonight. It’s so deserted at night though; I don’t know where everyone goes after like 9:00. It’s weird. There isn’t anyone my age here either, so it’s a bit lonely. I guess I under estimated the power of taking Andrew on vacation. lol. I am all excited to go do stuff, like you get when you go to Disneyland, but its like relaxing here and you just go to the beach or the pool and I am ready to go do something. Today I walked to the mall and I saw hula dancers and one of those fire stick thrower people. It was pretty cool.

Seattles Going to Take it!

2006-02-04T13:27:00.000-08:00

So, as ya'll probablly know, the Seahawks are finally in the superbowl. It's a miracle. Now, i am not a big seahawks fan, but ya gotta root for your hometown every once in a while. I personally think the hawks are going to win becuase they have never been to the pro bowl and they want it bad. apparently there are only 4 states that think seattle is going to beat pittsburg. thats sadd. we're gonna show them. lol.

My dad just bought a 55 inch plasma tv. its sooo freaking awesome. HD (high definition) is like no other. it is seriously better than actually being in the place i think. lol. crazy cool i would have to say. Never thought i would have a tv that big. lol. My car is all spirited too. but i didnt have blue, so its white and green. lol.

so last night sarah and i went out with her friend Nick. we drove around for a while, played some football, and hung out at sarahs. it was funn. tonight we are going to the movies and out to eat. so that will probablly be funn too!

school has been going well, despite my worthless-ness in spanish. i get to work a lot though, so i like it. i have been a little worn out lately though, especially since i was getting really sick last week.

overall though, i am doing quite well. i have been really busy, but its all good. im happy. Valentines day is comin up though. thats scary. lol.

And the Year Winds to a Close

2005-12-25T20:09:00.000-08:00

New years is just a WEEK away! What has become of this past year? I have noticed that blogging seems to be a thing of the past. Blogging buddies have been dropping like flies. Even I, myself have only made a couple of posts this year- barely two per month.

On a lighter note, this year has been filled with many ups and downs. The year started out well. It was filled with friends and flings and good TV. Winter was light and rainy, but the storms of spring swept on in. Barely getting through my Spanish class, I jumped on into my online classes. I liked those, but I really needed interaction, especially after that horrible relationship that I just got out of (that I didn’t want to be in to start out with. hehe). I pulled through though, with my new friend Kristine and the dwindling Nina. As summer swung round, I needed change. My hair was a horrible color for who knows how long and my birthday was a disaster. But, summer came and went and the winds of autumn blew in. Football games (with my newer friend Maggie), Halloween, and the horrid doctor visits filled my time. My classes were fairly enjoyable, but painful at the same time. After all this time had flown by... It was finally December.

Christmas Melodies could be heard in every corner of the city, the shopping rush had begun, and there was that holiday grin on my face. There was no mistaking it... Christmas was drawing near.

A small surgical procedure put a damper on my holiday spirit during the first week of the month. Since I had been sick for who knows how long and it had gotten worse in the past few months, I was scheduled to have a camera shoved down my throat. This camera would find any esophagus cancer, ulcer, or otherwise harmful instance in my upper digestive system. Well, it turns out that the doctor found nothing and I was then scheduled for a CT (CAT scan). When I went back to get my results the following week, I was not surprised to hear that there didn’t appear to be anything wrong with my digestive system from the images. On the other hand, I was informed that a disc between my vertebras was ruptured. Thus, I will be heading to a different doctor for that soon. I am all good though, very happy indeed.

School turned out well for the quarter and I have now applied for UW and WSU. I may possibly still apply at central, but it’s not very likely. hehe.

My friend Sarah Pletcher has been getting better (have been sick as long as I have) and we have been spending a lot of time together. It has been quite a lot of fun, but most of all, I got a hott guy out of it. He didn’t stay long, but it was funn. His name was Graham and he was quite the hottie (with a VERY hawt body). He was soo nice and sweet (not to mention a pretty good kisser and very comfortable. hehe). But, he would have to go to school soon and stuff like that, so our funn didnt last too long.

Andrew has finally moved out too. He lives in Puyallup like a couple blocks from the fairgrounds. I think I will have to go up there for a party really soon. It will be funn!

For Christmas I finally got my laptop (just like the one I was going to buy like a week ago, so I’m glad I waited.) its pretty cool and very lightweight. I feel as though I’m going to break it. hehe.

New years is just days away and I want this year to start off with a BANG! I'm hoping to have someone to kiss at midnight (maybe with a little more help from Sarah and her friends. hehe) and party it up with NENA! All looks bright this year. I am graduating, moving out, and hopefully making out. hehe. My freedom is almost upon me. I can almost feel the wake of the storm that I get to sail through and my veins are filled with excitement.

Somehow I have survived the holidays with out gaining massive amounts of weight. In fact, two days before Christmas, I weighed in as my lightest ever. It was pretty awesome. Now I get to lose the couple pounds I gained this weekend. hehe. That should be pretty easy with the busy week I have ahead of me - working, visiting friends, and shopping. whoohooo! I’m super happy. But, then again, I have been for the last couple months.

I am hoping that in January I can get football started again and make it work this time. That would be really awesome. but, I just have to take it one day at a time. HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!

Been to the Dr. I Have...

2005-11-15T00:15:00.002-08:00

After a month of having to wait, i finally got in to go see this super good doctor man. Well, i gave him my symptoms and he sent me off to go get blood drawn. I also got scheduled to get a camera shoved down my throat, which i get to wait another month for. The doc thinks that i could be having liver problems though. So, i went from possibly having gerd/cancer to having liver failure. I wish this didnt take so long to get scheduled and everything because i just want to get the pain over with and get on with my life.

halloween was pretty fun. I dressed up like Hillary Duff. My mom was wasted by about six o'clock on saturday. I drank a little and Tyler always seemed to be watching me when i was. hehe. hes pretty cute. sam thinks he likes me becuase he kept staring at me and said that he wanted to ""

thanksgiving is going to be a nightmare. i have to go down to oregon and visit with steves family, but hopefully we wont have to go down for christmas.

football so since i have been sick, i wont be able to start football. this saddend me a lot, so hopefully i will be able to start in january or something.

harry potter is coming out in a few days and celina and i are going to opening night.

Prince of Persia THREE is coming out soon. I am excited, but i still have to beat the second one. i should work on that. hehe.

im tired and i am going to bed. good night.

Hard Candy Football League

2005-09-12T00:45:00.000-07:00

Friday was a wonderful day. I went to work and that was really boring, but once I left, the rain stopped. Celina and I were going to go to the KW game in Sumner, but we also got Sarah Holman, Sarah Pletcher, and Tommy to join us. The game was pretty fun. We were winning 20 to 7 when we left. Next we headed to Red Robins were us girls pigged out while Tommy ate very little. The park was our next stop. Everyone else was scared though, so we took a pee break at my house then dropped the Sarahs off at their houses. Tommy, Celina and I then went to play football. Celina was worthless though and I couldn’t catch worth shitt. Tommy didn’t talk much around the others, but once I dropped everyone else off at home, he talked quite a bit. He is a cool kidd.

We (Celina and I) have decided to make a football league. I am running it and am recruiting people at the moment. I already got quite a few people. It’s going to be great. We are going to wear those tight pants and have personalized jerseys. I am going to be the QB for my team and number 12 because of my idol, Tom Brady. Our coaches are hopefully going to be hott guys, whom we will play against, I think. Celina and I are going to go to class all decked out in our uniforms on Fridays. The games will be on Saturdays and my team will practice like twice a week. I am a genius.

Not only are we going to be playing football, we are starting an experiment on guys. We are going to see exactly how shallow they are and where the best place to pick up a guy is. Variables will be changed too, like our hair, make up, clothes, etc. What fun this will be.

She is also taking me to some all ages club to find a date for homecoming. I don’t think I will have much luck. I have a month to find somebody though. We need to get on it too because we have to get dresses and everything.

I think that is all I feel like typing now, grood night!

It's Been a While...

2005-09-09T11:52:00.000-07:00

Ok, so it has been over a month since I last posted. I think that is considered a long time in my book... actually, a VERY long time. I have been super busy lately and I need to make a new template becuase this one is painfully disturbing since i lost my images. Lets see what has happened since that frightful Saturday...

The following weekend was spent in Oregon. Traci was having her 20 year reunion, so i watched her kids, sarah, and Julie's kids. Paulina and jose Pablo were a nightmare. The potato pancake booth was gone this year too, which made me so sad. I did get a sweedish pancake and a meat pie though. We had a party at Traci's and there were a bunch of people there... Matt Till, Frank Williams, and Terri** (who lives in like Drain, Oregon or somethign lol.) Terri taught me how to play pool and it was really funn.

The next weekend was the Dave Matthews concert. I stayed home and screwed around. On the 27th, Mars was the closest to earth it has been in like forever. That night I went and saw The Island with Sam. It was a pretty good movie. Ewan McGregor was really hott.

I played poker last weekend and would have beat my mother if i didnt give up so that i could go to bed. The KW game was also pretty good. Tonight it the second game against Sumner. WOOT!

I have narrowed my college down to 6 schools. There is probablly no chance of me getting into three of them, but I might as well try, right? The schools are Stanford, Yale, Berkeley, San Francisco State, UW, and Central. Central is my backup incase i dont get in anywhere else.

My classes for the fall are going to me Engineering Problems (which counts as math), Photography, C Programming, and Astronomy. It will be ok, probablly, but I will be in school all day long on Mondays and Wednesdays.

Homecoming is a month away and Celina and I need to get dates. She suggested that we stand on a street corner with a sign. It made me laugh.

Thats all for now. Smile and have a happy day

My Recovery

2005-08-06T23:58:00.000-07:00

I have now been recovering from my birthday. It is Saturday and my ankle is almost healed. I plan on playing tennis on Monday. I am going to try to get to the park tomorrow so I can get a little exercise out of it.

Today I also went in and got my hair toned. Instead of getting it toned a honey blonde, like I wanted originally, I went with light brown. It looks like 100 times better and it matches my slightly darkening complexion.

Today was my brother’s birthday, whoopee.

Kristine and I decided to hang out this evening. I went to pick her up and we spent nearly an hour talking with her mom about anything and everything. It was kind of funny. Then we went to Blockbuster and rented the movie The Jacket. It was amazingly good, especially compared to the movies I've seen lately. I am convinced that most movies that I have never heard of will probably be pretty good.

I actually got a chance to work on my story today. It is going quite well now that I changed its direction. I hope to be getting into the good stuff soon. I am still behind on my wordage, but I will be getting up there in the next couple days.

I am not too sure if Nina is much of my friend anymore. She shows no interest in hanging out with me and apparently has better friends to hang out with. I personally think I need to find some new friends that are more like me. Some people that can drive, have jobs, and like to do fun stuff. I might have to wait until the fall to try to find new friends though, but I will try whenever I get the chance. I have wanted to find some new friends for a while now, but I havent been around many people my age. I do hang out with Dusty a lot, which is cool.

Well, I don’t have much else to say at this time.

The Birthday from Hell

2005-08-03T12:38:00.000-07:00

My birthday just happened to fall on Wednesday, August 3rd. A lot of bad things also decided to happen on that particular day.

Firstly, I went to get my hair done as early as possible, which happened to be at 11:45. I saw this lady named Shannon, instead of Andrea who I saw before. Well, I think Andrea was kind of mad that I didn’t go to see her again. So anyways, I told Shannon that I wanted a bit of the orange out of my hair. She told me that I would have to go a little lighter, so I said alright. By the time I left, my hair was grey (though, she thought it was platinum.)

So, I was then going to go to the lake and have a get together, mostly to see some people I haven’t seen in a while. Well, nobody could come, except for Dusty. Kristine was at work, which was sad. Sarah was doing some legal thing because her friend is going to be moving in with her. Nina decided she would much rather hang out with her other friends. That left Dusty and me, my sister also tagged along. We just went to my house and ate a bunch of food. My sister made us play Disney Scene It, which I won. We only got to hang out for about an hour and a half because I didn’t get home from my appointment until three, when I said I would be at the lake at two. I also had to go to tennis lessons at 5.

My great grandma called and she is so sweet. I really hope that we are going to go see her in December. I miss her so much and I want to see her at least once more because she is getting up there in age.

So, I went to tennis practice early, hiding my hair underneath Steve's baseball cap. Less than twenty minutes into practice, I was hurrying off the court and I rolled over my foot, spraining my ankle. At first I couldn’t move my foot. Then I told myself that nothing was wrong and I tried to get everyone to let me play some more. I ended up icing it until the heat (which was like 90) warmed up the ice pack. I went home, stopping on my way to get the movie Guess Who. I iced my foot some more and we ended up going to Claim Jumpers for dinner.

Dinner was pretty good. Though, both my mother and I got a little sick. And that was my wonderful Birthday.

Hogs at the Beach

2005-08-01T12:30:00.000-07:00

Last weekend was Harley Fest in Ocean Shores. We went down and camped out with Paul, Joanna, and their family. Ron and Durema came over Saturday morning too. It was cool.

On Friday night, Dusty and I walked the beach from about 9:30 until midnight. The night sky was gorgeous, so we lied in the sand and admired it for a while. On our way back to camp, and we couldn’t find the bridge (which had previously fallen down and a log joined the sides.) We walked through grass and sand. Once, Dusty led us right into the nasty muck river without even knowing it. When we finally found the bridge, we were on our way over it. Dusty slipped on the log and fell into the river of muck. It was so grose, I can’t even describe it. She was like some monster from a movie emerging from a swamp. Knowing me, I couldn’t stop laughing, I almost suffocated. It was interesting.

On Saturday, we headed down to the mini festival for a little while. When we finished, we motated to the beach. Some people went horseback riding. Steve and I went up to town to get some stuff. Then we drove on down the beach. When we stopped, I went to get some water out of the cooler and found a full, opened can of Pepsi. Amazingly, it hadn’t spilled.

We got back to camp, where Sam and her friend, Taylor were chasing these two guys. One of them was kind of cute, but yeah. Later that night, we were sitting in the back of Ron's truck. I was pretending I was wasted, but I really wasn’t. The boys ended up being really stupid and the girls thought that I hadn’t remembered anything in the morning. It was quite funny.

At the campsite, there were steekers in the ground. Steekers = little pokey flowery things that hide in the dead grass and attack you when your not looking. These steekers just happened to go right through your pants, your shoes and even your tent. Thus, I slept in the truck. It was very nice and cozy in there, and I must say it was pretty comfortable.

Bark on my Bread

2005-07-22T12:32:00.000-07:00

OK, so I was eating a sandwich that is made out of wheat bread. There are these little shavings on the top of it and I seriously think it’s like shaved bark off a sycamore tree. lol. it tastes like bark too. hehe.

So it has been a very long time since my last posting. A lot has been up. Steve’s parents came for the 4th of July and they weren’t nearly as bad as they usually are. It was quite nice.

I have dyed my hair blonde. It was a bit orange when I first got it done, but the sun has lightened it quite a bit. I like it, but I’m still not used to it. It’s crazy. People even look at you differently when you have blonde hair. NOBODY notices me and it’s wonderful. I went to cornicopia (and got a fair scone) and I saw at least 6 people that I knew. Not one person recognized me, Not even Sammi!

Ms. Dusty Tuttle and I have decided that we will join together and create a comic book. We have not yet started and I don’t know how far we will make it, but we are going to start because I said so.

Farm animals are also being raped in YEEEEHHAAA Enumclaw. One guy was having sex with a horse and it kicked him... he died and deserved it. People are taping their perverted acts and others are watching. It’s quite nasty.

So I have also heard a little bit about a CIA leak. Apparently an agent's name was given out in a newspaper article. I am not sure if she has been killed or not, but its not a pretty thought. Now I really don’t wanna work for a government agency.

I have recently seen Batman. That is pretty damn good, not what I expected though. I also saw Bewitched and I thought that The Perfect Man was better. hehe. Willy Wonka is pretty good too, but I didn’t like the Oompa Loompas, or should I say, Oompa Loompa. He didn’t sing the Oompa Loompa song either. I was devastated.

I took my kayak out on the water. Carter paddled it around most of the time, but yeah. It is pretty cool. I didn’t blow it up enough for my weight, but oh well.

My birthday is in 2 weeks. I don’t know what I am going to do for a party yet again. I will probably think of something in a couple days. If I don’t think of anything, I think I will just go to a park or the lake and party.

I’m going to get a job at the movie theater for a couple hours a week so that I can get free movies. That will be kind of cool, but suck at the same time.

I have recently started eating wheat, wheat bread, wheat bagels, etc. Well, I was surprised that I lost half a pound, after eating a lot that day. I wonder if the wheat really makes a difference. I guess I will find out in the next couple weeks. hehe.

I’ve been hangin out at wild waves too and that’s kind of fun.

Not all too busy

2005-07-02T19:58:00.000-07:00

Well, i havent been all too busy. I am just super tired though. I went to Fort Sevens on Thusday and drank a fifth of crown and puked for 2 hours. the rest of the trip was fairly slow, but its all good. We left on sunday and I headed up to seattle for my studio at the art insititute. It was great. My classes rocked and I met a few people, including Holly (who goes to KW), Mayra, Michelle, and Morgan. We went bowling and to EMP (at which katie, holls and I spent our time jammin), Gameworks and some other places. Our dorms were pretty grose and the food was fairly nasty (except for when the spaghetti factory catered), but everythign else was awesome. I went to Wild Waves on thursday and that was pretty funn. I went back to work on Friday. Well, barb doesnt really need me anymore, so im gladd i have been applying for jobs. Steve says i wont be able to work next year if im taking 20 credit quarters, but we will see how that goes. thats about it!

Over the Mountain

2005-06-23T09:54:00.000-07:00

So today I am leaving for the next week. I am headed down to Fort Stevens today and we will stay there until Sunday. Scott and Kristy are going to meet us down there, so that will be kinda cool. On Sunday I am coming home and then heading to Seattle to stay at the Art Institute. Our activity on Sunday is to go to EMP! Im sooo excited.

I have not been up to tooo much lately, yet I have been kinda busy. I am presently trying to learn sweedish and italian. I got my pictures back from Salmon La Sac yesterday. A couple of them look pretty good. I've been applying for jobs and spending a lot of money. I bought a kayak.

Its Been a While...

2005-06-08T23:33:00.000-07:00

Apparently it has been almost a month since I’ve written a blog. Well, our first order of business is the fact that I will be done with all my classes on MONDAY! WooT! I'm super excited for the summer. I am going to do a ton of stuff.

This weekend we are going to Salmon La Sac, but its going to be cloudy, which kinda sucks, but that’s ok. I will still have fun and I need to STUDAY for my final anyways. On the 23rd we are going to Ft. Stevens and I recruited DUSTY! Then when we get back on the 26th, I get to take a shower and head out for my four day stay at the ART INSTITUTE. I will be studying animation, which will be really cool. If i like it, I’m going to look into careers that involve animation, like movies and video game production.

I started the slim fast diet about 2 weeks ago. It’s going good. I don’t actually feel like I'm on a diet, except that I try to eat healthier food. lol. It’s great!

I am sick and tired of working at X5. I won’t be working much at all this summer and after the summer, I think I will be leaving for good. I cant do the same thing over and over again every day. That’s why I have decided that I almost definitely wont be becoming an Accountant.

I am going to be doing a lot of research on careers next week. I might become an engineer or do something with computers again. I am also going to look into architecture, but you have to go to school for longer to do that. I need to find myself a career in which you don’t do the same thing every day. I need change because I get bored so easily.

So I took pictures of the night sky last week and I used my filter. Well it turns out that the film was color, so I have a couple of red photos. I really dislike color, but that’s ok. I will definitely get black and white next time.

Nina and I are drifting apart and It is sad. I don’t know what I cant do. I have been pretty busy lately so we haven’t had time to hang out. I also haven’t even talked to Kristine in like 2 weeks. She is leaving for college in a couple months and I wont have much time to see her in that time. Its pretty sad, but what can ya do?

I have noticed that nobody pays attention to me when i speak. Most of the time people start a new conversation with somebody else when I am halfway through my sentence, even when it’s important about something like college or whatever. The only person who actually listens to me is SARAH! It’s quite sad.

So, I am almost positive that I am going to college in California. I have pretty much decided to go with either CAL State at Fresno or STANFORD! The more i read about Stanford, the more I like it. The one drawback I have found so far is their dorms, and you are practically forced to live on campus. But that is ok, i guess. It would still be awesome to go there. I am still researching other colleges in CALI, so i will figure out all this future stuff soon, hopefully.

I have been playing Zelda a lot lately. I beat Zelda and the Ocarina of Time and am now working on Majora's Mask. So hopefully I will finish soon.

I took my SAT on the fourth, so hopefully I did well. I didn’t think it was all too hard. I will probably retake it for shur though.

But I am extremely tired, so I am off to bed...

I Shot a Gun!

2005-05-16T09:56:00.000-07:00

So I was at my Christmas Tree Farm on Sunday before we left for home. Bob had brought his rifle to shoot and I wanted to play, so I did. It was great. My mommy is getting a gun so we can go to the firing range thing and shoot stuff. lol.

We might be selling our christmas trees online this year. That will be sooo cool. The tree farm is a perfect summer retreat (well except for bees apparently.) We have this huge tree that i am going to attempt to climb and we are going to put a tire swing on it. We have some forest and the rest is Brian's, so we have a lot of forest to play in, let alone quite a few acres of christmas trees. lol.

I went shopping and bought a pair of brumuda shorts. they are comfy, but i dont like them all that much. they are the best fitting pair of pants i have bought in a long time.

I also went to the park. It was awesome. Nina called and we talked. I ran over a mile without stopping at Bob and Traci's house. I had just finished eatting and I went for a run and i didnt want to stop.

I have finished reading the Sisterhood books. They are now my favorite. I will probablly read them like a million times. lol.

This weekend was excelent! The best time I have ever had in Oregon! I really think I will be spending quite a bit of time down there now.

The ORE

2005-05-12T23:06:00.000-07:00

Well tomorrow I am headed down to the ORE. I am going to spend the weekend in Junction and for some reason I am excited. I hope I will meet some hottie and fall "in love." lol, but back to reality, I am DEFINATELY going to that bomb ass park no matter what. Its soooo cool I can’t wait.

So I bombed my midterm for my movie class. I really need to watch the movies. I have the other ones being shipped though, so that’s good.

OK, I have decided to go to the OSU tennis camp and to study interior design at the art institute.

I dyed my hair auburn just a little bit ago. So far it looks SOOOOO GOOD!

Well I am running (or at least attempting to tomorrow morning) so I am out. PEACE!

MINI FRIDGES ARE PIMP!

2005-05-08T23:49:00.000-07:00

So I used my mini-fridge today. It’s pretty cool.

I have been kind of busy lately. I love it. Today I made a bunch of plans for my summer. For three days in June I HOPE to be going to the Art Institute of Seattle for like a camp type thing. Then I plan on going to a NIKE tennis camp at either OSU or Gonzaga. I can’t decide yet. LOL. I am also spending two weeks in Atlanta. Finally, I am going to go to a three day golf camp at Druids Glen. I’m soooo excited. Plus I am going to have a birthday Bash. lol. I dont know what I am going to have as a theme. I was thinking like a luau or something, but a lot of people do those.

Today I ran the mile in 11 minutes. That is my fastest time ever. I used to run it in 14 to 15 minutes. I ran over half of it without stopping. I was sooo excited. I have been having a lot of trouble breathing lately too.So I have decided that I am going to start swimming again. I am going to get in great shape this summer. Hopefully I will end up looking great too. lol. I have already been drinking 8 glasses of water a day. I now plan on working out with Nina for an hour on Mondays and Wednesdays and then running a mile on Tuesdays, Thursdays and Fridays (depending on my after work activities for Friday.) I will also do like Pilates or some other activity like swimming each day. I don’t know if I am going to run on the weekends or not. I probably should, but I think I might do other activities.

My goal for the summer is to:

weigh 103-108 pounds
run the mile in 8-9 minutes
do a real push up
and EAT HEALTHY

I bought my mommy like one of those George foremen like grills for Mothers day. I think I will probably use it more than her. lol.

I finally bought a two piece bathing suit. It reminds me of France for some reason and I just LOVE it sooo much. If I ever get to the point where I look good in it I promise I will take a picture and post it on the internet. lol.

I have been reading the Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants books. They are wonderful. I absolutely love them. I can’t wait for the movie to come out next month.

I am taking the SAT on June 6th and I haven’t even done any test prep. I really need to do that. I know I’m probably going to retake it anyways though. lol.

Well I have been really happy lately, except for this weekend. I have been enjoying life’s little things, like sunlight and fresh air and the sound of the birds in the morning and the stars at night. I am really trying to be a better person too.

I talked to Coral for the first time in sooo long. She is now living in Idaho and I am sad. But I hope that we can get together soon.

I am doing the CF walk on the 22, so I need to get people donating. I can’t wait!

Well that is all for now. I will post again soon!

Andrew is a Schmuck.

2005-04-25T12:36:00.000-07:00

So today my alarm didn’t go off. So... Sarah was late for school. She didn’t have anything to eat for breakfast, so I took her to Mac Ds. SO she got to school like an hour or so late, but it's all good. She had a "doctor’s appointment."

I went to the doctors two weeks ago. He gave me some Zoloft and I have been much happier. Breaking up with Dude, the sun being out, and doing things I like to do probably has helped a lot.

So I have gone back to work. I am enjoying it. Tim Tom was fired, but they might hire this guy that looks like he came straight out of Dexter's Laboratory. He has no life and probably has never had a girlfriend. It’s sad.

So on Wednesday, I bought myself a mini fridge. It has a car adapter so I can take it on trips. It’s great. And guess how much it cost... FREE 99! hehe.

I signed up for the SATs. I get to take them on the Fourth of June.

I might be spending my summer in the ORE. Bob and Traci need a live-in-nanny and guess who is a candidate... ME. So I might go down there if I would get paid more than X5.

So this weekend was great. Nina and I hung out on Friday night. We went to the Supermall and then to Winco. I grilled her steak for her and we played video games, talked to Willy G and who knows what else. Willy made a sign with sticky notes and taped it to the wall. It read, "Andrew is a Schmuck." It was great.

On Saturday, Nina, Kristine and I went to the mall and then to beach. There was like no parking what so ever, even less than in the summer. It was crazy. So it drizzled while we were at the beach, but it was fun. We tried to play football, but we sucked and it hurt to catch the ball because it was all sandy. We stopped by Winco on our way back to my house. We got drunk. I got Willy to get me some beer and I made a new drink called Blight Bubble Gum. It consists of 2 parts Grey Goose, 1 part Mango Mandarin, 1 part juice and 7-up. I used apple juice because it was availible, but I think orange juice or cranberry would be better, so I have to test it out. I ended up falling asleep with my sister watching Titan AE while everyone else was downstairs. Nichole and I got to talk a bit and that was fun.

On Sunday, I took Sarah to lunch at Changs. I saw Shay, Rusty and the hott goatee guy there. We stopped by Nichole, Ada’s and Amanda’s house after lunch. We played with Little Miss (Vixen) and Nichole’s other little kittens. Little Miss is 4 weeks and a wild kitty. The other cats are 2 weeks and orange and one is black. I picked up Nina and Alexis and we went to the park. Then Sarah played at Alexis's and Nina and I went to Wal-Mart. We tried on these giant boots. I tried it on with my shoe and I got stuck. Then we bough a nurf football, a big pink ball and a smaller blue one. Then we went to Brando's Birthday Party. It was pretty fun.

Today the Parentals come home and I get to watch a movie and read for my Drama class. What fun. Nina and I have been searching for hott guys (with a little help from Celina) for the last few weeks now and it hasn’t gotten us anywhere. Its fun though. Dane is now referring to Latosha as his girlfriend and Nina and I find it funny because he hasn’t asked her out yet. Hehe.

That is about it for now! Smile and Have a Happy Day!

Frigg Niggen Diggle Berries

2005-04-05T12:00:00.000-07:00

OK, so on Friday, Nina and I had made plans to hang out, so I skipped work. Well, Nina ended up going to buy booze. So I was left to do nothing until she got home. So, I called up Kristine and we decided to hang out. It was fun. We tried to get lost and find our way home, but we didn’t end up getting lost. It was sad. We ended up going to Starbucks and Quizno’s. Then Nina called me and we picked her up. She wasn’t feeling too well though she said she was fine. So we hung out for a while and then we went to my house. She ended up puking and I took her home. I really wish I had gone to work.

So, my class got dropped and I ended up getting into the microcomputers class. So now I am in Drama, Microcomputers, and Business math. If I get into excel, I am going to drop Drama though.

So, Dane and I mutually agreed that we should break up today. I am kind of glad that we did, but I don’t know. It has been really awkward for the last few days, so now I can go find another hott guy. It will be semi difficult, because I don’t actually have any classes. I do go to work though, and guys hit on you in Seattle all the time. Kristine and I think that a big reason why we didn’t work out was because Nina and he are friends.

On Saturday I was going to go up to Children’s Hospital to visit Kristin. I ended up hanging out the Katie Cole. We went to the mall and I got this shirt that says "I 'heart' Italian Boys" and it has a picture of Mario. It’s great. I finally got a new pair of jeans too.

On Sunday I went to Target and then went and saw Bauser’s new puppy. It’s a black lab and it’s cute. I am like obsessed with bubble gum now. It’s fun. We also went to go visit the otter on Sunday. Katie Cole and I have come to the conclusion that Nina never saw an otter. We decided she saw a log. lol.

Yesterday I went and ate lunch with my mom. Then I went to go pick up Nina and she ended up talking to Sophia for 2 hours and I was late picking up Sarah. We did see this stupid ass chick walk into a pole though. That was pretty funny. Today I think I will do Pilates and then do my homework for drama if I don’t get into my other class.

April Fools!

2005-04-01T09:08:00.000-08:00

OMG it is already April. I can’t believe it! I was going to go to work today because cool things happen in Seattle on April first. Last year there were posters saying the national security level has been moved up to :CODE RED: and it was quite amusing. It said "Do not use roadways if you are not Caucasian" and "If you vote you will catch on fire." It was great. I took one of the posters off a post and kept it.

So yeahh, it has been raining and sunny and everything this week. It snowed in Issaquah and all up in the pass. Pretty Cool! There were supposed to be thunder storms here though and what do I get? Just plain old rain. I was said. I like thunder storms.

So today is my last official day of spring break. I am only in 2 classes right now, but I am on 3 waitlists. I will hopefully get into Excel because that would be easy and then I would just take a PE class or something.

So yesterday I might have broken up with Dane without really meaning to. Yeahh, so I hope that works out.

Nina and I have apparently had our last fight about me being whatever I am. Distant and non-shareful. I don’t know.

I went to work yesterday. We have this new guy named Tom I think. Yeahh, he was like one of them neardy kids that got beat up. His ex-wife like stole his car or something. Very said. He sounds a bit gay, but I think it is just his neardy-ness. lol. He is ok though. Non-social, but ok.

I talked to my friend Kristin last night. She has been in and out of the hospital like all this year. I feel bad that I haven’t kept in touch. I am going to go visit her either today or sometime this weekend. So I have that to look forward to.

We had Mongolian beef the other night. It was really good. I miss eating it a lot.

My weight is soooo screwed up at the moment. I am like the size of a hippo yet I am only 120. I ate like 2500 calories plus yesterday and I lost three pounds. I don’t know what is wrong with me.

So I played bomber man yesterday and I have decided that I am REALLY bad at that game and I shouldn’t play it. lol.

Thats it for now! Happy April Fools!

CANCELLED!!!

2005-03-30T02:26:00.000-08:00

WHAT?! NO WAY! So, I went online to check if I got into one of my online classes and what do I find? My other class was Cancelled! ROAR! I needed that class too. Oh well, now I can’t get the certificate I wanted to get and I have no idea what classes I am going to take. I am SOOOOOO glad that I didn’t drop my drama class. That would have sucked. I might still take Photo 1. I am on the waitlist for the class I was in before. I hope everything works out.

I also saw that grades were posted. I was quite relieved. I got a 4.0 in both drama and PE. I got a 3.0 in history and a like 2.4 in Spanglish. I was surprised I did so well in Spanish.

Dane came over today and I kicked his ass at Street Fighter and Mortal Combat. He figured out the special moves for Mortal Combat though and I was still just pushing buttons, so he started beating me. There are like no cool people for Mortal Combat. Street Fighter is soooo much cooler. Like over half the people are awesome.

Then we played this crazy castle game in Japanese because I just clicked on it. It was sooo hard to play because yeah, we can’t read Asian. The game froze on us though and we had to start over. I ended up having an English version so we actually were able to play the game. lol.

I called the Cold Stone guy back and I am auditioning on Saturday. I am excited.

I have decided to make a new template. It’s going to be BUBBLE BOBBLE themed. YAY!

I went and babysat for Paul and Joanna today. It was kind of funn, yett boring. I made 50 bucks though. I was like DAMNNN!!! when I got home and looked.

I had Subway today... It was mighty tasty. mmmm. Eat Fresh!

BUBBLE BOBBLE

2005-03-29T00:43:00.000-08:00

OK, So I was looking through my X-Box games today and I found this disk with all these games. It was awesome and a half. I was looking through some of the games and I found BUBBLE BOBBLE!!!! I have been trying to figure out what that game is for like three weeks now. So I started playing that after we all watched 24 (which was pretty good.) Then Andrew got home and he started playing with me. It was great funn.

So a little while later, Andrew and I were looking through the games and picked this racing game. We started playing and then realized that we couldn’t turn our cars. They would automatically turn when they felt like it, but they wouldn’t turn when we wanted them to. We would get stuck in a corner halfway through the race and that was the end of that. We got through like three levels though, it was really weird.

After playing the racing game we played DONKEY KONG!!! It was great. I was so excited since I didn’t get to play at Gameworks when Dane and I went. Now I can play whenever I want and get really good because I SUCK ass and a half. Andrew sucks ass too, it is quite funny.

Today I got a call from the guy that owns the new Cold Stone. I am going to go for an "audition" on Saturday I guess. That would be cool if I got a job and it paid worth while. If it doesn't, I am definitely staying at X5. lol.

I hear that grades are finally going to be posted tomorrow. I am anxious. I am scared to see what my Spanish grade is, but then I forgot that I still need to worry about my history grade. I should have pulled at least a B in history, but something could have happened. I am scared. Wooooo-saaahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dane and I were going to go see The Aviator today, but we realized we couldn’t because 24 was it. It was pretty good, but yeahh. Maybe we will go tomorrow or just rent it when it comes out on video. lol. I really want to see Sin City. I am really excited!!! It has sooo many people in it, it’s crazy.

We have so many cool X-Box games now. I think I am going to spend the next like three days playing like non-stop. It is going to be fun stuff. Steve said he got us a bunch of new games too. I can’t wait. I still need to finish playing Prince of Persia. I started playing that again the other day.

I still have no appetite. I hope I get it semi back by Thursday because I am going to work and I want to get Happy Teriyaki. It would suck if I couldn’t eat Happy!

Happy Easter!!!

2005-03-23T22:55:00.000-08:00

OK, so I have been sick for about a week now. First I thought it was the sickness that Sarah had because I had the chills and a fever for like 3 days, but yeah... Then I got new symptoms and all of a sudden I had a Kidney Infection. It is a lot of fun by the way. I could barely walk on Monday. I had like no energy at all. I had to present my Spanish final too. Yeah, that didn’t go too well. I was more concerned about staying standing than talking. Later that day I went to the doctors. The rest of the week I just lay around. I didn’t have enough energy to really do anything. I ended up being allergic to my meds that I got for the kidney infection. I also got the stomach flu on like Wednesday and that wasn’t cool.

I have been playing THE SIMS ONLINE!!!! It is soooo bomb and back in action. I love it. I now have a rotty pup. It is sooo cute. I am going to build Club Ride sometime this week. It is going to be pimp shizzite.

I have also been watching season one of 24. It is awesome and a half! I don’t like it nearly as much as the other seasons, but that’s ok. I think I like this season sooo much because it doesn’t deal with like his family and stuff. I liked season three because of that too; Kim was just in it like a little bit compared to season 1 and 2. Season 3's plot was the best and I liked the cast. The third season was my favorite by far.

Happy Easter Everyone. My Easter was pretty good. I lounged around, but that is ok.

I think I am going on a date with Dane tomorrow, so that should be fun. I was going to work all last week and that didn’t happen. Oh well. I think I am going to work Tuesday, Thursday and maybe Friday of this week. I start school next week so that will kind of suck. I now am only going to class from 7:30 to 9 on Mondays and Wednesdays, so that is kind of cool. I am looking for a new job. I applied at Kellogg’s, but I'm not going to get that job. I also applied at Cold Stone Creamery. It would be kind of cool to work there. I’m going to apply at Pac Sun tomorrow I think. I was going to look at Target and possibly Subway. I don’t want to work in fast food, but I really like subway and it’s not all greasy and everything. I don’t know though because I like working at x5.

I am going to go help out at the library this week. That will be kind of fun, yet not at the same time. I kind of miss going in, but then I don’t.

There are like no good movies coming out right now except for Sin City. I think I will go see that on Friday. I really want to take Sarah to lunch at Chang’s again really soon. I have like no appetite though, so I will probably have to wait like until next weekend. hehe.

Smile and Have a Happy Day!!!

Thirty-four Seconds

2005-03-11T17:40:00.000-08:00

Yesterday Dane, Andrew, Nathan and I went to Sycart! It was alot of funn! My fastest lap was 34 seconds. That is pretty good for me, it was only 2 seconds under Dane's fastest time. hehe. He didnt pass me until the last lap too. It was great funn. Tonight we are going to go play putt putt and lazer tag. It should be funn! I had a spanglish test today... thats about it for now. hehe

Mommy... I Broke my Car...

2005-03-05T08:24:00.000-08:00

OK, so this is going to be a really short post because there is not much to talk about. So anyways...

I was driving to the SIR Raceway parking lot to drop people off at their cars. I wasn’t paying attention and Conner told me that I had to turn... The stupid ass that I am tried to turn. lol. Yeah, so I ran into a fence. I broke a tie rod end. Yeah, so now one of my tires doesn’t turn when i tell it to. hehe. There isn’t too much body damage either, considering I hit a pole. There is just a dent and some scratches. I personally think I should total my car because I have full coverage on it and I would get a good 2800 out of it. I just looked though and there are no cool cars for sale except for a 99 explorer. So yeah, oh well. I will just crash my car into something else in a year so I can get money out of it or sell it to like our neighbor girl. hehe. Yeah, so I was just being really stupid and not paying attention and going too fast. Oh well. It’s all good. I get new tires and stuff out of it. hehe.

So yesterday my dad applied for a job at COMPBELL'S SOUP!!! That is the awesome-ist thing in the world. I hope he gets it! That would be so awesome.

I think I might go into accounting now. I still might do something in developing though. I’m really not sure. I need to start looking for a new job though because I just don’t have to time to go to Seattle anymore. It is really sad, but oh well. I don’t mind accounting, so if I can find one of those, I think I will be pretty happy.

Well I hope everyone has a good weekend. Smile and Have a Happy Day!

I Want Some Skrimp Linguini

2005-03-02T17:36:00.000-08:00

So I have been fairly busy lately... On V-day, we went and saw Hitch and got some ice cream. It was funn. Dane asked me out and we are now an item, what funn. So the weekend of February 18-20th was quite exciting. Nina, Kyle, Dane and I hung out like all weekend. On the 20th, all of us and Conner went to Danes cabin. It was great fun, but I had to drive home that night because I had to work in the morning. On the 21st I got to go to work. It was great. My parents and sister went to Oregon from Wednesday of last week until Sunday. It was nice not having so many people around. Nina spent the night on Thursday. It was funn. On Friday we were late for class because I couldn’t find my purse. It ended up being in one of my dresser drawers. hehe. After school on Friday, Dane, Nina and I drove to Snoqualmie Falls and then to Issaquah. It was kinda fun. Then we picked up Megan. On our way to Megan’s house, Nina and I pretended to make out as this guy in a truck behind us watched. Then the guy watched us as we were turning into Megan’s neighborhood. It was funny. Dane let me drive his truck to Conner’s house. It was mucho funn. I love his truck!!! He lets me drive it now. It’s great! So we all ended up staying at Dane's house. We stayed up talking until about 5 and then we all had to get up at like 9. It was funn times. On Saturday, Dane and I went to Seattle. The banks were all closed, so we had to money. We ended up going to the new Library and then to Gameworks. The library was so freaking cool. It was like something out of Alias or some spy movie. I felt like a spy while I was walking up to the top. It was funn. Gameworks was great. I finally got to use this card that I had from my trip to Vegas. hehe. It was great funn. They got rid of Donkey Kong though. That is like the coolest game ever and now it is gone. I almost made it all the way to the finish line on this one racing game. Dane beat me at Crazy Taxi and this weird like airplaneish game (just by a little though hehe.) I ordered up PF Changs and then we went to Southcenter to get a milkshake. Baskin Robins makes the bestest milkshakes.

We went back to my house and talked to Nina. She was supposed to be breaking up with Kyle and she ended up not doing it. So then we picked up Kristine and headed over there. (Dane let me drive his truckkkkk! It was funn.) So we talked to Nina for a while. Then somehow we all got handcuffed together and started spinning around a cell phone and passing mints to each other by kissing. It was crazy funn. So later that night, Nina did end up breaking up with Kyle. SOoo sadd. On Sunday my parents came home from Oregon.

On Monday I had a pretty good day. I don’t remember what I did, but I think I hung out with Dane and maybe Conner. Then I watched 24 and it was good, but I got a phone call from Kambra in the middle... My uncle Bob had gotten arrested. I didn’t really hear the details but I could tell it wasn’t good at all.

On Tuesday I was out of it like all day. It sucked really badd. I also ended up skipping class and taking Andrew to the OG because he had to fix his car. Me and Nina went on a "walk" and then we played with her blow up punching bag thing. We broke it. It was really funny though. Then we went to Sam's Club and Dane came too.

Today is Wednesday and after class we went to Kurt’s apartment. It was pretty cool. Kurt, Kristine and Martin were playing strip poker when I got there. It was kinda funny. We left there and went to my house and hung out for a while. My sister was being a pain in the ass like she is most of the time. Oh well.

I was on my way to KW today to get a transcript and I saw this lady drinking water out of this giant JUG. I was like WTF?! it was crazy. Then I was standing in line at the registrar and there were a bunch of Mexicans standing there. Well I knew they were talking about me because this guy kept pointing at me and saying ella (she.) Yeahh, so then I called Kristine and he asked for my number and said i was "very cute" but he couldn’t speak English very well at all. Yeah, so I actually got hit on by a guy that was under the age of 35 today. WOW! its a miracle. HAHA!

Andrew has been telling me about ghetto people that come into the OG and it is sooooo funny. Ghetto black people order Skrimp Linguini. HAHAHA. Then this Indian guy wants extra "stickers... you know stickers." Stickers are apparently bread sticks now. HAHAHA. It is soooo great.

Tomorrow I think we are going to go to the mall. It should be funn. Dane is going to his cabin all weekend, so I will probablly just work on homework and cleaning my car becuase it has been WAYYYYYY toooo long and its like nastyish. lol.

Save a Horse... Ride a Cowboy!

2005-02-12T10:33:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a very eventful day!

I didnt have PE yesterday, so I decided I would dye my hair in the morning (because I bought the dye the night before.) It took me like an hour or something. My hair is now a pretty red, "Hott Mahogany" to be exact. Its a darker red with brown in it. I LOVE IT!

So I dropped Sarah off at school and I headed to class. I met "plaid lad" who is this friend of Kristeen's. He spun me around and it made me day. In history, studied for my Spanglish test and then I took the dreaded Spanglish test. I probablly did OK, but I have no idea. I am scared.

Around 3:30, Nina, Brandon, Kyle, Dane, and I all went to the Bunny Park. It was under construction, so we didnt stay long. Nina went to jump off the plaything and fell and got bark all over her. It was so funny.

So from there we headed to Sunrise and played for a long Time. Me and Nina and Kyle won the football game. It was great. I was playing on the bar tag bars and I slipped and fell, but I caught myself. It was funny too. Then Nina kneed me in the ass and it hurts to sitt down. I am going to get her back for that. hehehe. After running around for an hour or so, I took Sarah to Basketball and we played at Meridian for a while. It was funn. We then dropped the people (brandon and kyle) off and went to the bank.

The OG was our next destination. I got a peach tea yummy thing. Then we went to the mall and went in all the cool stores. I got a shirt that says "Save a Horse... Ride a Cowboy." Then I was going to get these boots, but the store was really busy and so I will have to go back today and look. After we went shopping, we headed back to the OG for some food.

We took the food to the park and ate it. It was good, but we were colder than shittt. Weird people showed up at Sunrise, so we went to Meridian Elementry. By this point i was falling asleep. lol. I was so tired, I fell off my swing and Dane had to help me get up. Then we saw these people and it scared me, so we went to Dane's car and talked. I fell asleep in the car lol. Then I drove nina home and I went home. hehe. I was soo tired that I was doing under the speed limit on my way to ninas house. It was crazy.

It was very exciting. On Thursday, my mom went into the hospital because of chest pain, but she is ok now. She just has to rest and take medicine.

I got to go to work on Wednesday. It was funn. I love work. I get to go two days a week starting in April. I am excited. I am signing up for classes next week. I plan on taking this English class that I need for my AA and then dance and photography. I want to take astronomy, but I dont have anyone to take it with. Sooo sadd. hehe. Maybe I will take it in the summer or fall quarter.

That is about all my news for now. I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend!

It's Nine o' Clock SomewhURR... Like Right HURR

2005-02-06T09:07:00.000-08:00

So, It is nine o' clock on a Saturday, regular crowd shuffles in... wait a minute... its Sunday morning, rain is fallin... I think I am still drunk from last night. lol. I drank extremely way too much, like twice as much as I ususally drink all night, in about an hour. I was also eating like toquitos, which I am still full from. hehehe. Sleeping is no good when I am drunk. I only get like 4 hours. oh well. My creativity skills were at work yesterday and I concaucted a new creation... I have not named it yet, but I am workin on it... After like a half hour of thinking... I have come up with the name of "Shoreline Shimma." I dont know if I like it though. I may have to change it. lol. Anyways... This cocktail consists of Malibu Mango Caribbean Rum and Code Red Mountain Dew!

The Superbowl is on TODAY! YAY! I am for the patriots, though I would have gone for the eagles if I knew they were the underdogs. I have two players Je'Rod Cherry and Tom Brady. Je'Rod has the coolest name ever and is number 30 and Tom Brady is the QB and we share the same birthday.

It is now Monday night and I am really tired, I even took a nap and im still tired. Oh well. Anyways, Dusty, Dane, and Nina came over to watch the game on Sunday. They were all rooting for the Eagles and I was the lone Patriot. Who won you ask? ME! BAM! What now biatch!

Yeah, so thats all i have time to say! GOOD NIGHT SEATTLE!!!

Just Two Weeks Away

2005-01-29T11:38:00.000-08:00

Valentines Day... those dreaded two words. I have managed to spend 15 years without a Valentine. Soooo Sad. Usually Halmark Holidays are funn, but Valentines Day is always quite depressing. Maybe its the fact that Valentines Day is a celebration of the Death of St. Valentine. I dunno. lol. This year though, I do not think I will spend it alone. I have two canidates in mind and I will see what happens in the next two weeks.

I rearranged my room like two weeks ago. I moved my couch under my bed and some other stuff got moved. I am now in the process of redecorating. Its coming along. I have a lot more open space in my room now. I like it a lot. It is very random now. I have Disney lithographs on one wall and Mountain Dew photos on another.

I suck at Spanish! We had a test on Thursday and I thought I would get a D, well, I got my test back yesterday and I had gotten a B! YAY! I still want to get a hott tutor man though lol.

Val Kilmer is the HOTT MAN FOR TODAY! Though, he is not too hott in alot of his movies. There is Batman and TOP GUN though. He is scruffy in many of his movies. lol.

Yesterday, Katie Cole, Nina and I hung out for a while. First we went to the park and ran around, then we got coffee. It was at this coffee shop across the street from KW. It was the best coffee I have ever had in Kent. It was yummy. Then we went to Megans and then home. A hour or two later, Katie Cole wanted to see if I wanted to hang out some more, so I scaddadled. We drove around BLASTING Brittney Spears, Back Street Boys and Spice Girls. It was sooo much funn. Then we got ice cream and went to Brandons house to eat it in front of him, because he was the only one who we knew lived close to dairy queen and would be up. He didnt answer his door though. We were sad. Then we went back to Megan's and John was still there. We all walked around for a little bit. Then Katie Cole and I went to Tyler's because we heard Ashley was there. Then we went home. It was funn.

OK, So I hate Washington and thats no big suprise. Anyways, I had a conversation with my uncle yesterday. He is moving so San Diego. As we talked, I noticed he had the same outlook on life as I do and here it is... Your house should be a place to go to and from and to rest. Thats about it. Maybe eat some meals and hang out for a couple hours. You should live you life doing things you enjoy and sitting at home isnt one of those things. If you dont have fun in life, its just a waste. I cant live my life like that in Washington. There isnt really anythign I like to do here. The weather is depressing and the people just seem so much more uptight then people from different parts of the world. I am really considering moving down there. I can start over and I would be sooo much happier. My madre probablly wouldnt let me though. which is sooooo saddd! I am going to spend as much time this summer as possible down there. Im excited. No more week or two long road trip... Im goin ta be a SUMMER GIRL!!!! Im excited. Even the thought of going down there makes me happy.

That is about all. I cant think of anythign else to say, so SMILE AND HAVE A HAPPY DAY!

Krispy Kreme

2005-01-08T01:04:00.000-08:00

Oh, I luf the holidays, but they suck because you get fatt. Well, at least I do. lol. So, I decided to lose as much weight as possible this week. It is going good.

The first week of Winter quarter is over. My classes are ok. I am taking PE, Drama, US History after the Civil War, and Spanish. I like Fridays because I don’t have to go to class until 10.

I got my car stereo installed on Tuesday. It sounds good. I like it a lot.

TROY came out on Tuesday. Its great. I had to buy it that day. I've gone shopping every day this week. It’s crazy.

It snowed yesterday. Not very much, it just covered the ground. It was melted by morning. But it snowed! I hope it snows again soon.

Yesterday, Nina and I went to this park with swings. It was really windy and cold though, so we left after like 5 minutes. So sadd.

Some time later, Nina, Katie Cole, Kevin (who I dont really know) and I went to Ashley's brothers concert in Snoqualmie. It was ok. I don’t think I would go to something like that on a regular basis. lol. Then, we followed the road to the freeway and it ended up dropping us off near Issaquah, so I felt like getting Qdoba, because its soo good. Well, they were closed, so Katie and I got Krispy Kreme. It was good.

The OC was good this week. I think it is supposed to be new for the next 12 weeks. Im excited. Anyways, Seth Cohen got drunk and it was funny.

Alias premiered on Wednesday. I wasn’t too impressed. The show has gotten worse every year. This season will probably be ok though. 24 starts tomorrow. I’m syked. It’s on 2 days in a row for 2 hours each day. I can’t wait.

I made a new template today. Its kinda late for it, but I didn't have time in December. lol.

Not much is happening next week. I think Sarah and I are going to lunch at Chang’s and then going ice skating on Saturday. That’s about it.

Bonjourno

2004-12-30T22:52:00.000-08:00

I started writing this post on the 13th, wow. well, this is what is started to say... Soo I called the olive garden to talk to my brother and I thought he picked up the phone and I was like hey, what time do u get off work and he was like 5 and I was like ok, moms plane lands at 5:30 and then the dude was like uh, who is this, and I was like its Kami and then he was like who are you looking to speak to and I was like Andrew, and I thought he was just playing, but it really wasn’t my brother and it was weird. My parents went on their cruise last weekend and Nina and I hung out. We lost power on Sunday and got it back around 8, but somehow we ended up at Nina’s house, which had no power. Sarah stayed at Alexis's all weekend. It was good times. I can’t wait until I live in my own apartment. It will be great. Nobody to clean up after but myself. And I can clean my house at midnight thirty if I want. And there is nobody to snap at you or be really loud when you don’t want them to be. Now I will restart my post. lol... Today is the 30th. I have to idea what I am going to be doing this weekend. I might stay at my boss’s house and watch his dogs. But I might take them home with me and do something at my house. Then I will probably sit at home and do whatever. I feel like going to the park, so I will probably do that. My Chrismukkah was ok. I spent Christmas watching the Bourne Supremacy and in my car. I spent most of the weekend at my aunt and uncles house. I had to of course go to the stepmonsters house, but we always went when it was dark, so I couldn’t go to the park. I was sadder. I received 20$ worth of dollar store items and a board game from the step people. My dad’s sister got me a scarf and a watch (which I left there on purpose.) What a fun weekend. I tried this Crater Lake Vodka. Its soooo weird. It tastes like carbonated water that lost all the fizz. It is really good. It is supposed to be the best vodka in the world. I think its pretty damn good. On my ride home from Oregon, I watched "Stuck on You" and I thought it was going to suck. It was pretty good. It made me laugh a little.

National Eat popcorn with chopsticks day was on the 23rd. It was awesome. Barb made me some caramel corn and it was the best caramel corn ever.

Tomorrow is my last day of work. I’m sad. I am coming back on the 17th for a day lol. I am staying in Issaquah tomorrow after work. I am watching my boss’s dogs for new years. Thus, I will spend it all alone, but I guess its all good. I will probably just be watching movies in their "theatre" and playing x-box.

Me and Nina and Katie Cole went all around town today. It was great. We stalked these stupid people at the park and we did a lot of stuff. I was supposed to start my diet today, but Katie Cole ruined it. lol.

Oh, "Santa" came too. I got a stereo and speakers for my car and a coat and some clothes and some other stuff. What funn.

I start winter quarter on Monday. 24 premieres on the 9th AND 10th (im syked) and Alias starts on like the 13th. Other than that, nothing much has happened. I hope everyone had a Happy Chrismukkah and has a Jolly New Year!

California Here I Come

2004-12-02T21:03:00.000-08:00

I've been on the run, drivin in the sun, lookin out for number one... CALIFORNIA HERE I COME! Right back where I started from. So, yeah, The O.C. is on tonight! YAY! I am on episode nine of the first season, and I am excited about tonights episode! My calendar is MUCHO hottness too.

So like every time I am on the freeway near renton, I look for red trucks. ARGH! I want the hott guy sooo mucho baddd! ROAR! OKKKK, i am done.... for now. lol

So I think my grades are slippin, and I am going to spend this weekend trying to fix that. I am going to STUDAY! All weekend. As I write my psychological study, and my english paper, and my summary of this book I didnt read. lol.

So there is a new PRINCE OF PERSIA game comin out today! Sooooo fuckin awesome and a halff. I am playing the Sands Of Time over again. YAY! Its sooo funn.

I cant believe it is already December. I am all Chrismaka Spirited now. It all happened on Sunday. It still doesnt feel like Thanksgiving passed though. Soooo weird.

Thanksgiving was good. We all went to Bob and Michelles. We had this smoked turkey that was UPSed from Texas. It was damnnn goood. And we had a goood time.

I have been sick for the last week and my internet hasnt been very cooperative, so I have been playing the sims 2! its ok. I am over it and have moved on to my X-box and PoP! Funn stuff.

Sooo I looked back at pictures from when I was like 12 and above. I had always thought that I became fatt kidd in like 8th grade. Well, I was quite the chubby kidd since I was 10 or 11. Nobody ever told me I was "chunky," except for my brother, but I just never believed a word he said before like last year. Then in 7th grade, I apparently grew out of my chubbyness and in 8th grade I wadded back into it. Then in the middle of 9th grade, I realized I was a FATTTT kidd and that I couldnt take it anymore. ROAR! soooo, I triedd to stopp being the fatt kidd and it took away a little of my chunk. Last year I got a little bit of "chunk" during swim team (peopel have said it was muscle, but it was nottt!) and then the swim team chunk went away along with a little bitt more chubb. Then the summer hitt and I stoped eatting and by the week before Halloween, there was like no Chubb left. THen the damn holidays had to come and I have been gainin and loosing weight like a bathtub filling and draining, though I havent drained alll the way back to the week before halloween. I was close today... a mere three pounds away... but I still had a little chubb that day before halloween... sooo... i hopefully will get down to a gooddd hundred pounds in the spring because I dont think I can do it in the winter. Winter is tooo depressing because there is no sunn, but i like winter. its funn. And now that I am semi-unchubby, i still feel like I am the fattest kidd ever. ahhh. i dont think i will ever be the non fatt kidd. It just wont work. lol.

I luffff snow. I want to get married somewhere when it is snowing. I always wanted to marry a prince and be a princess. That is my life-long dream that will never ever happen. sooo sad.

Sooo, I bought 36 christmas cards, 10 pop-up christmas tree ones and 18 glittery snowman ones. well... I started making a list of people to send them too... and I didnt get very far because I realized I have no friends (besides Nina) and the friends I do have, I havent talked to in a while. So I will have to spend some time during the holidays with my friends. I also realized that all of my best friends move away. Coral moved to auburn and we somehow got out of touch. I am sending her a card to her dads address in Oregon, because I know she will go down there for the holidays.

Andrew got beat up again. I had to drive my semi-drunk parents to the hospital on saturday night. Andrew has the biggest mouth in the world and could have avoided it, but nooo, he had to say something. ROAR. I am tellin u, he needs to get put on an island away from people.

Other than that, my last two weeks have not been very eventful. Oh well. I hope everyone gets in the HOLIDAY spirit!!! YAY!!!

Oh yeah... The Christmas Cards came today. I have been tying bows all day long. And I still get to do like fifty million bows for the CANDAY! I am excited. Who else gets paid for tying bows? Its sooooo good!

Love at First Sight

2004-11-18T18:56:00.000-08:00

So today I was sittin in the car goin to work... and the traffic from Renton was merging into our lane... and I saw this guy... and he saw me... and we stared at each other for a minute... and I smiled... and then he had to get behind us... and I couldnt move... I was enthralled... So then he was going towards like sea-tac and we were going towards seattle, so he got in the other lane and passed us... as he lookeded at me and I lookeded at him... and then he was gone... I want him soooo badd. If it were only me in the car, or me and my friends, I would have totally wrote my number on a piece of paper and held it up to my window... but you know what... he was probablly just staring at me because I had something on my face or something. OMG though! Sooooo amazingly fucking hott and a half times + 1 point six. He looked kinda like Matt Long who is extemely hott! I want him soooo bad... More than I have wanted anyone before... EVER!!!

So I have been on downward spiral for the last two weeks. Since Halloween weekend... First I couldnt decide who I wanted to go out with... and I thought about it for a while... and I really didnt want any of them. (BUT the guy in the car today... I want him FO SHO!) So now Nina is going out with the last one... that I didnt even consider going out with... I think it is quite amusing. Then last week I decided I wanted this guy named John that is in my English class... I was going to write him a little note that told him to call me sometime or something like that... but then I decided that I didnt want him either. AHHHH!!!! This has been a long and hard journey... I am still alone and I want some guy that I saw on the freeway... WTF! There is something wrong there.

So then, I went to a "party" at Brandon's house the week after the halloween thing. It was kinda boring, but yeah. Then I was paranoid that everyone was madd at me, because everyone seemed to be madd at me and they were madd at the person I was hanging around... so yeah. Apparently nobody was madd at me, but I still dont believe themm. So on Saturday... I ateeeee alll day long. And then that night I got drunk. Origionally, I was just going to have a little bit of Kahlua with my ice cream... but I poured extremely wayyyy tooo much kahlua into my cup... then Andrew decided to get home right when I was going to put it back in the bottle... so that wasnt going to work... thus I had to drink as much as I could as fast as I could... well that hit me hard like ten minutes later lol. The kahlua with the ice cream was really good though. That is what has been keeping me sane for the last two weeks. It tastes sooooooo good that it makes you temporarily happy... until it is gone... then it is sad.

Another badd thing about it is it makes you fatttt. I have gotten really fatt in the last two weeks... and I acquired OCED (Obsessive Compulsive Eating Disorder.) I wasnt able to stop eating once I started... even when I was stuffed and wanted to stop eating. It was badd. So after my already badd week... I got fattttt, which made it worse... THENNNNN my dad's parents decided they wanted to come visit! AHHHHHHHHHHHH! That drove me off the edge. I didnt feel like doing anything, but sitt there and watch movies... so thats what I planned on doing last Saturday... I was going to go to Jayme's party, but I decided against it and then Nina was trying to get me to go to her house, but I didnt want to do that either. Then around 7, Nichole called me and wanted me to go to Jaymes party... So I changed my mind again and went... I couldnt stay, so I was limited to 1 tequilla shott at her FIESTA! It was a funn party, a bitt boring, but funn.

I am sick and tired of my online class. I actually studied for the last test and I got the worst grade on any of the tests so farr. It is just tooooo much for me. AHHHHH!

I was at Nina's yesterday because I needed to hang out with someone before I had a breakdown. So she has the Pimp Bear (which is a giant ass teddy bear) and he is really dirty, so we decided we shud take him to the dry cleaners. They wouldnt clean him because he was tooooo big. Too Bad, So Sad! So we drove around with him becuase we thought it was funny. We buckled him upp and everything and then we stuck his arm out the window. It is great!!!!!!!

I watched Beauty and the Beast yesterday. It is so much sadder than I remember. It is still my favorite Disney movie... along with the Lion King! I think I like Beauty and the Beast so much because I was always very similar to Belle and I always wanted to be like her... pretty, funnishness, pretty, there is something about her that I cant really describe too (like her grace or something) AND shes pretty... It almost made my eyes get watery when he said she was free to go save her "papa." awwwww... and then at the end where he "dies" awwwwww... he is not a very handsome prince though... I think he might look better as a beast... lol.

Work was funn today. I got over my super extra unhappyness... ever since I saw the guy in the red truck I have been happy... Thus I have beenable to stop eating so I can become unfatt again! YAY!!!! Work was funn today! I signed up for classes... so I must take a leave of absence from X5 and work at one of our competitors/customers/family owned company lol.

Another thing that has lead me on my way to being happy is SHOPPING! kinda... I got my hair cuttt short on Tuesday. I am working on trying to get contacts and I was going to wait until I got contacts to get my hair cutt, but my hair looked like shitt on Tuesday so I decided to just go and get it cutt! It looks good. I will post a picture when I take one. lol. Then today I went and bought shoes. I dont know if I like one of the pairs I bought... I might take them back and get like Vans or something. I dunno yett.

Anyways.. I am happy now and doing pretty well... though I cant stop listening to Disney music (because I thought that would cure my unhappiness) or thinking about that guy... He has taken over me and I saw him for like a minute... this is crazy! Oh! I scored the new Eminem CD - Encore!!!!!! its fanstasmorgasmic, just like the hotttt guy! I recommend picking up the CD at your local Sam Goody HAHAHAH! OH and I am GReaT like frosted Flakes! HAHAHAHA I "made that up" today when I was talking to Ashley! hahahah.

I cannot decide what color contacts to get... blue or green... two people have said blue and two people have said green today... I will eventually get both if I can take sticking them in my eye... which still groses me out, but if they dont talk about it... I think I can handle it now! So if you would like to help me choose the color to get first... PLEASE DO! OHHHH I also got a Magic 8 Ball! I always wanted one and I have like an electronic one and it glows and is pretty cool but I wanted an original and I got one! WooT!

I also saw the Incredibles and the preview for EPISODE 3!!!!!!! I have been waiting since like 3 years ago... or maybe 2... Anyways... I cant wait until JULY!!!!!! YAY! and the Incredibles was INCREDIBLEiscous! YAY! EVeryonE should definately go and see it. YAY!

OHHHH! Last Friday, Nina, Kyle and I went to the "park/playground." Then I was going to take Sarah to the ice skating rink and they were gonna come, but Nina, Kyle and I just went to the family fun center and played laser tag. Then we went to the Olive Garden and bowling. It was funn stuff. I dropped the ball again, like behind me. It was funny. But after I dropped it, I started bowling better. lol. I did worse than I ever had before though. lol. On the first game I got 13 and on the 2nd game i got like 42 or 43. I got 2 strikes on the second game, both after the ball fell behind me. HAHAHAHA!

Welp... that all I can remember from the last three weeks. wow... that was a lot of rambling. I am very sorry for any discomfort you felt while reading this post. If any side effects occur in the next half an hour, contact your doctor immediately. Ya'll take care! GOOD NIGHT NEW YORK!

Three Weeks?

2004-11-01T13:03:00.000-08:00

Have I seriously not posted in like three weeks? WOW! I thought I posted like a week and a half ago. Haha.

I have been quite busy... going to Nina's, the mall, parties, football games...

This weekend was great! On Friday, Nina and I went to the Kentwood vs Kentlake football game. We met a bunch of people there. Me and Nina played "Dare" like we always do. I wrote little notes about being hott on little pieces of paper and we kept giving them to people. I ended up having to give one to an old guy. hehe.

After the game we (Me, Nina, Justin, Hoff, Sara, Alek, Amanda? Craig, Luke, Ashley, Conor, Hannah? Brandon? I dunno, there were 16 of us i think) went to Red Robin (inwhich I dont like very much, but yeah.) Me and Nina had a contest on who could be a hoe, she had Justin and I had Conor... I won... When we were done at Red Robin, we all got in my car and then some people got in Luke and Craigs car... then I dropped Conor off at Craigs and Ashley and Nina off at their houses. I felt like I really JOINED the group after that.

On Saturday, most of the people at Red Robin, in addition to Kyle, Megan and John, went to this "Haunted Forest" thing. It was kinda like a haunted house. Nina and I were pretty much all over everyone, though Justin was Ninas and Craig was mine in the forest thing. lol. We all went to my house for a little bit (so I could make an appearance at my party) and then to McDonalds. I had changed into my hoeish costume for my party and I hadnt realized that we were going inside the McDonalds until we got there. lol. Angela, Nina and I did some stuff and then Nina crashed at my house.

On Sunday, Nina and I woke up pretty early considering we went to beddd so late.

We went to Subway for lunch and the lady alll didnt know what she was doing and we thought she was high, but later we thought that she might have just started the job. It was funny though.

So Nina and I went to the park and then we went to Luke and Craigs. We thought they lived where I dropped them off on Friday, but they didnt. We drove around like the circle thing for 20 minutes because good songs were on the radio and when good songs are on the radio, me and nina cant get out of the car. Its crazy. So when there were no good songs on, we called Luke and he ended up not living where we thought he lived. Then we went to someones house and then to Lukes.

Apparently Ashley had been looking for Luke, so we went to go find Ashley haha. Then we went to Jaymes house and she wouldnt stop talking and that tooooook wayyy tooo damn long. We noticed all our stories started with... Remember that one time when we/you were drunk... Thats baddd. We shud go do things that dont involve drinking lol. Me and Nina are gonna party hardy at her house like next weekend. lol.

Ok, so there was a bet that I decided to go along with for pure satisfaction of beating Nina... The bet was that I was supposed to get Craig to go out with me by the end of tonight. I think hes hott and I like him and all but I would feel bad about conor. Well... I won the bet. I wasnt going to do it if Conor decided to make a move, but he didnt... So I moved in on Craig. lol.

I didnt know what to do and Nina wouldnt tell me what to do... I feeeeelt Sooooooooo badddddd.

So then we did some stuff at Lukes and went homeee... so sad, it ended so soon. lol.

So I ended up coming out of the weekend with nobody to cuddle with. Though I learned on Monday that another person has liked me. It has just been crazy. Not to metion that Nina and I are not friends with Sean anymore. I did three weeks worth of activities in about 3 days.

The O.C. starts tomorrow. I cant wait... I will be sitting on my ass watching it. lol. I might go to Brandon's get together, but I am not sure because I really am not sure how people feel about me being there.

Work has not been fun at all since Trinette left. It is quite boring and people dont really talk to me anymore. Its all good though because I wont be able to work there after December. My class schedule will interfere, so I wont be able to do that. Too Bad, So Sad.

It Came in a BOX!

2004-10-07T17:03:00.000-07:00

Why didn’t anybody tell me that the purple color was hideous? I didn’t realize until work today. Ugh, its ugly. I am going to change it immediately.

The guy in my English class didn’t stare at me yesterday though. I was glad. He kinda freaks me out. Oh well... At least I have Katie McDaniel to talk to while I sit there for two and a half hours.

I just went to get the mail for my office and this guy stopped me on the street. Apparently, I look older than I am because this guy looked like he was thirty. He was like, "Where do you work?" and I was like "Down to street at, uh, The Bon." It was awkward.

So, I had to stop by the bank and the guy at the counter could barely count my money. I was like, uh, come on, you work at a bank. Then when I left the bank, an older guy (much older) was like "Hey baby." What is up with people today? It is two thirty (as I type) and five people on the street have said something to me. And I have only been outside twice. For less than ten minutes each time. Ahh. Maybe people look at you different when you wear a skirt. I have no idea. People have never said anything to me before, except for the guy on the corner who asks me everyday to donate money to the church or something. I try to avoid him now, but it just doesn’t work.

I got a Happy Meal at McDonalds today. I really wanted some chicken mcnuggets. It had been a long time since I've had some of those. They were good. Anyways... They didn’t put my Happy Meal in a bag... They put it in a BOX! I was excited. I had just talked with Barb an hour before about how they put Happy Meals in bags and the boxes were so much cooler. I did look kinda silly walking down the street with it though. lol.

Trinette has a new boyfriend now. His name is Snake Eyes and he is a G.I. Joe. He also has a motorsicle. He is pretty hott. Hehe. Trinette is leaving X5, which is so sad. So good luck in Oregon!

I haven’t seen Katie Royce for a while, so I think we might go get lunch or see a movie or something like next week. So, that will be fun.

I like American Eagle so much now. I dunno why, I just do.

It now takes me several days to write my blog entry. I started on Tuesday this week, and it is now Thursday. I probably won’t post ‘til tonight at like ten. hehe.

Anyways… Last weekend was homecoming weekend. Angela, Nina and I went to the game on Friday and left a little after halftime. It was fairly boring and there weren’t too many people that I don’t see at the game. So after the game we went to Sean’s house and he was being an ass and wouldn’t let us in, so he went and took a shower and we forged our way to Katie Cole’s house.

We were outside Katie Cole’s house for the longest time. First we went and tapped on her window and ran away. Then Nina made a weird noise and we ran away. Finally we banged on her window and ran away. After this we went to her door and talked to her for a while. It was good times.

On Saturday, I went to three parties. First we had Barb's candle party. That was fun. Then came Steve's Birthday party. Happy Birthday Steve! After that I went to Nina's Anti-Homecoming Party. That was great fun too. It was a busy day though.

All day Sunday, I read for my classes. I didn’t even finish and I started at like noon thirty. Monday I went to class and this guy that stares at me, continued to stare at me. He isn’t very hott, but neither are any of the other guys in my class. I am going to Green Rivers main campus for a while on Monday, so hopefully, I meet a hott guy or something. Nina and I both need boyfriends.

On Monday, I had to take a test that I wasn’t ready for. I got a bad score, but it was ten points higher than the class average. So, yeah. I hope that class gets a little easier. My other classes are pretty easy. I am supposed to read a lot in psychology, but I don’t tend to do that.

Wednesday, I was at the Library and all the kids were looking at me because I was putting away books. Then I went back to the front desk part and they were like "who is she?" Mrs. Ttsukamoto, who is my sisters teacher half the day and a librarian the other half, said, “Oh, that’s Kami. She’s in high school…” Then a little kid asked if I had a boyfriend and Mrs. Ttsukamoto said that I probably did. I found this highly amusing.

Well, that’s it for now. I hope everyone had a good week and has a good weekend.

Hoe Times 2 and a Half

2004-09-30T08:22:00.000-07:00

I stole Seans shirt on Saturday when I was at Nina's. We then took hoe pictures and it was really funny. Now I am a hoe times two and a half instead of just a hoe times two. She has this giant bear and he was our pimp. Nina is uncapable of being a hoe though, so it's quite sad. We decided last night that we were gonna find dates for my halloween party and make them wear fuzzy bear costumes. hehe. Then we were gonna dress up as hoes or Disney princesses. (I decided a few weeks ago I was gonna be a Disney princess, but if I can't... that would be sad. We probablly wont get dates anyways though, so yeah.) Anyways, I wore Sean's shirt home and this is what Steve said. hehe. I find it very amusing.

Steve: Where did you get that shirt?
Me: My friend
Steve: Who’s your friend?
Me: Sean
Steve: Sean Who?
Me: Sean Campbell
Steve: He didn’t stay the night at Nina’s, did he?
Me: Naw… I’m gonna go take a shower now.

Jennifer and I went and saw Collateral sometime last week. It was so good. I would go see it if you haven't yet. Tom Cruise got shott in the head and then tripped over a chair. I was so sad. And then I think they should change the ending because Tom Cruise it too good to do what he did. lol.

I saw a preview for a movie called Friday Night Lights or something. It has Billy Bob Thorton and the kid in Slingblade. I couldnt stop laughing throughout the whole preview. The kid isnt little anymore, yet he sounds the same as he did ten years ago. lol. The two of them together again. I just find this very funny.

My classes are pretty cool. My english professor is a bit wak, but I like her. My psych instructor is not bad looking. I dont know anything about my politics professor because he just wrote down instructions and I have to do them.

I was in english on Wednesday and this guy, that looks a little like James, kept staring at me. It was weird. A girl named Katie McDaniels is in my class and I knew her before the class started. She is my friend Ashley's friend. We ate lunch together a few times last year, so I wasnt totally alone. I was happy.

I now help out at the library on Wednesdays, though I went on Monday and Wednesday this week. On Wednesday a little girl told me I looked like the girl on Romeo. I didnt know how to respond to this because it could have been good or bad. Thus, I just said thank you. hehe. Hopefully it was a good thing.

I am reading my book for Political Science and I dont know like two words per page so I have to go look them up. Its kinda funny though.

Homecoming is this weekend. I think I am going to the game on Friday so that should be fun. I dont have an ID card though, so I might have some issues. hehe. Now I might just hang out with Sean. I really dont know yet.

I cant think of anything else, so have a good weekend!

My Second Home

2004-09-24T01:13:00.000-07:00

Sorry I am so late on my entry, I have been busy.

I now have a second home. I went to ninas house almost everyday last week and most of this week. It is great fun though.

The city people took out my crosswalk on Monday. I was not very happy about that. Stupid people. Now if I want to get a Mo' Beta before work, it takes me like ten more minutes. Too Bad, So sad.

Angie had her baby on Monday night. They named him Cole Thomas. He is so cute. They came into the office today and I played with Blake during my lunch. He is so big now. hehe.

Susie and David Sedaris have gotten me into doing crossword puzzles now. It is crazy. I can only get a handful of words at the moment, but I'm working on it. hehe

We are playing Chatter Bingo in out office. Basically there are five callers and they say (or write or what not) the words on your bingo card and you mark off the words when you hear or see them. Well my dad said that he was going to be the first to get bingo and today I was the first to get bingo. WooT! I rubbed it in his face and it was funny. I think I will get the second bingo too because I am very close. Anyways, that's a lot of fun.

I decorated my desk with hott guy pictures for fun the other day and then took them down. It looked really hott though. lol.

Nina and I went to the Puyallup Fair on Wednesday. We walked around for a long time and took pictures with random people and a horse and hott guys that we saw. Like three people that we took pictures of saw us take the picture. It was funny.

We didnt get our tickets for Maroon 5. It was sad and Nina freaked out, but I just told her we would get tickets there. Nobody was selling tickets from what we saw, but the bleacher seats were free to sit in, so we were just gonna sit there if we were still at the fair during the show. (My mother was not being cooperative earlier that day and said we would leave before the show started) Well we were walking around and I heard the sound check, so we ran up to the bleachers and got in line. We were way back in this one line and we say towards the middle of the stands, centered with the stage. The guy that was sitting next to us was one of the people we took a picture of. We found this very amusing. The people sitting next to us had two friends that were in row two and wanted to sit by them, so they came up to the middle and we went and sat in row two!

The concert was great. The Pale opened for them and they were ok. They didnt talk at all. They said Hi, Bye and thank you. I thought that was a bit odd, but yeah. Nina and I got shirts and keychains. WooT!

I got the Sims 2 to work, finally. It was not cooperating. Anyways. What I have done is really similar. Making the family is a alot different and there is such a large range of things you can do now. My person looks quite a bit like me, (except that its a little skinnier - there is only tiny and large - no in between) but yeah. The gameplay so far has been similar, but I havent done much. I will update you with how much cooler it is when I play some more.

I missed the Premier of Lost (with Merry) because I was at the concert. So, hopefully when I watch the show next week, I wont be too lost. lol.

I finally got my clothes. I am so happy. I cant think of anything else. So, Smile and Have a Happy Day!

BAM! hottness!

2004-09-13T21:28:00.000-07:00

On Saturday I went to Ninas new house (well her room.) We walked over to Heather's house and had a fun time. Sean wanted to see her horses so we "hiked" around to this field and then went back. I was "tired" by the time we got back to her house. lol. I am so out of shape.

When we got back to Nina's, Sean went home and Nina and I went to this site she loves called buddypic. We looked at hott guys and sent them little email things. Each one said "You are hawt secks + whipcream!" lol. Then we got into this wooden box that she has. My ass is tiny and it barely fit. lol. So, we thought it was hella funny and took a bunch of pictures. I will post a couple of the pictures in my next post.

So, Nina somehow got me to get a Buddypic account. I ended up signing up and making a profile at like five in the morning (remember Nina and I dont go to bed until the sun comes up) and by ten I had three of those little emails. The first email was from an Italian guy, the second from an old guy, and the third from a HOTT guy. Nina was "pissed." lol. I thought it was funny and I still continue to think anything that happens on this site is funny.

So this Italian guy (Nina and I call him Italy) is really creepy and is stalking me now. I just dont reply to any of his little email things now.

I got the Bible on CD from the library. I went to pick it up and it was freaking 65 CDs! I was like OMG!

The Sims 2 comes out tomorrow. I didnt get a chance to pre-order it, so I will go out and buy it first thing tomorrow morning. WOOT! It looks like alot more fun than the original (which I finally found yesterday lol.) The Sims have DNA, so their characteristics get passed on when they have children. It apprears that wealth affects the Sims, as does health (they can get sick.)

I ordered all this stuff from American Eagle and I still haven't gotten it yet. Too Bad, So Sad. I got a shirt and another shirt. I also go a pair of jeans and another cowboy hat and a belt. I wanted a different belt, but they didnt have it anymore. My favoritest thing I got though is my coat. Its like the softest thing in the world.

I think Kill Bill vol 2 is now my favorite movie. I have seen it a few times and it is just as good each time I watch it. I wish there was a third movie. Too Bad, So Sad.

I like working. I get little cool things (like pens and little balls with holes in them that make cool sounds when you squish them.) I have noticed that certain little things bother me now, like when people just send in checks (no invoice or anything and they arent company checks either! ugh. lol) I like getting mail though. I like getting mail in general though. I wish I got letters in the mail. Too Bad, So Sad!

I take my drive test (and will hopefully get my license) on Wednesday. Woosah

I am trying to think something to put on my license plates. It can only be seven letters long and it cant start with K,N, or W or AA through AL. Stupid people who make these rules. Nina wants me to get IBKINKY. lol. My other friend wants me to get HEARTZ. Its CRAZYNESS!

This morning I found a Hershey's Symphony bar in my freezer. I had put it there during my party. I had forgot about it, but I was surprised that it was still there because I have Andrew and Sarah and everyone else living in my house that would have eatten it. lol.

My favoritest ring that I got in Vegas is now too big for my middle finger. I think it is growing. It's sad. I dont know what I am going to do. I guess I will have to get it refitted and then they can recoat it in silver and it will be super shiny again. YAY!

Anyways, I cant think of anything else, so Smile and Have a Happy Day!

Five Cups of Tea

2004-09-04T10:43:00.000-07:00

On Thursday, I babysat Brooklyn and Blake. It was Brooklyn's first day of Kindergarten and she was telling me how it went. Then she told me that her teacher was really big and had a giant belly. I found this amusing. But then she went on to compare me to her teacher, saying that I was skinny and her teacher was quite large. I found this strange, because I'm not very skinny. (I’m workin on that though)Nina and Sean came over last night. We were making “videos.” First they consisted on finding a TV channel and muting it. Then we filled in the voices with our own. Next we make “music videos.” They mostly consisted of Sean and Nina jumping around, similar to the way monkeys do. When they made me come into the “video,” I mostly jumped up and down. lol. I did not fit in these videos because I am not small and agile like the two Asians. lol. Next we made little skits. Sean couldn’t get them right, thus it was quite amusing.

I have five days off from work. I plan on putting all my good photos in the album thing I bought last week. I am also going to go through all my pictures so I can work on my scrapbook.

My parents are gone for the weekend, for the Dave Matthews concert. They are staying at Rick’s house. Rick is the owner of the company I now work for. Well, apparently Barb, my "supervisor", said all these good things about me, which is very uncommon. Now Rick is going to pay my cell phone bill and possibly my car insurance. I was like WOOT! lol. That’s crazy.

Susie, my new found friend, has “learn to speak Italian” CDs, so she is going to let me borrow those and hopefully I can learn Italian. I am trying to find a tape for learning Ancient Greek, because that would be cool. And the Harry Potter book came out in Ancient Greek, so I could read that. I also plan on getting the bible on CD, so I can listen to that at night. I have attempted to read the bible, but it just didn’t work out. Every once in a while, I continue my attempt, but then it gets into long lists of names that I cannot pronounce. So, yeah. I will just get it on CD.

I still can’t decide what I want for my domain name. It is bothering me a lot. I got a new idea, and then I still have a few of my old ones in mind. They are:

Kamilot.com (the new one – its kinda cute)
Kamikissedcarl.com (if I haven’t told you who Carl is, it’s the little fat kid on Jimmy Neutron who likes llamas)
Picturesquepoet.com (picturesque is like the coolest word)
Papersomethings.com (its just sounds cool)
Simplenothings.com (this one sounds cool too)

I changed the colors of my blog for a few days. It is bothering me a little bit, so in a few days, I am either going to change is back, or pick new colors. I’m not sure yet. I now have my "TV Blog." There are pictures from shows that I watched lately. You can even click on them and leave a comment.

I drink about five cups of tea a day now. Tea is about the only thing I drink at the moment. I don’t tend to drink water because it either tastes like nothing or it tastes like dirt. I drink tea because is basically is water and it tastes good. I have noticed that each tea needs a different amount of sugar. This English Tea Time one needs two packets of sugar (well, spenda) and one to two little things of creamer. Then Earl Grey and Green Tea needs three packets of sugar. My spiced tea needs one packet, and the Olive Garden tea needs one to two packets. Now I should just start mixing alcohol with it and call it good. lol. I have decided I am getting ready for when I movie to Europe in four years. lol.

I went and saw I, Robot finally. Jennifer, Sarah and I went to the smallest theater ever, and there were a million people there. It was a great movie. They did a great job with the graphics, considering most of the movie wasn’t actually "filmed." Anyways, good movie and Will Smith is hotter than ever.

I saw the book The Bourne Legacy at Borders the other day. I just passed it and then I wondered if it was The Bourne Identity and The Bourne Supremacy all in one. But I was wrong. There are actually four books in the series. The Bourne Identity is, of course, the first book; followed by The Bourne Supremacy. Then there is The Bourne Ultimatum. The fourth book was not written by Robert Ludlum, who started the series, but Eric Van Lustbader. The fourth is called The Bourne Legacy. I might have to get the first one to see if it is any good. I buy one thing at Borders per week now. This week I am going to buy a Cat in the Hat bookmark.

I am bothered when people use the word persons. It isn't that people are illiterate, for most part, because most of the people that use the word persons (in a casual conversation) also use the word people. I think that bothers me the most, when they switch from word to word. Anyways... Everyone knows that the word people is the plural of person (unless it is a legal document lol) so why do people try to use the word persons in a casual conversation? I think that it is stupid. That is all I am going to say about that.

Smile and Have a Happy Day!

Vol. 2

2004-08-29T10:51:00.000-07:00

Last night I watched Kill Bill vol 2. I think that it was better than the first. There was less blood and gore, but there was this really gross part and I was like Ewwwwwwwww! It was a lot more surprising than I thought it would be. Most things that I thought would happen don’t. I definitely recommend seeing this film, but see the first one if you haven’t already.

I also watched The Prince & Me. It was ok. Just another chick flick. The acting could have been a lot better. The writing sucked. I could have probably written the movie better. The idea was good, but the movie makers just didn’t pull through. They also could have picked a hotter guy to play the prince. He looks so much older than Julia Stiles. Too Bad, So Sad!

I finally finished Me Talk Pretty One Day. It was a great book, though a couple of parts were a little slow. I have never read a book quite like it, but most books I read tend to be fantasy or books that you tend to find in the children’s section. I am still working on The Sword of Shannara, The Legend of Bagger Vance, and The Bush Haters Handbook. I am going to start reading Angels and Demons by Dan Brown. I shall move on the sequel, The DaVinci Code.

I have noticed that since I started working, I seem to be much happier. Working at x5 is kinda fun, considering I am doing data entry and that is pretty boring. I feel out of place though, because everyone else that works there is quite a bit older than me. I dunno, its weird.

I bought The Killers album, Hot Fuss. I like it quite a bit. The music sounds like it came out of the eighties, but that’s ok. I believe Angela and I are going to go see them at Bumbershoot. Fun Fun! I finally bought a desk lamp. I also bought a star lamp that sticks to your wall. It is kinda kiddie, but that’s ok. I got a polka dot mouse pad. It is pimpin.

Dave Matthews is this weekend and I have no idea if I am going now. If I do go, I am going to be staying at Rick’s house. I hope I get to go.

All of my friends start school this week. It is so sad. I get to wait another month. WOOT!

I have nothing else to say at the moment, so I will update later in the week.

yourname.com

2004-08-22T09:59:00.000-07:00

Early Friday I was walking up the stairs. When I reached the first few steps, I blacked out. All I saw was grey. I thought it was some trick of the light or something. When I reclaimed my vision about halfway up the stairs, my legs started to give way. Each step up was harder and harder to climb. I couldn't make it up the last two steps. By this time, I was freaked out and I thought I was going to pass out or collapse. Well, I didn't wake up at the bottom of the stairs, but I sat there for quite a while.

Later on I found out that I had overdosed on pseudoephedrine. I had not taken sudafed in a good two years, so I was confused. On the other hand, I do take Alavert, which is an allergy suppressant. Well, Alavert contains sudafed and that is bad stuff. You should not take Pseudoephedrine for more than seven days and I had been taking it for almost two months without knowing. Many people do not realize how bad this stuff is, because people aren't told. Pseudoephedrine constricts the blood vessels in your lungs, which can cause dizziness among other things. An overdose can even cause a coma. It scared me so much, that now I will have to research what is in all the medications I take.

I have decided to write a letter to my great grandmother. I don't think that she gets to many letters, so I am going to send her one. The only problem is, I don't know what a great grandmother wants to hear about. I could see if I was eight and was telling her about an art project that I had recently completed and felt like sending her, but I am no eight year old and I have no art project to send her. I could send her one of the pictures I took in school, along with some of the family. I could tell her how I am writing a book (or how much it sucks.) Does anyone know what a grandmother wants to hear about or what she would like to receive from her older granddaughter?

I start my new job on Monday. Basically, I will be a temp. My job is located in downtown Seattle, at the company my dad works for. I will be making more money by the hour than my brother. hehe. After I am done at x5, I will probably go work at Cross Stream Communications. My mother says it might be a better idea to go work at somewhere like the GAP, so I can meet new people and do things with them after work. I don't think she understands that I am going to a new school this year, but yeah.

I finally went to the movie theater today. Jennifer and I saw Fahrenheit 9/11. It is a Michael Moore film and it was great. Various parts were amusing, but the whole documentary was entertaining. I have liked Michael Moore for quite a while now. He is probably THE greatest Bush-Basher ever. Next weekend I am going to find someone to go see I, Robot with and possibly The Bourne Supremacy right after. If not, I will probably see The Bourne Supremacy in September. Oh, well.

Mountain Dew has new flavors. I got Mountain Dew Pitch Black from the store and I saw a blue tropical one at Taco Bell. Pitch Black is a grape flavored soda, which I think tastes kinda like cotton candy. It is really cool though. When you pour it into a glass the foam is purple, but it turns blue after a few moments. I didn't get to try the blue one, but if I do, I shall make an update. I think that Mountain Dew should stick to the original, code red, and livewire.

I have been working on cleaning my room for the past few days. I think I have gotten rid of at least sixty percent of the clothes I owned. Now I am going to buy new clothes that aren't too big. I found the bestest coat at American Eagle. I have to get it. It is cream and is so soft.

I watched Cold Mountain last night. I never thought Jude Law was hott in the pictures I saw. Well, I saw the movie and he is really hott. I liked the movie more than I thought I would. It was somewhat predictable and Jude Law wouldn't die. He got shot so many times, in the neck and where ever else, and he still lived. Everyone else got shot in like the stomach and just died. The movie was good, none the less.

I talked to my friend, Sarah, yesterday. I have not talked to her in quite a while. She seems to be doing well. I found out that she will be in a movie called Dusty's August. She is playing the younger aged main character and gets to kiss a hott guy. I think that is really cool. I always wanted to be an actress, but you know how things turn out. I do plan on working for the movie industry sometime in my lifetime. I think I will become a surfer before I become a movie person, though.

I have been planning on getting a domain for who knows how long. Well, I started coming up with names, with the help of Jennifer. So, here is my list. If you like or dislike any of these, please tell me. If you have any new ideas, please pass them on to me as well. Thank you. My favorite ones are in italics.

kamiack.com (boring)
kamikissedcarl.com (silly, but I kinda like it)
papersomethings.com
somethingorother.com (taken- something similar would be cool)
disordat.net
workin-on-it.com
kamiwaslike.com
thatswhy.com
becauseisaidso.com (taken)
simplenothings.com
cinemakami.com
stuffwentdown.com
picturesque.com (taken)
picturesquepoet.com
snapshotnovelist.com
printnovelist.com
poemlesspoet.com
motacity.com
salzall.com

I went to this pool on Friday. It has two tube water slide and a little river, a wave pool, and just a regular pool. I had a lot of fun, considering I wasn't there with a friend. I would definitely go back, probably not this year though.

Sarah went to soccer camp all last week. On Friday, they had a tournament type thing. I went and watched. I got sunburned on my knees only. It was crazy.

Dave Matthews Band plays at the gorge Labor Day Weekend. Well, I cant find a friend that wants to go. I really want to go, but I don't want to sit alone in a big group of people. So, I guess if I don't find someone fast, I wont be able to go. That's sad.

Smile and Have a Happy Day!

Five Marionettes

2004-08-16T16:58:00.000-07:00

This weekend I traveled down to Oregon. The whole purpose of this trip was for me to go to Junction City’s Scandinavian Festival. I had not been to the festival in three or four years. Therefore, I forced my parents to take me down there. I had planned to acquire many trinkets to decorate my room. My plans did not work out that well, but I did obtain five possessions. Each of these has their hands and feet tied to strings, for they are marionettes.

I had always been drawn to these dolls for some strange reason. This curiosity came even before I saw the movie Pinocchio. I am not very fond of this movie, but I did kinda like the version with Jonathan Taylor Thomas. He is still pretty hott. Anyways… I have always wanted a marionette and now I have some. First, I bought a lion, because I like lions. This particular lion resembled the one from The Wizard of Oz. Thus, I had to go back and get the other characters. I could not find one similar to the Tin Man, so I still have to find one of those. I did find a Dorothy and a Scarecrow. Because I had not found a Tin Man, we got a monkey that looked like the ones that flew. I also had to get a cow because it was really cute.

The only other thing I bought at the festival was food, lots of it. I am surprised I didn’t gain ten pounds when I was there. There is so much good food. I had to get Swedish Pancakes, a Meat Pie, Potato Pancakes… I also had to go to Abby’s Pizza while I was in Oregon. I don’t care for pizza very much, but Abby’s Pizza is an exception.

I babysat a lot while I was down there. Bob, my uncle, was having his 20 year high school reunion, so I was lucky enough to watch his children. It was just fine. I met a bunch of people. Overall, I had a pretty good time in Oregon.

I watch the Lizzy Maguire Movie. It was late at night and nothing else was on. I assumed that there might be some hott guys in it, but I was wrong. I spent about an hour and a half watching a stupid movie and there weren’t any hott guys in it. Now if it was a good movie with no hott guys, that’s fine. But a bad movie! That is just a waist of time. Too Bad, So Sad.

I have been reading the Bush Haters Handbook and it is absolutely wonderful. Certain parts are very boring, but it keeps giving me more reasons to hate him. I had put Me Talk Pretty One Day off to the side, but I am reading that again.

I am working at Cross Stream this week. Sarah has soccer camp, so she will be gone all day and there are some projects that need to be done. I get to do them, of course. I will have to get a slice of apple pie from the Wild Wheat because I have been craving apple pie. Other than that… I cannot think of anything to say at the moment.

Smile and Have a Happy Day!

WOOT!!!

2004-08-06T18:54:00.000-07:00

I passed my written test at the DMV today. Now I just have to get a birth certificate and take my Drive test. I should get my license the week after next. I will be in Oregon most of next week for I want to go to the Scandinavian festival and I need to babysit my cousins. My uncle's like 20th year high school reunion is next weekend. It should be a lot of fun, as long as I don’t see certain people while I am there.

Next week we are apparently buying a Christmas tree farm. We are going into it with both of my Dad's brothers. The land is 40 some acres. We are going to either cut the trees on the property for lumber or wait the two or so years until they are matured. I don’t remember what type of trees are on the property now. We will probably grow Nobels trees, which take eight to nine years to mature, or Fir trees, which take five to six years to mature. From what I have heard, we should make quite a bit of money after our first harvest. This won’t come for a while, considering the trees need to grow. If this farm does well, we will buy more land for more trees. I think a good investment has come our way.

MeMe and Brooklyn stayed at Rick's house until Tuesday when they came back to Kent. John, Angie, and the Crew (including MeMe and Kelly- a friend of Angie’s) came over and Bar-B-Qed last night. It was fun. Boedy went home with MeMe to her house located near Portland, Oregon. MeMe is such a sweet lady. She is very laid back and just goes with the flow of things. I wish one of my friends was like her.

People get to come over tomorrow for dinner too. What a busy week I have had. Monday, I cleaned a lot. Tuesday, I cleaned, got ready for my party, and partied. Wednesday, I cleaned and did something that I will have to remember at a later date. Thursday, I had a bunch of people over and had computer updatingness. Today, I ran around all day. We went to Costco and the DMV and I'm going to watch Blake or help Angie get ready for her garage sale in a little bit.

There was torrential rain today. My mother and I got lunch at Subway and then came home. We ate in our car because we were afraid to go outside it was raining so hard. Its Crazy! We needed some rain here though.

I got my Teen People Magazine on Wednesday. It has Chad Michael Murray all over it. It also has an interview with Tom Cruise. I was so happy when I got it in the mail.

Last weekend when it was like two in the morning, I was talking to Tyler and Clayton and that Justin kid. Well, we were talking about Kill Bill vol 1 and I said the best part of the movie was the title song (the song at the very beginning.) Well, Tyler actually knew how the song went and I was amused for several minutes. Finally today, I got the lyrics. I am going to print it out and put it somewhere. Its the funniest song!

I was five and he was six
We rode on horses made of sticks
He wore black and I wore white
He would always win the fight

Bang bang, he shot me down
Bang bang, I hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, my baby shot me down...

The song goes on, but I can’t resist laughing every time I hear it. It is just like this website that is in the book Jennifer got me. Sooooo Funny!

Sorry that my post is all jumbled up. I have a few things going on as I was typing.

UPDATE! 8 August 2004 at 3:59 p.m.

I found out yesterday that I had signed up for a class in Enumclaw. Well, I'm not going to drive there to take a class that I can take three miles from my house. So, I had to redo my schedule because they did not have a class at similar times at the campus down the road. Im still not sure exactly what I am taking, which is kinda freaking me out. Well, I will try not to worry about it while I am away, but yeah.

Smile and Have a Happy Day!

Happy Birt Day Kami!

2004-08-04T16:56:00.000-07:00

We went to Dairy Queen to get my cake, because they have the best ice cream cake. Its all about the fudge and little crunchy things. Well I picked out this one with a sun on it, there wasnt much to choose from. I got the lady to write happy birthday on it. Well she brang it back and showed me and I glanced at it and said that it looked fine. I thanked the lady and left with my cake. It wasnt until I arrived home that I noticed the word birthday was spelled "birt day." There was room for the "h," but it wasnt there.

My party was ok. There were like ten people, good outcome. It didn't really work how it was suposed to. It wasn't like a reality show at all, except for parts of the challenges. It was fun, none the less. Apparently everybody had fun. The next party I am holding will be at like the pool or something. It would be much easier and you dont have to plan anything that wont go as planned. Just music, food and swimmin.

Amanda got me Koby (a BRATZ doll) who has a six pack. His face makes him look like a girl. He has extremely large heads and feet (you know what the means... they wear big socks lol.) Strangely, their his are huge, it's crazy. They have abnormally small abdomins. His legs and arms are proportional to the doll, but he is like Barbie skinny. It's kinda creepy. He must want to look like Barbie or maybe it was Skipper. I wouldn't mind looking like Barbie.

Amanda also got me a card that says, "I told Cupid where you live, so do my a favor..." on the front. THere is a little picture of Cupid holding a phone. Inside it says, "Tape this to your butt." There is a target in the middle. It is like the greatest card. The best part was when I taped it to my ass though. hehe.

Perkins got me a card that has Michael Jackson cartoon faces of like five different years. Inside it says "There are scarier things than turning another year older." hehe. She also made me a doll out of a toilet paper roll, pencils, strings and constuction paper. She told me it was supposed to be me, though it showed no resemblence.

I received the Bush Haters Handbook and 505 unbelieveable stupid web pages from Dusty. I think out of the four things I got, hers were the best. Nina got me the Cocktail Bible and Cool Cocktails. They both have a bunch of the same drinks, but they aren't great drinks. I think I will sell those on ebay or amazon.

I have made a mistake... The best thing I recieved wasn't Dusty's present. I think it had to be "my car." Apparently it isn't my car and isn't going to be, but it was bought for me. Then the story changes and it is my car and I will just pay for it after I get a job. Then it is just mine and I get to kepp it. I am just really confused about whos car it is. Damn people keep changing thier story.

Anyways... I got a car on friday, right before we went to Rick and Nancy's house. We drove north for a really long time. Then traffic was bad, so we drove north some more so that we could get on a different freeway. It was crazy. I ended up with a silver 1999 Ford Escort SE. There is a key fob for keyless entry and to open the trunk, which is pimpin. The bestest part is the fact that when you push the lock button twice, the car beeps! Some people think that is annoying, but I think its great. If cars make cooler beeps, like some of the nicer cars do, then that would be even better. Then there would be a bunch of cars that go beep-ditty-beep-beep. That might get annoying though. The car was really dirty. I spent like three or four so hours cleaning the outside. I dont think it had ever been washed. I still havent gotten to the inside. I will need to like steam clean that. But yeah, it's a pretty nice car for now.

I spent the weekend at Rick and Nancy's House. It is so cool. The "Big House" isn't even remotely finished yet, but it will be Da Bomb! The only problem with the location is there are alot of bugs in the area. Bees and little lawn bugs and big bigs and spiders. I didnt notice any flyie hoppie bugs though. We didnt do much on Friday night. Nancy I did play poker with Tyler (who looks like Jimmy Fallon) and Clayton and Justin. Tyler and Clayton are Rick and Nancy's kids. Justin was like the cousin of the daughter of these people that were also there. We didn't finish the game that night because everyone else had to go to bed. Too Bad, So Sad.

Not much happened on Saturday. I went SeeDooing. It was fun. First I went out with my mother, I was scurd. I almost fell off so many times from the board shorts. They are longer and so I kept sliding on the seat. She kept going really fast and stopping abruptly and I would fly some direction. It wasnt good. Later I went out with Boedy and whoever else during the rest of the day. I spotted for Tyler when he went "kneeboarding." He was standing up on this board that he wasnt attached to and we were towing him around. It was like surfing and water skiing put together.

Everyone played a game of baseball. It was kinda fun. Some of us played badmitten, football, teatherball, and whatever else. These people came onto Ricks property wanting to launch from there, for they were going to be parasailing (I think thats what its called when the person goes parashooting while tied to a boat.) So they ended up launching from Rick's lawn. The first guy did fine and was up really quick. The second guy almost faceplanted. Clayton and I couldnt really tell if the last person what a guy or a chick. In the end we decided it was a chick that wanted to look like a guy and was probablly named Pat. Well, she faceplanted almost immediately. She was drug a good twenty feet through the lawn and at least another ten through the beach. They drug her through the water until finally she rose into the air. It was so funny. I wish I had video taped it.

Around eleven or so, we started playing poker again. At around one, one thirty, when Tyler and I were the only ones left, we stopped playing. I let him have it all. He was the chip leader by alot. The Justin kid was trying to be a bad ass. He was twelve and looked six. I was calling him like the six year old chipmunk because he kinda looked like a chipmunk. Tyler is also twelve, but he looks maybe a year or two older. He is a little bit taller than me, but his dad is a good 6'5" or so. We all went to bed around three or so. Good Times, Good Times. Most of the same things happened on Sunday. We went home around four or five and thats about it.

On Monday, I washed the outside of my car. I had a halter on and my back got sunburned. It was pretty much gone by Tuesday. All I have done in the last three days is clean. I would have done the inside of my car, but I just havent gotten that far. I have been getting sick for the last two days and today I got sick. I dont like being sick. Oh well. Maybe if I clean some more, it will go away. I ate a ton of food this morning. It was weird. Now I have to go run around or do sit ups or soemthign.

I love my board shorts. I have decided that I will go buy a bunch of them and wear them everywhere. I will then go to California or Hawaii or somewhere and take a surfing lesson or two. If I can surf a little bit, I will become a beach bum surfer chick. If not, I will just be an unsurfing surfer chick. If I rambled too much, I am sorry. Smile and Have a Happy Day!

Twenty Bon Bons

2004-07-29T11:43:00.000-07:00

Bon Bons are these little chocolate covered ice cream "dots." They are really good. Nina came over on Tuesday and we decided to go to the store for some hott cheetos. We ended up getting white cheddar popcorn and some of the jalapeño cheese dip stuff that Frito makes. You would think that cheesy popcorn in jalapeño cheese dip would taste nasty, but it doesn't. It is SOOOO good.

Nina and I decided that we were going to play poker. We played for thirteen hours. We pretty much only got up to go to the bathroom and to get something to drink or what not. We started around ten at night and finished around noon the next day. We were going to watch Van Wilder around midnight, but we never got around to that. Nobody ever won, which is sad. But were were done, because of my dad. hehe.

When we were done, we decided to rhyme. Sarah was playing Harry Potter and she got mad. She was calling my mother and we were rhyming about the door and floor and what not. Then I said I think Ashlee Simpson is on Tour. It was so funny. We couldn't stop laughing for an hour. Then my mother tried to "yell" at me on the phone and I was just laughing. It was great.

We have been looking for cars and I haven't had any luck. Today I think I might get one though. It's a '93 mustang with 67,000 miles on it. It is pimp shitt. If we do get it, there is no radio, so we are going to get like an MP3 or satellite radio to make Andrew jealous. Its gonna be so much fun.
I have not laughed a lot in quite a while. I usually laugh constantly, but yeah. Considering I laugh so much, it really works your abs. Since Nina came back from Virginia, I have been laughing a lot again. So I think I am getting my regular work out again.

I have quite a weird playlist at the moment. Most of it if from about three years ago. It includes Flavor of the Week by American Hi-Fi, Summer Girls by LFO, Life Goes On by 2 Pac, Back to One by Brian McKnight, Gangsta's Paradise by Coolio, Drops of Jupiter by Train, No Sex in the Champagne Room by Chris Rock (one of the funniest songs ever) and My Heart Will Go On by Celine Dion. My music choice lately has been extremely odd, except for Kanye West.

I am going to stay in Wenatchee this weekend. I get to play on Seedos and a boat and a water trampoline. Hopefully it will be fun, I am missing Ashley's party to go. Which is sad.

I am off to go shopping. I need new board shorts. I bought a new bathing suit yesterday. Its just a Nike racing suit, but I just like racing suits. I also need to get some things for my party. Smile and have a happy day!

Update:

I got some kick ass board shorts yesterday. They have given me the urge to go out and buy a surfboard. They are red and white with bright pink stitching.

Chaboga Mogo

2004-07-25T16:55:00.000-07:00

Chaboga Mogo is the name of the tribe after the merge on Survivor: All Stars. For my birthday I have decided that I want the Tribal Buff of the Chaboga Mogo Tribe. (the blue one) The tribal buff is the thing that everybody in the tribe is always wearing, as a headband or on their wrist or what not.

Today I went and babysat Blake and Brooklyn. Blake is really big now and he moves constantly. John, Angie, and Boedy went to the drags. Fun stuff.

I watched most of the new Peter Pan today. The Peter Pan guy is kinda hott, but then he looks kinda like a girl. Then he is like NO hott. So Sad. He will probably be really hott in like two years. At the moment he is really scrawny. He still looks a little like a little kid. He is surprisingly fifteen, though he doesn't look it in the Peter Pan movie. If anyone has ever seen the weird movie Frailty, he was the little kid. That was a "year" before Peter Pan and he looked like he was seven in the Frailty movie.

Yesterday I started watching Cold Creek Manor. I thought it was supposed to be a scary movie, but it really wasn't. The first half hour to hour completely lacked creepiness. Then some weird things started to happen. I have to finish watching it tomorrow.

Nina is FINALLY back from Virginia. She was there for about a month. Tomorrow she is going to come over and we are going to watch The Assistant. WOOT!

My Birthday is in about a week. I am excited for my party. Its going to be the best party ever. Nobody could have ever made a better idea for a party. hehe. Usually people have a sweet sixteen party, but that is no fun. Its not everyday that you have a birthday, maybe an unbirthday, so you cant just have the ordinary party. hehe.

I finally watched Kill Bill vol 1 (hehe) the other day. I liked it a lot. It was very gruesome, a little too much, but hey. I thought a few details were funny, like the song in the beginning and the bloodspray. I can't wait to see vol 2.

It has been HOT lately. About a hundred everyday. Dusty and I went shopping and we were walking across a parking lot. The wind blue and it was all hott and it wasn't very happy.

I got some scrapbooking stuff, so I get to do that for a while. I am also going to start working on my book again... along with continuing to finish my site (because I am being lazy and I don't feel like doing it.) I also have to make preparations for my party because that is in about a week too. I am finally sending out invitations today! Well, I hope everybody is doing good. Smile and have a happy day!

The Butterfly Movie

2004-07-20T09:51:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I made a BIG mistake... I watched The Butterfly Effect alone at night. It isnt a scary movie, it's just disturbing. It is pretty violent on many levels. It's happy, sad, gruesome, and creepy all in the same movie. The movie was outstanding though. All the acting was great, the storyline was excelent... Above all it was was the best movie I have seen in a while. You just shouldnt watch it alone at night.

After I watched The Butterfly movie, I had to watch a somewhat happy movie. On the table was A Walk to Remember, so I watched that, again. I wasnt about to have a nightmare of a kid burning a dog alive in a sack. That was probablly the worst part of the movie.

Dusty and I started planning my party. It's kinda hard with not knowing how many people are coming. I have decided that I am going to record the whole thing and have like camp confessions. Its going to be great. Our neighbors have this firepit thing in their backyard and it would be perfect for tribal council, so I am going to see if I can use it. This is so much fun to plan.

Angela and Katie came over yesterday. Then we were going to go light off bottle rockets, but I had to eat dinner. It was sad.

Texas Hold'um

2004-07-19T23:00:00.000-07:00

**It is summer and I don’t have much to do. Thus, I will post multiple times a week. I changed my archives bar to include the post that I wrote this week, incase someone wants to read them and didn’t know I had already posted this week. **

I went shopping on Friday instead of doing what I was supposed to do. I was at Victoria's Secret and I spent so much so I got a free Bob Dylan CD! Oh YAY! Bob Dylan is ok, but the CD sucks. Anyways, he looks really creepy. He is like one of those people you would have nightmares about. Scary...

I went to the GAP and I got a cute denim skirt. I also got a halter and a spaghetti strap shirt. I also got one of those racerback shirts that I have wanted at Express. I was at the mall for a good six or seven hours. Then we went to the Olive Garden and got dinner. Andrew didn’t say "Bonjourno." I rated his performance as a six. Too Bad, So Sad.

I noticed that I always have a picture now. Its crazy. My favorite picture so far is the one from yesterday. This is because Shane West is so hott.

Thursday at the baseball game, we were looking for hott guys. We were going to ask them if we could sit by them or something. There were only a few hott guys. The select few were either with a chick or were at least twenty-five. There was this REALLY hott guy in a blue shirt. We passed him like four times. He was hott. When we were up at the top level, we saw this asian dude wearing a Power Rangers jacket. It was so sad. Today at the mall there were alot of hott guys. There were also a lot of chicks that needed to put more clothes on.

On Friday night, James and his hott friend came over and we played thirteen (a card game.) I shuffled and then dealt. My dad ended up with every card two through ace. Its damn near impossible and somehow that’s what I dealt him. It was crazy.

On Saturday I can’t remember what I did. I think I worked on some of my sites that I didn’t put up yet because I am being retarded. I think I watched How to Deal as well. It wasn’t very good, but I didn’t expect it to be.

Saturday night brang a par-tay. Ron and Durema came over and so did Julie. James showed up without his hott friend. Macy and Katie popped up too. It was great fun. I made drinks all night and I tried to make a smore with a Twix bar. There was no regular chocolate left, so I put like half of a Twix on there. It didn’t work out too well. The game of Texas Hold'um started later than it normally does. In the end, the tired Katie kicked James ass. GO KATIE! James needed to lose. It was great.

Sunday conjured up the movie Dickie Roberts: Former Child Star. It's a great movie. The beginning isn't as funny as the rest of the movie, but it doesn't take away from the movie. I got to talk to Sean and Angela for the first time this summer. Sean is in Taiwan at the moment and Angela got back from camp last week. Dusty and I came up with ideas for my party, which is going to be the greatest party of the summer. I’m so excited. I couldn't even think about going to bed last night because I was so hyper.

I have been listening to the song "Somebody Told Me" by The Killers over and over again. And Kanye Wests "Jesus Walks" song. I really like the song "Leave" by Jo Jo and "Pieces of Me" by Ashlee Simpson. Those songs have been playing non-stop from my computer. I dunno why.

I want to go to the Zoo. I have no idea why. I normally don’t like the zoo, but for some odd reason I fell like I need to go to the zoo. It’s crazy. UPDATE at 4:31 pm - I want a hott guy to take me to the zoo! Dusty inspired the idea.

There was a mutant flyie hoppie bug in my bathroom the other day. Thus, I avoided the upstairs bathroom. It was like twice the size of a regular crane fly and it was like red. It buzzed like a bee when it moved. It was so creepy.

Leonardo DiCaprio is hott. I had totally forgot about him. He is amazingly going to be thirty in November. I didnt think he was going to be that old. He doesn't seem like he would be that old. I never knew that he was six feet tall. He apparently weighs 180 pounds, but that doesnt seem right. He doesnt look like he would. Maybe he is really muscley. hehe. He is hott and so he is going to be the picture for today. I guess.

Damn Straight! People need to be called on their birthdays.

Five Years

2004-07-15T23:15:00.000-07:00

**It is summer and I don’t have much to do. Thus, I will post multiple times a week. I changed my archives bar to include the post that I wrote this week, incase someone wants to read them and didn’t know I had already posted this week. If you are only going to read one post this week though, read Wednesdays and not this one.**

Today was the fifth anniversary of Safeco Field, the ballpark that the Mariners play at. The Mariners apparently suck very badly this year. Today I went to the game with Rebecca and they one two to one. This was apparently the second game they have one this month. That is sad. Too bad. We walked around pretty much the whole time. We maybe watched a total of two and a half innings.

All I ate today was a couple of triscuits. I haven’t had much of an appetite lately. I have had weird food cravings and I can really only eat what I am craving that day. Everything else I eat tastes like dirt, or dry crackers or something. I notice that I have stood around in my kitchen lately and just looked at the food in my cupboard but not eaten anything. I have probably spent an hour each day looking in my cupboards and then when I got board I would just eat a whole lot of food that I didn’t want and didn’t taste very good. When I got to the game I was hungry, but I was having one of those weird cravings again. I didn’t know what I wanted, but I didn’t want anything that they had there. We walked around for a good hour and then I just got a pizza. I don’t really like pizza because it has red sauce and that gives me a stomach ache (which is very painful and I usually end up lying around for a fair amount of time because it hurts so badly.) We also got Dip 'n' Dots. I regretted eating the pizza on the way home and when I got home, but that’s life.

This no appetite thing is kinda working out for me though. I find other things to do instead of eat, thus I don’t gain weight. Like today, if I didn’t go to the Mariners game, I probably would have eaten a salad at the Keg (a restaurant that the rest of my family went to.) This salad would have infact been healthier and yeah. Oh well. I think I am going to go to the Olive Garden and get a caesar salad for lunch tomorrow. I never see Andrew anymore. He wakes up at two, goes to work at three and then doesn’t get home till midnight.

Do you like my new pimp shit cursor? I thought it was great. I will probably take it down the next time I update (which will be Saturday.) It doesn’t really go with my layout. I will probably finish my other pages that have links at the bottom. I will probably add a couple other pages too, depending on if I feel like writing or not. I have and haven’t lately. I also noticed that a little more than a quarter of my posts have titles with numbers in them. Maybe thats a sign that I should write a book and title it somethign with a number in it. hehe.

I was going to see I, Robot tomorrow, but I am busier than I thought I was, so I will have to see it next week. Tomorrow I have to go to the college so that I can get into Calculus and Analytic Geometry. Fun stuff. Then I think we are going to go see this dog that I want. We will go check out an Acura Integra and some other car in Seattle probably.

Then I want to go shopping. I really want to redesign my room. I have four ROTK posters and I need frames for them. Then I have my Mountain Dew series of pictures that I took and those need frames. I also need one of those door posters to fit a frame that didn’t work for this name thing that I got in San Fran. I am thinking about getting rid of my couch and getting some chairs and a table and a small bookshelf. I might switch dressers with my sister too. Her dresser is in a set with mine (my brother has the bed.) I have the short wide dresser and she has the tall skinny one. I want to trade. My room is cramped up (and smaller) so I think I should have the other dresser. I could do with another lamp too. I have no idea where I would put it because I already have a bunch, but yeah.

Last night I watched A Walk to Remember for the first time. I thought it was an ok movie, a chick flick. It was cute. Shane West is really hott. I looked at pictures of him today and he only looks really hott when he is cleanly shaven. I wish I had a boyfriend like his character in the movie. Hott, sweet, caring... did I say hott? Someone to hold my hand and go to the movies with… Someone you can sit in a graveyard with and look at the stars... Ok maybe not a cemetery, but on the hood of his nice car in the middle of nowhere? Just sitting in his "lap" doing nothing...

This will inevitably never happen, so I might as well keep dreaming...

There is no way my luck is that bad!

2004-07-14T18:26:00.000-07:00

Today I went to the mall. The last store we went into was Old Navy because Sarah and I had some time to waste. Sarah picked out this shirt that said something like "I'm not going to do my homework tonight." A little sign said it was $8, so I told Sarah she could get it. I found this really cool leather belt and the sign said "Striped belts 2 for $10 and others $7.99 - $9.99." I was like, ok, I will get the belt because I need a new one. We stand behind these people at the one register that was open and they take twenty minutes to buy 3 things. We get up to the register and I checked to see if I had enough. I decided I probablly did and gave the lady our stuff. The belt rang up as $20 and I told her the sign said it was on sale. She told me that all the other belts, but the one I picked out were on sale. This made no sense because there were at least fifteen of the same belt on the rack, so its not like someone just left it there. I didnt have enough to get the belt so I told her I just wouldnt get it. She rang up the shirt and it rang up as like $13. I told her the sign said eight and she was like too bad. I think the lady just didnt like me for some reason. I didnt do anything to her.

We went to The Children's Place and looked around. The biggest size they have is a 14, but I tried on a shirt and some pants anyways. I was surprised, but they fit. We were going to get somewhat matching outfits but we couldnt find anything cool, except for the pants, but those were 2 for $25 and we still needed the rest of our outfits and to get lunch. I will have to go back and get them when I bring more money to the mall.

I finally saw Spider-man 2 today. It was a great movie. It was really sad. It was just about as sad as Titanic. (in a different way) It's not a good movie for kids. My sister is eight and she was scared. There are a lot of fight scenes that are very similar, but it doesnt take away from the movie much at all. The cinematography was really good. I would definately go see it, if you havent.

I watched a ten minute scene from I, Robot yesterday. I also got to watch a clip from another scene. Before I saw them, I didnt know if I wanted to see the movie. I was on the boarderline. I thought if I saw the movie it would probablly be good and I would enjoy it, but I might have been able to wait until it came out on DVD. But then again, if I didnt go see it, it would have been one of the great movies that I miss out seeing in the theaters. This is precisely why I think that movies should come out on DVD before they come out in theaters, but that would screw the movie industry. DAMN! After I saw the clips, I decided I had to see the movie, But I'm not going to wait to see the movie. I am going to see it friday, the day it opens here. It looks like it could be the greatest movie of the summer. That and The Bourne Supremacy. I cant wait to see both of those.

I also watched the show The Assistant (Ass-istant) yesterday. Its Andy Dicks new reality show. It is halarious. It is a mixture of all the reality shows put together. (kinda) He Eliminates people whenever he wants and he apparently has one of the people shave his ass in a later episode. hehe. He gave all the contestants a big book and told them it would be helpful. Then they all played "Who Wants to be Andy Dick's Assistant." It is a great show. Its on MTV at 10:30 on Mondays.

Sarah got some fish. Yesterday we went to the pet store and looked at fish and fishtanks and everything. When we were looking at the fish, there was this one that was just floating there, barely alive. (it was still breathing) This other fish came up to it and started eating it. It was so nasty. It made me wanna yak. Then I saw this other fish and one of its eyeballs was detatched. It was sick. UGH! I dont like fish and after yesterday, I really didnt like fish. We got the supplies yesterday and today we got the fish. We ended up getting three neon tetras (or something like that) and two water frogs. Sarah really likes Sponge Bob and I told her that she should have done her whole fish tank in a Sponge Bob theme. Of course she didnt listen and everybody else keeps telling her that she should have too. Too Bad, So Sad!

My dad told Sarah she could get fish, so she got fish. My mother and I want a dog and my dad says we cant have a dog. Well I dont care what my dad says, we're gonna get a damn dog. We found one too. We were going to go look at it today, but we got busy, so we are going to go see it on Friday. It is a female jack russel terrier (the kind we want) and its 9 months old. The lady doesnt have time for the dog anymore, so she has to sell it. I want it and if I like it I am going to get it.

I got the book Me Talk Pretty One Day by David Sedaris Amazon US|Amazon UK at the store yesterday. Stella recommended it. So far it is a great book. It is about events in his life and it pretty funny. I would definately recommend it to anyone.

I have been looking for a car, because I need one. I will have to drive to school starting in late September. I am also working on getting a job, so I will have to drive to work. My search hasnt come along too well, especially because of my dad. First he said I couldnt get a car and now he is saying that he will only buy a car that is less than three grand. Well there isnt much out there at the moment that is for less than three grand. I did find a '98 mustang that I believe was a convertable for four grand. The people never called me back though. Most of the cars that are under three grand are either really nasty, a stick, or both. This is not working out very well and I am tired of searching.

I now have my wishlist as a link at the bottom of the page. (by home and what not on the little white stripe)

My birthday is in 20 days! YAY! I still havent thought of a unique party idea. Personally, I think it would be cool if someone threw me a surprise party, but there isnt the slightest chance of that happening. Maybe I will just rent the pool or something. I dont feel like going swimming though. I look really bad in a bathing suit. I found the perfect bathing suit today. It was light blue with white polka dots. The store sold separates, but they only had like an XL in the bottoms and that just doesnt work for me. Too Bad, So Sad! I could have a luau, I guess. I dunno. If you have any ideas, feel free to tell me.

Smile and have a happy day.

UPDATE!!!

I thought up an idea for my party all on my own. I could have a reality tv show party. I would be the host and everyone else would be the contestants. After the first like hour or two, you have to start voting people off like every half hour (or be like Andy Dick and vote people off whenever I want to.) The people would go home (or join the jury, but not participate in the "games".) Since I am the host, I cannot be voted off. I think I like this idea. Then I could have a challenge that represents each of the major shows. That would be great.

Four Hourz

2004-07-08T13:33:00.000-07:00

I like Happy Bunny. He is a little bunny that insults people and it is really funny. I have one that says "I hear the other ucky people calling you." My favorite ones say "You suck and thats sad" and "You smell like poop." I dont know why, but happy bunny is just really funny.

I went to Oregon last weekend. We arrived late of Friday. On Saturday everyone went to the beach, except for me. Traci (my aunt), Sydney (my 2 year old cousin), and I went shopping. We got some groceries and went to Children's Place. I got Sydney some sunglasses, but she had to try on every pair before she could decide which ones she wanted. I crouched down for about five minutes. Then I decided I would be there for a long time and I sat down, on the ground. I have never sat on the ground it a store before. It was interesting. Traci and I picked out matching outfits for Sarah and Rachel (my cousin). We got Chris (my other cousin) some clothes too, so he wouldnt be left out. Sydney and I got matching hats. They're great. It goes along with my little kid outfit.

On Sunday people came over for a barbeque. I pretty much avoided them. The day was really boring. We went and saw fireworks. That was boring too. I dont find fireworks very fascinating. Most of them are the same. Every once in a while there will be a cool one, but not ususally. I like the finally becuase there are alot going at the same time. I am not a big fan of the fourth of July. I dont find it very fun and I am not going to answer the phone because it isnt going to be for me. My dads mother and sister get all hyped up about Independence Day like it is Christmas or something. Well guess what. Its not!

My dad always tells me to answer the phone and it is never for me, so I dont know why I have to answer the phone. I ask him this all the time and he replies that it is not for him either and half the time its for him. The other half of the time its for Andrew, who crashed his car again.

Now there is like a big hole in the front and his thing is bent. The body of the car doesnt line up quite right anymore. It looks like one of his headlights is sunken in. He popped a tire too. Apparently someone hit him while he was at work and he had to drive into a ditch so he didnt hit another car. I dont believe him. but hey.

My parents were going to sell the car, but apparently they arent anymore. Damn, that would have been good. He cried when my dad told him he couldnt have the car, then somehow it ended up in our driveway. He almost cried when my dad said we were going to sell it (wait, maybe he did, I cant remember). He would have really cried if we sold it though. Agh... too bad, so sad (that is like my new favorite saying)

I got a Pink Cowboy Hat when I was in Oregon. Now I just need some Pink Cowboy Boots! Its great, though it doesnt look good on me. It looks good on Chris. hehe. I just cant wear hats, unless they are bucket hats. I am most likely going back down to Oregon in August for the Scandinavian Festival. We used to go every year and it is really fun, but we havent gone in about three years. So I really want to go. My uncle's 20 year high school reunion is that weekend too, so they need a babysitter. I am sure that people I dont want to visit wont bother me, considering they hate to drive out to my uncle's house and I am surely not driving down to see them.

I cleaned my room today. Now its clean.

I was severely depressed these past couple of days. Last week was pretty bad, but the last couple days were like torture. I think it was mainly caused by my parents being frustrating and having nobody to talk to at all. I hadnt talked to someone from outside my family in two weeks. I was being driven insane by my parents and the fact that I must talk to people, but there was nobody to talk to. Everybody was gone somewhere when I tried calling them or what not. I talked to Nina last night for about three hours, which was like my longest phone conversation ever, and this morning for another hour (after Hillary Duff called her.) Angela is coming back from camp on Saturday, so I will have someone to do stuff with. Amanda is apparently home next week too. Nina isnt home and wont be home til like the twenty-second. So sad. well I think I wrote enough. Im sure you want to stop reading my stupid entry (though all my entries are stupid) so farewell until I write again. hehe. That was ghetto.

I am Spider-Man... No More!

2004-06-30T12:51:00.000-07:00

That is by far the greatest part of the movie and I have not seen it yet. He sounds so hott when he says that. I cant tell you how many times I have watched the preview just for that part. Spider-Man 2 opened today. I think I will take my sister to see it like tomorrow. I cant wait. This is the movie I have waited all (however long ago I saw the preview) for. YAY! I'm excited. II have to see like fifty million other movies as well. hehe.

I have not done too much lately. I partied at Nina's... fun times. I got shot with a pellet guna few times, but yeah. I partied with Jamye and Nicole. Andrew, Jayme, Bob, Nicole, Nathan, and I all went to the beach on Saturday (I think, hehe.) We had PARTY PUNCH! I am very good at making PARTY PUNCH now. For those of you who dont know, Party Punch is a cocktail, not punch.

I have decided that I am going to make a new layout for my blog and Club Ride because I have had this one for too long. My new one is going to be nice and colorful. YAY! I will also put up my pictures for last week. Here is a list of the cocktails I have created and how to make them.

I have been working on my novel. I have totally redone chapter five. I hope I can write a good number of chapters while I am on vacation. I have a good three months. hehe.

I get to go to lovely Oregon for the fourth. I am going to have so much fun. HAHAHA! I am being forced to go to Oregon to see people that dont want to see me, so I dont see a point in going. So I will have a jolly weekend. I hope everyone elses weekends are good. well... farewell for now.

UPDATE!

It is now currently 12:06 am and i am sitting here eating caesar salad that I made my brother bring me home because he now works at the Olive Garden. Today I was driven crazy. I listened to that damn graduation song by Vitamin C and Britney Spears. It was bad. I stayed up longer so that I could get my damn salad. How pathetic is that. While sitting here, I decided that I am going to get surgery because the last time I got surgery, they screwed up and I havent talked normal since. I dont care what I have to go through, as long as I talk normal again. Add to the fact that I havent really talked to anybody in the last week... I think I am going to go crazy. Wait, I think I already went crazy. So if anyone would like to talk to someone, please call me. I havent laughed hard since yesterday at like 5 pm. That is a hell of a long time for me to not laugh. I even watched Van Wilder, the greatest movie ever made, and I only snickered. That is so bad. I have to go potty now and tomorrow I have to go to the gates of hell! HAVE A JOLLY DAY and I am most positive that mine will be just peachy!

Schools out for the Summer

2004-06-23T19:38:00.000-07:00

Ok, so it is the last day of school and I am sitting with Celina and Sarah (who I dont really know) in Chakalaka's class (who I thankfully didnt have.) Angela and I just got back from Starbucks a while ago. Neither of us wanted to go to 3rd, so we decided we would go to Starbucks. YAY!

UPDATE - 7:53 the next evening

I spent the first half hour of my day watching Bowling for Columbine. I have always wanted to see it and it is pretty good. Sadly, we didnt get to see the whole thing, so I will have to get it some other time. I spent the second half hour talking to Dusty. The next 40 minutes Me and Angela spent going to Starbucks and walking around the halls having people yell at us to get back to class (which we never went to.) Angela had to go find out her grade on her math test and I decided I would say goodbye to a select few people in my english class (which included Twardo, Etelvina, and Gus.) Kydee was the only one in class and I helped her clean these two bucket things and then left. So Sad. I couldnt find Amanda, who I was going to meet and hang out in Twardos class for the next half hour. I met up with Celina and we played this basketball game and I kicked her ass. The final score was like 49 to 13 or something.

The last and final hour I spent with Angela walking around. First we met up with Megan and Sean and sean took some pictures that made me look like a really fat kid. Mine isnt as bad as Angela's picture. Then we met up with a bunch of people by our "bench" (it used to be a bench but some people jumped on it and broke it so now there are only reminents of it.) Fabio decided that we couldnt sit in the hall so after ten minutes of us not getting up we went to Rigleys class and it was really boring. We decided to head out and go to Amanda's class. We talked to this guy, Shane, about how he has a man purse. Then we were FREE!

Amanda get a ride to her house from Shane because she had to change or something. We went out to the front of the school to meet some people. I took alot of pictures (especially whne people werent looking hehe) School ended at 11:35 and around 12 we left with six people and five seats in the car. I called shot gun like two hours before but for the first little bit of our trip Danielle Marshal sat in the front. Nena, Katie Cole, Sean, and I were packeded in the back. We could barely shut the door. So we were on our way to D Marshals house and we leave the parking lot and Angela was like "oh shit a cop." For those of you who dont know, there is a law in Washington that states that all people have to wear a seatbelt. None of us in the backseat had a seatbelt. hehe. well there wasnt just one cop, but two. We were at the light and it turned green, so we turned right past the cop and started going down a small hill. Everybody was like "GO Angela GO!" It was great. hehe. Angela's car wouldnt go. Thankfully we were on a hill and coasted down and pulled over. We had run out of gas, thought the gauge had barely reached the top of the E.

We had Angela's brother bring us some gas. Katie Cole and D Marshal walked home, because they didnt live TOO far. We sat around for about a half hour. Finally Angela's brother got there (thought they only lived like 2 miles from the place where we were stuck) and we were on our way again. The gas station was our first destination, then Angela's house. We picked up Katie Cole on our way to pick up Amanda. There were again four people in the back, but I was not one of them. We got Slurpees and then took Ninas to Sara's for her party that we werent invited to. We dropped off Katie Cole and then Sean.

Our movie started at 2:40, so we headed off to Renton. We got to the movie theater with like ten minutes to go. I was so happy because they dont play "the 20" at that theater. We were the only ones in the theater, so we ran around it. It was so much fun. We saw Saved. It wasnt a very good movie. When the movie ended, Angela and I raced around the theater. I couldnt run in my shoes, so i cut through the seats and I won, hehe. We had time to spare, so we went into the Harry Potter movie. Harry Potter is so HOTT! Amanda had to be home, so we drove around Renton for a while and then went by Angela's old house. We took Amanda home and then Angela, Amanda and I went to Angelas. She had to pack for camp (which she left for today.) We went home around eight or nine. I think that one of my arms is a LOT tanner than the other from sitting in Angela's car all day. hehe.

IT was my sister's birthday and she had opened this UFX thing. It is like a hovering propeller thingy. She opened the rest of her presents and we had some cake.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH!

Today Andrew, Sarah, Nicole, Brittney, and I went to the mall. I looked for a bathing suit for Nina Powells party tomorrow. I found one, but I decided not to get it. I will just have to wear my swimming suit that I bought for Vegas.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NENA!

I might be able to go camping this weekend too, so hopefully everybody leaves on Friday instead of Thursday. I hope everybody has a happy day!

Taco Bell

2004-06-20T00:42:00.000-07:00

I havent updated in so long, and I didnt realize it. Lately I have been posting almost once every two weeks, but I will post a lot now that I have nothing better to do.

Not much happened the week before last. I went to the library with nina and we got some cool x-box games (including Baulder's Gate and Big Muther Truckers.) I have been working on finals and stuff mostly. Last week I didnt do much either. i babysat and took some pictures. I helped out at the library, like I usually do, but not much else.

I did get new glasses on thursday that look like this:

Those dont look like the inside color is blue, but it is (like a light blue.) The lenses also change to blue in the sun. they are pimp shit.

On thursday, andrew was in seattle and he broke his key off in the ignition of his car. Isnt he smart. Then we went to get his other key copied, so he had an extra, just in case (not that he really needs one because the other one is still stuck in it.) He broke the other key on the way to get it copied, so he is retarded.

On Friday I went to Nina's. We went to Taco Bell hehe. I dont think i have ever been to Nena's and not gone to Taco Bell. Then we went to fred meyer and got stuff for Nena's party and some Ben and Jerrys ice cream. We met Sean there and he came back to Nina's. Then Megan and Erin came to Nena's and we went to the pool. Sean dared me to get in the pool, so I got in (fully clothed.) I was now all wet so I stole Nena's clothes. We went up to Amanda Joyce's house after the pool and talkeded. She thought I was Katie Cole at first, but then again, Nina called me Angela when we were leaving to go to Amanda's house. lol. Megan and Erin went home after we got back to Nena's house. Nina and I decided to go swimming (although the pool closed like two hours before - she lives in apartments.) So we went swimming and had Sean be our look-out. hehe. Sean left after we went swimming (he didnt go swimming btw.) At Nina's house we watched videos (like No Sex in the Champaign Room and clips of the David Chapell Show.) Nina's brother had people over too, so me and Nena would go into the kitchen and stare at the hott guy from the student store (i always made sure I got into his line when I went to the student store.)We have to rule that we cant go to bed before the sun rises at Nina's and we might have broken it, but I think you could see when you turned the lights off. We got up around 1. We were like extremely tired and we didnt know why, it was strange.

I went home around 1:30 and I went and saw Harry Potter: POA again because Harry Potter is SOOOOOO HOTT. He wasnt hott a few years ago. I think he will be even hotter in the next movie. hehe. I got some X-box games (including but not limited to Myst 3: Exile hehe) It is a kick ass game. It is hard though, sorta.

It is so sad, I have to go to school on Monday and Tuesday. On Monday I have a final, and its the last hour of school. Stupid ass mister sir. On Tuesday I am going because Angela, Amanda Joyce and I are going to get Slupees and see a movie called Saved or something like that.

Smile and have a happy day.

1st grader

2004-06-07T17:46:00.000-07:00

today i got to dress up as a first grader and walk around school! Yeah i think people thought i was crazy.

i havent dont much... This weekend i hung out with angela and nina. angela and nena and i went and saw Harry Potter. I thought it was ok, but it wasnt good enough for a harry potter movie. It left out so much stuff. Summer was like 3 minutes long and then fall was about 8 minutes long. Winter was about 10 minutes long and then one day in spring was 2 hours long. Harry potter movies are usually kinda like this, but this one was really bad at doing this.

Angela came over to nina's after the movie. we decided nina was going to be put in a kart and be pushed down a hill. We went to the dollar store parking lot so that we could get a kart. Nina has put her helmet on like 2 hours before and it was funny. we kept going to find a kart but we kept having to go back. so we drove to the dollar store. We put nina in the kart and sent her down the little hill thing and it was funny.

Then we saw amandas brother in the taco bell and we decided we were gonna order something like 3 happy meals and a McFlurry. So we were gonna go in and then Nena stood at the door looking at amandas brother for SOOOOO LONG. so then we decided that we were gonna go through the drive thru. Then we were like we can walk thru the drive thru and then we decided that we would take the kart thru it and then we were like, no we will drive. Angela didnt want to drive, because she thought she would look like a retard, so i drove and i thought i was gonna hit somehting beause i was really short in her car. We decided i was going to take a really long time and then order a small moutain dew. It was really funny.

We played you dont know jack and i got like 34,000 pts and nena got -48,000 and angela got about -27,000. It was great.

nena and i went to bed at 4:50, but we could because it was light out. now we have to work on ninas sophmore project.

Fourteen Hours

2004-05-31T11:06:00.000-07:00

OK, I haven’t posted in a while, so its actually two wild weekends. Lets see…

On Friday the 21st I went and saw TROY! First of all, Brad Pitt is SOOOOOO GOOOOOOD! Secondly, it is a funny movie if you watch it right. Orlando Bloom plays Paris who says stupid things like, “Then I will die fighting.” Yet they just sound so funny. Then there is Brad Pitt who plays Achilles. I personally like Achilles because he is funny, he is really hott too. Anyways, he says funny things like, “Hector,” which he shouts over and over again for like ten minutes and ”I won’t let a stone take my glory.” It is great. There is also blood spray that looks kinda like red spray paint. That is really funny. Other than that, I wont say anymore about the film, except that you should see it.

On Saturday I signed up for classes at the college on Saturday. I will have 3 classes on Monday and Wednesdays. That is all. I will go to class for seven hours each day and that is it. I will have fourteen hours of school a week, while all my friends have about thirty-three hours of school a week. I think that is great. I am taking Writing (english), Math (some weird calculus class), and dance.

The rest of Saturday and Sunday I worked on this scrapbook that I had to do for a project. I also went to the park. On Monday I also worked on the project. On Tuesday I got sick, but I still worked on the scrapbook. On Wednesday it was due, but I was still sick, so I only went to school for half the day. I cant remember what I did on Thursday. On Friday, my parents and my sister left for camping trips. Jennifer came over and we did some stuff. We played LOTR Trivial Pursuit, and I got five pies in one TURN! It was amazing! I made up the BESTEST quote. It was like some really famous person made it up.

“You don’t truly know who your friends are until you know who hates who.”

On Saturday (the 29th) we went and saw TROY again. We were going to see Shrek 2 as well, but Jennifer lost the tickets somehow. I didn’t do much else that day that I can remember. On Sunday I didn’t do much either. I did try to see if the game You Don’t Know Jack would work on my sister’s computer, because it doesn’t on mine and my sister has my old one. It worked, so I played it twelve times in a row. It is so fun. It is better to play with someone else, but there was no one else to play with.

Today is Monday and I am not going to do very much, hopefully. My parents and sister are coming home, that is kinda sad, but yeah. I have had to deal with my brother all weekend. On Friday, at approximately 3 in the morning, he pissed in the kitchen sink. That really grossed me out, so I spent an hour bleaching the sink, over and over again. I think I cleaned it three or four times. Then I bleached everything he might have touched after he pissed in the sink, so that was basically the whole kitchen. Then there is grease on the wall, that was there since Friday night, that I will end up cleaning up, because he was too drunk to walk up the stairs. He had food on his face while he walked up the stairs though. There is a big dent in my wall too; that I swear wasn’t there before, but yeah. So as long as I don’t get in trouble for the dent, I am good. I hope everyone has a happy memorial day, or just a good week.

Hunters, Hermione, and Hobbits

2004-05-18T20:28:00.000-07:00

I saw the movie Van Helsing this last weekend. I think it is a great movie. There was only one part that I didnt like. He saw faces in the clouds in the end of the movie and it just didnt fit in the movie. I also didnt think that Hugh Jackman was hot until now. I think it was the whole Wolverine thing. hehe

Harry Potter comes out in a couple of weeks. I am excited! I want to see what they did with the Dumbledore guy, for the previous actor died.

Lord of the Rings: Return of the King comes out on DVD in a week. I am going to get it and watch it! YAY!

I just now saw a commercial for this weeks 24 and apparently two people are going to die. Im excited about that too! I'm just really excited today.

I have a HUGE project in english to do. I get to make a scrapbook. I hope i finish in time!

My dad's mother was in heart surgery today, so I hope she is all right. I give her my prayers.

Yesterday, Brooklyn came over and I finished taking my pictures for my class. (we had to take portraits) When I was done I went into my room to put the film in its canister. I opened up my camera. well, I forgot to rewind the film. The sun just happened to be shining right onto it. I realized it was open after a second or two and I closed it. I decided that I would develop my film today, just incase I got a picture or two that wasnt destroyed. I developed them and they ALL came out! It was amazing. A MIRACLE! You could see a little spot that was exposed, but it only made part of a picture a little darker. I was about to jump up and down. Later, we decided that I was definately MAGIC because I make things reverse projectile and I make film magically be perfect.

Celina and I went shopping on Saturday. I got a really cool pleated skirt. I also got red capri pants (I used to have a pair, and now I have one again!) Lastly I got the coolest shirt! Its a popsicle shirt. Not just any popsicle shirt, but a Popsicle brand popsicle shirt! hehe. There are three popsicles on it and they have like a rubberyness on them that makes them look and feel like real popsicles (except they arent cold - sad)

I am now a Junior Forest Ranger! I said the pledge today and I am the like vice leader of our group / club thingy! We are going to get patches and little outfites (kinda like the boyscout outfits i think) It is going to be great!

I hope everyone has a good week and is doing well! Smile, have a happy day!

Stuff Went Down

2004-05-10T18:18:00.000-07:00

sorry I havent posted in a while.

I am not really sure what happened the weekend before last. I know that Nina and Sean came over and I saw the movie Mean Girls (which is pretty damn funny) and i got a NEW trampoline.

Last week some stuff went down. This really big dude told my brother to meet him at the enterance to this neighborhood that is right across the street from my school. My brother was stupid enough to go meet him. My brother gets there and is getting out of his car when the guy goes to punch him. My brother ducks and the guy grabbed him by the back of the head and slammed him into the ground. My brothers front two teeth were broken. He was in surgery for 4 hours and has to get fake teeth. The police aren't charging the big dude because he didn't break any bones, isn't that nice. We got a lawyer and are sewing him though. We got our swim coach to defend us. He also defended Gary Ridgeway (the Green River Killer) and me and my mother think thats funny.

Celina came over to my house on thursday and we went to the park. First we walked up to Sunrise, my elementry school, and we played bar tag. For those of you who dont know what it is, there are two bars that are parallel to each other about three and a half feet off the ground. You run around the bars and flip your feet over them, chasing the other person and trying to touch their hand. Be played on two different sets of bars. The first set was closer together and the bars were smaller, i liked that one better. We were playing on the smaller one and celina went to flip her legs over the bar and when her legs were even with the bars, she must have let go. She landed flat on her back. Then we were playing again, after i had calmed down, and she hit her knee on the bar. We then played on the other bars. It was great fun. I won every time we played, which was like 5 or 6 times. Then we played tag on the "big toy," which is like a "jungle gym" thing. I went down the curly slide so fast that i got stuck. Then i went down this small slide and i sat on my phone as i went down, that wasnt too cool. We played tag and i won. It was fun. Then there was this flabby guy without his shirt on playing basketball with some other dudes and it was just wrong. Then we went to this other park and played on the swings. They are dangerous swings. the chains are only like six or seven feet long, so if you go somewhat high in the air, you almost fall off. It was bad.

On Friday i babysat Boedy, Blake and Brooklyn. It was jolly good fun.

On Saturday I went to Nina's house and Sean came over too. We had alot of fun. We went to Fred Meyer and got some little things to flick at people. Then we went to Taco Bell and we were screwing around. Nina ordered like a chicken burger or something as a joke. It was funny. Sean and I got a Chicken Quesadilla and a nacho. Sean was eating the third out for four pieces and he found a chicken bone. It was so funny. Nina went up to complain because we were gonna complain for somethign while we were there for fun. So she came back with a whole new one. It was so funny. We left Taco Bell a while later.

We were walking back to Ninas house and there was a shopping cart in the parking lot. We put nina in it and started down the street. Then we put Sean in it and we ran into this curb that had a bunch of bushes on the other side of it. Later nina was back in the cart and i had put my mountain dew in the little seat part. Nina closed the seat part and it started spilling. then she picked it up and threw it out of the cart, but it splashed all over her. After that we decided we were gonna leave the cart in Amanda's Lawn, so we walked up to amandas house and left it there. It was great. sean had to go home at 11 or something. We got online and amanda was on. She pretty much knew that it was us and her parents got mad about the cart, so we went and got it and put it like two houses down.

We went back to ninas house and then walked around her appartment complex. We found this boomarang and started throwing around. I threw it and it landed on the roof of like this poolhouse thing, so we left. Then we went to this dudes house. Nina thought it was this other guys house and we were throwing pine cones at the window, but it wasnt his house, so we ran away. We went to bed at 6:30 am and got up at noon. We listened to music all night and continued to download music. Most of it was rap and most of it was from three years ago, when i was really into rap. We also decided that most people dont think that Eminem isnt in D12 because whenever you see a song by them it says featuring Eminem, but he is infact in the band.

Sean came over on Sunday too. We went to Fred Meyers and Taco Bell. At Taco Bell, this high chick came in. First i thought she was retarded, but she was high. She walked around the counter for like ten minutes and then threw her pack of cigarettes on the counter and picked them up. Then she talked to the take your order lady for like ten minutes and the take your order lady was looking at her like she was crazy. Then she walked around for a while and got her food. The she went outside and opened her trunk a few times. Then she went to the front of her car and put her burritos on the hood. One fell on the ground and she left it there. She tried to eat the burrito that didnt fall and she couldnt get it into her mouth. Then she got it in her mouth and she stuffed half of it and burritos aren't small. She ate it like she was an animal. Then she went to the passenger side of her car and stuck her head and arms through the window. She then stuffed the burrito in her mouth again. It was so funny. We were gonna get a picture, but my phone doesnt have zoom and you couldnt see anything. We started walking back to ninas when we saw this high guy that almost walked into a parked car that was alone in the middle of the parking lot. We decided that he was probablly with the chick and we went back up to Taco Bell. The chick and the guy got in the car. The chick was driving. She backed up and stalled her car. She restarted it and then swerved through the parking lots. She got to the exit after a while. She drove straight into the traffic and blocked it. Then her traffic started moviing and she changed lanes halfway through and intersection. We waited to hear a loud crash, but we didnt. Then we decided that we would see her on the news and left.

I went home at 6:30. I watched survivor last night too. They are giving out another million to one of the survivors, if you havent heard. I was initially going to vote for Richard Hatch, because he is my favorite, but i felt bad for Rupert. He has gotten so far both times, yet he had never won anything. He also didnt have much time between seasons to recover. So, i am going to vote for Rupert. Other than that, hehe that was a lot, not much happened.

hottest date

2004-04-28T19:20:00.000-07:00

i had the hottest date for tolo... scroll ----->

164 Stairs

2004-04-24T18:26:00.000-07:00

Amanda had a party on Friday the 9th and it was great fun!
My family and I took a trip to Oregon for spring break. Our first destination was Fort Stevens, which is just outside of Astoria, on the coast. We camped from Saturday, the 10th until Wednesday, the 14th. I went bike riding and to the beach and what not. Coons came to our camp, and there were a bunch of them. My mother is terrified of them (like I am to spiders and bugs and needles and ?) and it is very amusing One day I went to the beach around 4. The sun was hitting the water just right and it looked like a scene from a movie. It was so pretty. I have never seen the ocean look more beautiful.
One of the days I was there we drove into Astoria. We drove up to the Astoria Column, which is this big tower at like the highest point in Astoria. I climbed up the 164 stairs to the very top. When we got up there, we saw the bald eagle soaring around. It was really cool.
We also drove into Seaside. It began to get windy when we got there. We went into a few shops and then we played put-put (I got a hole-in-one ? it was amazing, considering I suck at put-put or golf or really any sport for that matter.) Then we went on the bumper cars. After that we went to the aquarium and they fed the seals, while I took pictures (I wasn?t going to touch the nasty fish anyways.) This one seal kept splashing water at me and I found it very amusing. We left the aquarium and it started to rain. We made a stop at the beach because Steve had to go potty. We were waiting and this guy pulls up to this loop on a tractor. It was so funny. We got ice cream, you know that?s what you?re supposed to do when it rains, and we hurried to our car. We got in our car right before the hurricane hit hehe.
We drove to my aunt and uncle?s house on Wednesday. We stopped in like Lincoln City and ate at McMenamins. The next day Sarah and I went to this park that is really cool. (the one I went to with Shana and got hurt hehe) We took pictures and it was really fun because I had it on a timer and I couldn?t figure out how to change the amount of time so I was running all over to try and get in the picture. It was great.
On Saturday the 17th, I went to Clarkie?s party. We went to the Mariners game and it was great. Mariners one like 3 to 1. We had a bunch of signs too. The one Dusty and I made, with a bit of help from Perki, said ?HEY NOW! Where?d the MOJO Go?? It was great. Perkins had a sign that said ?Bring Back Gipson!? We went and hid in the stands with the sign and played ?Find the Gipson Sign? it was great fun. Then on our way home, it was dark. We decided to wave our arms around every time we passed a car. It was hilarious. We were sitting at a stoplight and I started waving my arms and this Indian guy saw me. He refused to look at me for the duration of the stoplight. It was so funny.
I haven?t been doing much else. I am apparently taking my sister to see Ella Enchanted tomorrow, or maybe 13 going on 30.

UPDATE~

I went and saw 13 going on 30 and it wasnt half bad. I laso have new
pictures up here

Laughing Disorders

2004-04-07T01:00:00.000-07:00

As most people know, I have CLD. Well, I am not alone. People have searched on google and what not for Laughing Disorders. A few of those people have ended up here. I find this very funny. I find this so funny, that I have decided to make a description of CLD.

Chronic Laughing Disorder (CLD)

CLD is a deadly disorder. It attacks your ability to control your laughter. You laugh when you dont want to, but you cant control it. Presently, there is no cure for CLD, though if anyone thinks they have found a cure please contact me.

Symptoms:
1. Laughing
2. Laughing at stupid things
3. Laughing at stupid things even if they aren't funny
4. Laughing at stupid things even if they aren't funny and you know they aren't funny
5. Laughing at stupid things even if they aren't funny and you know they aren't funny and not being able to stop
6. Laughing at stupid things even if they aren't funny and you know they aren't funny and not being able to stop and passing out / having convusions / brain damage from lack of oxygen / etc.

7. Laughing at people when they get hurt
8. Laughing at yourself when you get hurt
9. Laughing at yourself all the time

10. Laughing at some stranger
11. Laughing at some stranger when they trip over trash cans
12. Laughing at some stranger when they trip over trash cans and that stranger being a gangsta
13. Laughing at some stranger when they trip over trash cans and that stranger being a gangsta and not being able to stop laughing at the gangsta
14. Laughing at some stranger when they trip over trash cans and that stranger being a gangsta and not being able to stop laughing at the gangsta and eventually being shot by this gangsta

15. Laughing at dead people in movies

16. Laughing while sitting alone in your room

17. Laughing when people say random words
18. Laughing when people say nothing
19. Laughing while in an elevator with people

Courtesy of Dr. Kamiack

I am going to be busy for the next few days. On Wednesday, I have to go to Ben's birthday party and on Thursday I have to study for my math test that I will inevitably fail. On Friday I get to Par-tay with Amanda Joice and Elni?o is sleepin over. On Saturday morning, we are heading out for camping. We are going to go to the Oregon Coast somewhere and hopefully Ashley can come too. I may not post for at least a week, but i definately will when i return.

Wars, Sunshine and Sexy Men

2004-03-29T21:01:00.000-08:00

What a combination, eh?

First of all, "Wars." They are quite interesting aren't they. I have to write a latter to one of the US senators explaining what I think we should do in Iraq. Personally, I have no idea what we should do there. I don?t think we should have been there in the first place. I believe that Bush conjured up some "evidence" that put "weapons of mass destruction" in Iraq. Bush was just following in his father?s footsteps to go to war with Iraq; except this time, he really didn't have a reason to go to war, so he made up some stuff. Like Michael Moore said, "We live in a time with fictitious election results that elect fictitious presidents. We live in a time when we have a man sending us to war for fictitious reasons." Anyways... "I am" deciding to vacate Iraq because I say so. hehe

Second of all, it is nearly April, just a few more days to go, and it is sunny outside. In fact, it reached the high 70s! I like extremely hot weather and extremely cold weather. I don?t mind the in-betweens, but i prefer the hot and cold. I like hot better than cold though. We are working our way to 103 degrees though. YAY!

Thirdly, Sexy Men. What can I say? hehe. Ashley and I have conversed and we have decided that Jimmy Wayne is automatically hot because he has sexy hair. So basically, any man with sexy hair is sexy. This includes Keith Urban. Then come the titles. Jimmy Wayne is hot enough for a title, so I think that he should get one. I first titled a guy on the 20th. I gave it to this guy with a cowboy hat at TOLO. His title was Hot Cowboy Guy. Now, that is an all right title. I think I am going to revoke his title though. I don?t think it fits him well enough. Maybe Cute Cowboy Guy. Cute would have to be a step down from Hot. The second person I gave a title to was this person in a music video. I titled him Sexy Cowboy Man. First of all, Sexy is better than Hot and Man is better than Guy. So? Sexy Cowboy Man is much better than Hot Cowboy Guy. Then I Thought about My Cowboy? Brain McComas. Well, he has to be The Sexiest Cowboy Man. That leaves a space though, Sexier Cowboy Man. So I have decided to move Sexy Cowboy Man to Sexier Cowboy Man and Jimmy Wayne to Sexy Cowboy Man. Now, no more than one person can have the same title, for I wont know whom I am talking about. It is very complicated. Hehe. If someone actually just read that, I congratulate you, I found it quite funny. Hehe.

On Saturday, We went and ate dinner at Bob and Michelle?s. Good Times. On Sunday, I played outside, on that glorious day. I hope everyone has a wonderful week.

Tolo and a barbeque

2004-03-24T17:10:00.000-08:00

How was everyones weekend? I'm a bit late, considering that it is Wednesday.

On friday I went shopping, yet again, and I got the coolest shoes. They are PINK! They are similar to this, but mine are so much better. Mine have a little heart on each one and they dont have a back.

On Saturday I got ready and went to tolo. Amanda, John and Travis met at my house and we were off. We were running late compared to Megan, Harlan and Erin, but Katie and Ashley were a lot later than we were. Katie and Ashley got to the restuarant a half hour after we got the table and we got to the restaurant like 40 minutes after Megan, Harlan and Erin did. We had a jolly good time. I didnt like my date though, and neither did Amanda (I'm not sure about anybody else.)

Then we went to the dance. It was kinda fun. We met up with Danielle M, Justin, and a few other people. I saw Jason there, ugh, he is so nasty looking. His face looks like ferrets chewed on it (not really but it and him are just nasty.) The only sad part about the dance is that they didnt play my song. *music starts to play* When She Bang! She Bang! *dances like William Hung* When She Move! She Move! ... I decided that I need to learn to dance, because I cant. The Travis dude wanted to go to this mormon dance, and I definately wasnt going to go (let alone I didnt like this kid.) So I told him to go without me (it was the only way to get rid of him) and that I would go bowling with everyone else.

When we pulled into the parking lot, my mother said something like "Kami, it looks a bit scary... get the 9mm out of the glove box." So i opened the glovebox and Amanda freaked out. Then I shut it and started laughing at everyone who had actually though I was going to pull a 9mm out of my glove box. Shana and her date, Josh, went bowling with us. By this time, everyone who had eaten at the Olive Garden was quite fucked up. So we bowled like this and it was great fun. I couldn't bowl at all. I went to throw the ball once and the ball was gone when I swung my hand forward. I got a 41 as my score, but I surely didnt have the lowest score. It was bad and sad. I got home around 1:30 and went to bed sometime after that.

On sunday, we had a barbeque with our neighbors. It was fun. I tried this Sweet and Sour Snapps (there were two, apple and raspberry) It was really good. I had a fun time, but i ate way too much.

The rest of this week has been quite boring and today i was sick, but thats ok. Have a happy day everyone!

short and sweet

2004-03-18T16:13:00.000-08:00

WOW! it has been nearly 2 weeks since i have posted. I have been fairly busy. I think the usual just happened last week. My friends got this dude that i dont know to go to tolo with me. On Friday night, Scott and Jenny came over and we had fun. On saturday, I was suposed to do somethign with sean, but we didnt. A bunch of people came over that night and we partied and played poker (texas hold 'em to be exact.) It was a lot of fun.

On sunday we went shopping. i didnt find anything. On monday i went shopping, i didnt find anyhtign. On tuesday i cried twice and got the hiccups twice, all from laughing. I also went shopping and i was tied of shopping and so i just got this "clubbin" outfit for tolo. On wednesday, i was walking through the halls after school and this guy tripped over a garbage can. I tried as hard as i could not to laugh, but my CLD took over me and i laughed. In fact, i couldnt stop laughing and i was keeled over from laughter. It was so bad. I didnt want to embarass the dude, but i just couldnt stop. Then i told my friend that one day i am going to get shot because i will laugh at the wrong person, like a gangsta or something.

On saturday, me and a few of my friends, like amanda and ashley, and some peopel i dont know are going to tolo. We are going to go to the Olive Garden for dinner. Then we are gonna go to the dance for a while and hopefully go bowling afterwards. sounds like fun! That is about it for now, i dont know what else to write.

children galore

2004-03-06T10:40:00.000-08:00

I have been busy the last few days.

On Wednesday, I went and helped out at the library and then I went and babysat Hannah and Ben. Ben Didnt want to be put down and Hannah just wanted to play. I got her to go to sleep and Bab and Michelle were amazed. hehe.

On Thursday, I stayed after school and then Andrew picked me up. I went to Sarah's horseback riding lessons and sat in the car. Andrew is a retard. First he tried to "off-roading," which he isnt very good at (and he went on this patch of concrete and was like were off-roadin and i was like, no stupid ass, were still on the road) then he tried to light my hair on fire, then he talked to like 4 different people about "boinking" (yeah, he used the word boinking hehe) and i was like, ok Andrew, too much info. UGH, i dont want to think about my brother. Then i went and babysat Hanna and Ben again. I Ben didnt want to be put down again and Hannah didnt want to go to bed again. I decided that if i babysat then regularly, i would be in pretty good shape by the summer.

On Friday, my mother, sister and I went to Bellevue. We had lunch at PF Changs! It was kick ass. Then we went shopping. Sarah was being a pain in the ass, like usual, and I was going to take her to the Disney Store, but they moved it, so we were going back to the store my mother was in. Then she ran back down the end of the mall we were in. I wanted to smack her up side the head, with a shoe, but i controlled my urge. hehe. We left like an hour later. My aunt and uncle came late that night.

At the moment, my uncle and my father are ripping out the ceiling above my kitchen. It is very scary because i am sitting right above them and i think the floor might give way and i will end up downstairs. In a while i am going to help out at "Kent Kids Art Day," what fun! I get to make buttons. YEAH! haha. i will probablly go to bellevue again tomorrow. FUN FUN! I like bellevue. I am really considering going to Bellevue Community College because the required classes for the Computer Science Degree are lot better. Its also a really cool city. I think its much better than Seattle. I am also going through withdrawls because i havent heard my song (ten rounds with jose cuervo) in at least a week. That is not good for me. hehe

2004-02-28T22:54:00.000-08:00

What a week. it really wasnt much though.

On tuesday i did something, but i cant remember what and on wednesday i registered at the college. I wont sign up for classes until may. It made me think though. I had it all planned out about how i was gonna be a software devoloper and make all my money and be a bartener, ok, not a bartender... THE bartender. I was talking to a advisor at the college and i have to do a lot of math and a lot of physics and i thought that i really didnt want to do that. So i thought up other careers... well, i decided i wasnt good at anything and that i mise well just take math and physics. So i am still going to do what i originally planned to do, though if i make a ton of money off of my novel, then the hell with being a software developer (for now.)

On Thusday, i was waiting for my motehr to pick me up after shcool. And there was this guy in this little blue put-put car and he was putitting around the parking lots and he went around the loop in front of the office. He waved at me and i had assumed that he was waving at someone behind me, so i just stood there and then i looked behind me and there was no one there. Then he putitted around the parking lots and came back and waved again and i didnt know who this person was, so i just stood there again. Then 5 minutes later he came back again and waved and i was like where is my mother, she should have been here 5 minutes ago. He came back like 2 more times before my mother came and i was like, ok stop waving to me, i dont know you. Like the third time he came, there were other people near the gym (about 75 yards away from me), but he didnt wave to them and i was like that dudes a weird ass dude.

On friday i finished my photography project and my pictures turned out pretty good. I also helped out at the library like normal and i had a little more fun than i normally have. I got to put all the new books on these disply shelves and that was kinda fun and i got to pick out picture books that "older" kids might like. My brother was being an ass and he was talking on the phone when he was suposed to be taking me to the school to help at the library. Well i called my motehr and she told me to give him the phone, and i was very reluctant, but i did. So when he got off the phone, he tried to kill me by pushing me down the stairs and when he couldnt push me down the stairs, he threw my phone pretty damn hard down the stairs. Now my phone is broken and i my father has to get me a new one on monday. Damn andrew. I also watched "the ring" for the first time (in the dark btw hehe) on friday. Alot of people had told me that it was really scary, and i watched it, and i didnt find any of it scary. i found some of it grose, but not scary. I also started to watch "Matchstick Men"and i thought that was great. My father went and watched it downstairs, and he started it from the begining and i fell asleep because i already saw that part.

Today, saturday, i went to the mall because my mother told me we were going to go to Sams Club (which is like a Cosco for those of you who dont know) Well, it turns out my mother went to go shop for herself and i stood around for 2 hours. Then i had to go babysit Brooklyn, Blake, and Boedy. I was fine up until sarah came over. Damn, sarah isnt coming over any more. And soon i will have another kid to watch, so it will make it better to not have sarah around. I had fun though. Blake and Brooklyn are so cute. Brooklyn was telling me a story and she said "punts pa pona time there was this young girl and she ate a fork and it poked her real hard and she had to go to the hospital and then a sting poked her real hard in the heart and her farter (dad) came and ..." it was so funny, angie and i were just laughing for the longest time.

that is pretty much all i did. I am about to go watch the end of matchstick men. goodnight.

2004-02-23T18:50:00.000-08:00

Oh My! >Strong Bad has a new email and I got the the main page. I didnt have my sound turned up so i turned it up. Then it started playing "whos your daddy" by toby keith and then i was this OMG he is singing the song and I then I noticed that my radio was on and i was like damn, its not my song, but it was funny.

2004-02-17T20:26:00.000-08:00

We could drive out to the dunes tonight, summers almost here!

Yes, if you have noticed, summer is just around the corner. OK, maybe winter hasnt ended yet, but we are closing in on summer! YIPPIE!

You all know what spring brings... all the little animals. You cant forget the sun... and the rain. But most of all, spring brings CAMPING! Camping season has begun because I say so. We almost packed up our bags to go this weekend, but granny is coming. DAMN! Though, once granny is off, so are we. I think our first destination should be Ocean Shores. I am in dire need of a game of Hide and Go Seek and you can only play hide and go seek in the woods at Ocean Shores after dusk and before dawn. I must recruit people to go on this trip, for you must have a lot of people to play with. That is what i must do this week.

Spring also brings concerts, like every other season, but spring brings the concerts that get you ready for summer. Some of these concerts might be Damien Rice or Sir Mix-a-lot. I really want to go to Damien Rice, but I must recruit someone to go first. The summer always has the best concerts (and if Andrew gets this new job with the airlines, i could fly anywhere to go see a concert for almost free.) Now a good summer concert would be DMB or Counting Crows or maybe something I havent seen like Brad Paisley and Chris Cagle. I am definately going to the first and last ones.

I am in my country phase again. I think this happens about every 2 months, where i listen to country almost non-stop. I think i am going to go listen to something else.

Today i got my packet for the CF walk. If you wanna join, talk to me. Its really fun.

I have noticed that my hair is turning a bit red again. Lately i have had a few people say that my hair was red, but it is not. When i was 6 i used this shampoo that basically changed the color of your hair slightly in the sun. Kind of like that camping barbie, with the sleeping bag that turned into a backpack that had stars and moons on it that glowed in the dark. She was the coolest barbie, but anyways... my hair has like a red shine on it, i guess, its hard to explain. So, yeah.

2004-02-08T21:29:00.000-08:00

WOW! I was busy this weekend. On Saturday I worked on a project with Clarkie and Sami and then i watched a movie with clarkie. This movie was called Swimming Pool. It is an international movie, and it was pretty nasty and weird. It was about this lady who was staying at her publishers house in France and his daughter came and she didnt know about his daughter. Then she would like stalk his daughter and like throughout the whole movie, basically all the daughter did was have sex or lie around. it was weird. Then i worked on my montage for photography. Then i watched Out of Time. It was an ok movie. I didnt expect it to be good, and it wasnt really very good.

On Sunday, i had to clean my room, because my dad was getting mad. Then i worked on my montage and my other homework. I tryed on my old glasses, and amazingly, i can see out of them just fine. I think my eyesight got a little better. Thats dandy for me. My parents were filling up our hot tub, and they left, and they told me to turn off the water when it was to the "fill" line. Well, i went and ate lunch adn forgot about it, and when i remembered, the hot tub was overflowing. it was pretty funny. I didnt know what to do, so i started scooping water out with a bowl, but i wasnt getting very far, so i just left it and decided i will jump in it later and water will slash everywhere and it wont be overflowed anymore. That is about it. I was suposed to take my pictures for photography, but i didnt have time, so i am going to take them on like tuesday.

What a Busy Week

2004-02-04T19:13:00.000-08:00

Monday was the start of a new semester for me at school, my last "high school" semester. I have three new teachers:

HOWARD: I think he is a bit odd. He has a "bald" head and this HUGE beard. His beard isnt shapped like a normal beard either. It is like a trapaziod. Its weird. He seems like a pretty good teacher though.

HANSEN: This would be my brothers friend's mother. She has a high pitched almost "sqeaky" voice. She seems nice, despite her voice.

TWARDO: a.k.a. Twardoski, he is a cool dude. He is as cool as "The Dude." He is a fun teacher and is really nice.

On Monday, Mr. Howard had us "make rules" for our homework. Now this is a hard task for me, for i am not a second grader. There were like 6 different catergories and we had to make 2 rules per catergory. One of the catergories was like "rules about fairness or emulation" or somethign like that. i couldnt think of anything good, so i wrote "It should be enacted that no rule shall be passed regulating 'special treatment'." I thought it was great. For the catergory of "rules concerning safety" i put "No running in the halls." I thought that one was great too.

Yesterday in Twardo's class, we played the little game where you are in a circle, and you hold onto two other peoples hands, and then you have to untangle yourselves without letting go of the other peoples hands. It was kinda fun, at least for class.

Today in Twardo's class, he placed two desks in the middle of the room. He told all of us to go to one side of the desks. Then he told us that all of us had to get to the other side of the desks, but we couldnt go around them, under them, or touch them. We had to go over them. When ever someone would touch the desk, we had to restart. The first time i had to go over, i stepped on peoples hands and walked onto other peoples hands. It was scary because i thought i was gonna fall. The second and third times i went over, the people picked me up and passed me to people on the other side of the desks. The last two times were scary, because i weigh quite a bit and i thought the people were gonna drop me. I was alright in the end.

I started the semester in my french class, but today i got switched into Photo 2! I was really happy about this. I really like photography, it is really fun. So i am 2 days behind, but i didnt really miss much.

On friday, X-5 is having a "casino party" or something like that. So, I get to babysit on friday. I'm not sure if i am babysitting just Sarah, or Sarah and Boedy and Brooklyn and Blake.

Also on friday, i am going to decide on the classes i am going to take at the college. What fun! There are a bunch of classes i want to take, it is going to be hard to decide.

State Quals for Debate are next Tuesday, and Danni and i havent practiced "Rumpled Turkey"
in SOOOO long. So, this weekend we get to practice a lot. I really hope we make state!

I have to take a whole roll of film this weekend on one subject. I have no idea what i am going to use! The object needs to be versital. I have to take it from different angles and such. For a different photography project, i basically did the same thing, just not a whole roll of the same thing, with Mountain Dew. The pictures came out looking awesome. My teacher even borrowed them to take slides of to show other classes. I dont want to replicate those pictures though, so i am going to pick a different object. With the Mountain Dew, i took different angles of the can and i took pictures of it being poured into a glass. Maybe i will scan them and put them on the internet, maybe not. hehehe. So, if anyone has any ideas of an object i can take pictures of, that would be great!

Farewell for now! I am going to drink the rest of my C MONSTER!

Weekends

2004-01-30T19:39:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone! I hope you are all having a great weekend. I am in Oregon at the moment. What fun. My aunt and uncle got new puppies. They are like 7 week old rotties and they are SOOOO cute. I wanna take one home. They have tails though. They are going to be chopped off soon, so yeah. I have been trying to convince my dad to get another rottie, but it hasnt been effective or any other kind of dog, i have wanted one for a while and he just wont get one. Anyways, when we were driving down her we drove through a "tornado!" My dad was doing like 40 and having touble staying on the road. Then this big ass tree branch or something hit our truck. It was bad. Shana came with me, and she apparently didnt believe me on exactly HOW boring oregon is. I got one of those gameboy SPs today. it is kick ass. i wonder if they have price of persia for it. i am going to go look.

The SUPERBOWL is on on Sunday! You all should watch it. I surely am. i have to leave here extra early so i can get home by 3 (kickoff)!

2004-01-24T11:51:00.000-08:00

OK... I have found a new favorite game. Sadly, Zelda is now my second favorite game. Prince of Persia is now my favorite game. This game is just so damn awesome. Its the shit. Yesterday... my parents were plaing it, and they were all like, getting their ass kicked. You had to beat up like 9 of these semi-hard monster-zombie people and one like master monster-zombie guy. Well, my parents kept dying and yeah. Then i was like "I wanna try, I wanna try..." and they were like, you dont see how hard this is. they all attack you at once and blaa blaa blaa. Well, i finally got to try, and i kicked ass. I beat it in one try. OK, maybe Zelda is still may favorite game, but this one come pretty damn close to being my favorite.

I was going to go take the compass test today, but it closes at 12, and i found out that it closed at 12 at 11. So by the time i got there, it would be closed. So i am going to go take is on Tuesday. Whoopie. hahaha.

2004-01-18T18:57:00.000-08:00

ok, a week has gone by. The week was pretty much uneventful, but the weekend was busieded. (thats not a word, but thats ok)

On tuesday i had my first "drive," so they call it. Celina was very scary. She tried to kill us all. lol. j/k. I personally did better than her, but i hit a rock. It wasnt my fault. The rock rolled right under the tire as i was going by. The teacher guy is retarded, and i didnt like him in the first place, and we got suck with him. We wanted the other guy, but noooo, you and celina have to go with pshyco, weird ass guy. My drive was a lot harder than celina's, but whoop dee doo.

On Friday, I went food shopping. Yeah, not much to explain about that. I got this cool ass game for my X-BOX. It's the shit. It is called Prince of Persia. Its even better than ROTK! Its kinda like Zelda, which is my all time favorite game! And like you can flip over people and stab them and jump off the walls and stab people and you can be a wall runner (run on walls for the people who dont know the term) and it is just awesome. My mother thinks i am violent. i just like kicking orc and moster and other unreal people's asses! and i am pretty good at it!

On Saturday, i had a debate tournament. I was doing an event called Duo (which is like 2 people acting out a play.) We did well. We got second, third and fifth. We need to have more movement, i think, and i have to work on my voice and make it run a little bit more smoothly. After the tournament i went to go visit my friend, sarah, who has been ill for a few months. It was her birthday and she was having a party. Some of the pepole were mixing beer with pepsi, and that just sounds sick, so i refrainded from drinking any. i am not a beer person, so i wont be a frat party person, most likely. It was all good and fun, but i was like super tired because i had gotten up at like 4 or something, so i went home a little early and went to bed. I went to bed at like 10 (that is freaking early - i normally go to bed around midnight, and thats during the week, weekends i go to bed at like 2 or 3)anyways...

Today, Sunday, i went shopping. We went to Southcenter, for the soul purpose of going to The Limited, ok and maybe Vickies, but anyways... I get there and the limited had like black paper in their windows. For a second I thought they had closed for good. They were only remodeling, but still. Damn! Then i went to Vickies and there was like nothing left. Damn! Now i was like, my trip to the mall is retarded. So i went to AE. I got this Vegas Shirt and this cool shirt that has a bear (at first i thoguht it was like smokey the bear) and it Grand Tetons - Moose, Whyoming 1983. it is cool. Then i went and got some shoes somewhere. They are cool. Then i went to the other mall and got a cool top. I had an exciting day. Now i am tired again, but that is ok, for i must go play Prince of Persia!

2004-01-11T17:59:00.000-08:00

I had an eventful day yesterday. Yeah, this is me your talking about, I never have eventful days. For most of the day, i worked on my novel, mostly editing it. It is about 50 pages long (in accordance to the first harry potter book.) It depends on how many words you think a page shoud have on it. i approximated 275, but i dont know. The Harry Potter book had like 250, so hey.

Then i went and babysat. It was fine. Boedy and Sarah were hyper, and they kept on eating candy, which didnt help, but hey. Blake was fine, he cried very little. I got him to sleep by 11, but then he woke up at about 1. I played with him for about an hour, and then we watched beauty and the beast, adn he fell asleep. We were gonna watch barbie of swan lake, but it wasnt downstairs, so i tried the only cartoon i saw downstairs and it worked. Apparently any cartoon without big loud noises puts him right to sleep. he is so cute, he just makes me want my own baby. they are work, but they are SO cute. and brooklyn is cure too, shes 4 and she is the cutest little girl. And then when she wants to watch a movie i put it in and sit down and then she comes and cuddles. it is so cute.

Today i did a little homework and wrote some of my book, very exciting! hehe.thats about it. I think i am going to post like twice a week from now on, unless i have something super important or whatever.

2004-01-08T20:22:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone. We had two days off of school for weather related issues. Today, Clarkbar and i were walking to the bus in the nasty icy mess. The bus came 2 minutes early and we were 10 ft from the bus when retarded Donavin Donwald shut the doors and left us. Dakami! School sucks, but hey. I dislike routine. Hopefully next year when i go to Green River it wont be as routinish. I have been working on this photography project for two days and i finally put the last touches on it today. It was a lot of work! (hey i actually wrote a lot as two words. i usually put alot.) Anyways, Im not doing much. I think i am going to stay at home tomorrow night, because everyone is in ski club, and so they will all be gone. Saturday, i probably wont do anything during the day, unless i find someone to go to the movies with. Saturday night i think i am going to babysit (Blake, Brooklyn, Boedy, and Sarah.) On Sunday i hope to do soemthign with Celina. So i am going to have a very eventful weekend. My New Years Resolution isnt coming along well. I have to find out which one of my friends arent in ski club, so then i can do stuff with them on fridays. Maybe i will visit Sarah. Poor Sarah is still sick. I hope you get better soon, Sarah!

2004-01-01T12:52:00.000-08:00

Welcome to 2004! Nina and I partied through the night (though Nina didnt do any Karaoke.) Nina got drunk (though she only had two and a half shots of vodka) and she was crouching around my room like a cat and then she was like jumping in the air trying to touch the stars on my cieling and she was freaking me out becuase the light made her look like she was some evil demon without any eyes. but i didnt get drunk (and i had like 5 shots) and we all did Karaoke. Blake was being a very good baby. John, Angie, Michael, Marissa, Brooklyn, Nathan, and Brittney also partied with us. But i have to go now, because we are going bowling. I am going to beat at least one person (hopefully) hehehe.

2003-12-29T00:33:00.000-08:00

New Years is upon us. RUN FOR YOUR LIVES! Just kidding. It's the best part of the whole year. You get to restart; it’s like a second chance that comes once a year. People make these resolutions, and most of them are unrealistic. I have made a new plan, No more oaths, we shall now have... dun dun dun... 2 OATHS. Ok, I am, but you don’t have too. You could have zero for all I care. I didn’t have one last year, I couldn’t think of one. But this year I have 2! The following statements are my New Years Resolutions.

1. I shall eat mor chicken
2. I shall become obsessed with something

If you didn’t know, the fist is a slogan for Chick-Fil-A (and its not a typo.) Chick-Fil-A is a fast food restaurant (similar to KFC I guess.) I always go to Chick-Fil-A when I’m in the southeast part of the US. I also go to The Waffle House (I tend to go there early in the morning, at like 5, and I always get a grilled cheese, chocolate milk, and bacon) and Steak ‘n Shake (which has good milkshakes and cheesy fries.)

As to the second resolution, I’m not obsessed with anything and I never plan to. As you can see, these aren’t my resolutions. The following statements are my real New Years Resolutions:

1. To have more fun
2. To find something I am good at

Number one: I don’t do a lot. I “play” on my computer, watch TV, and occasionally do homework (when I feel like it.) I have decided that I don’t do fun things and I have a dull life, so I am going to get out more and have some more fun.

Number two: I am not good at anything. It is amazing how many things I do on a normal basis that I am not good at. This year I plan on finding something I am good at and hopefully enjoy. I plan on taking up bowling, ice skating (again,) playing the guitar, actually learning French, PHP, and like horseback riding. If you have any suggestions of things for me to try to do, (and skiing and snowboarding shouldn’t be one of them) please tell me, because I am desperate.

I saw this commercial today. It was like “What is your New Years Resolution? Going on a diet? Drinking less? Why don’t you make a resolution that is realistic? Make your resolution To Laugh More! Watch blah blah blah” or something like that. I decided that wasn’t a good resolution for me. I laugh enough as it is. There are probably people who laugh more than I do, who have an even worse case of CLD than I do (in fact my CLD is getting a bit better.) I think I laugh enough as it is, even if my CLD gets a lot better, I think I will still laugh enough. I hope everyone has a happy New Years!

2003-12-28T15:36:00.000-08:00

I hope everyone had a great Christmas (or holiday.) Mine was good. I had some good times and got some good stuff. I got a picture phone (its not the one I wanted, but its pretty cool) and a wireless keyboard and mouse and some French books and some CDs and LOTR Trivial Pursuit and the board game and ROTK for X-Box and a leather coat and a ROTK calendar and a cool purse.

I was playing ROTK and I was kicking ass. So Andrew and I were playing it co-op and we were really kicking ass. We got pretty far. We couldn’t beat this one level, because one of us would keep dying, but we beat it eventually. There was this one level and you’re at the south gate of Minas Tirith and you beat up all sorts of stuff. I had like 110 kills, and Andrew dies. Then we played it again and I had like 100 and some kills again. Well he died. And I was getting a ton of perfects (which is the best score you can get when you kill them.) Well we played the level again. I was at like 80 kills, and he wanted to go to this other part of the level (but I made him stay till I got at least 100) so we actually beat the level this time (thanks to him not dying) and I only got a few perfects. So we have to play it again sometime (when its unlocked) so I can kick some boo-tay. Then I was playing by myself again, and I was on this level that we did together, and I got my ass kicked. I almost beat it once, but there is like no way you can beat it by yourself. Woo.

I watched Seabiscuit yesterday. It was a good movie. It didn’t start out how I thought it would, but it was really good, you should all go see it (if you haven’t.)

2003-12-24T11:02:00.000-08:00

First of all, i have decided i will not drive a stick for a while. Secondly, i had a pretty good time in Oregon, considering what i did, which was watch movies and play with little kids and watch little kids and yeah... I got some pretty cool stuff for christmas and thanks everyone.

My mother cut her finger, and the tendent in her finger, and had to go get stitches and now she is back at the hospital for some reason. I still havent gotten my dad anything for Christmas, i was thinking about getting him a Chia Pet lol. I dont know.

Merry Christmas to all who celebrate it (and happy holidays to those who dont) and Happy New Year to Everyone!

2003-12-20T15:43:00.000-08:00

I had a dandy day yesterday. i had a party last night. i had some fun... I am off to Oregon for a few days, i think i will pretend its snowing and pretend to make a snowman, so people in my grandparents neighborhood think i am halucinating. That sounds good to me. Im taking off. if there is anything exciting happening, i will make sure i post (that is very unlikely.)

2003-12-17T17:24:00.000-08:00

i am SO totally bummed. Yesterday at like noon, i suddenly got sick. I was going to go to the Midnight showing of ROTK. I am sick today too. Now i cant even go today. I barely made it through drivers ed yesterday (thankfully it was only an hour.) I missed a freaking math test, a presentation, and two vocabulary quizzes and it very hand for me to work when i am sick. And i was going to help out at the library today. HOPEFULLY i will go back to school tomorrow (i will have to go to drivers ed)

2003-12-10T22:36:00.000-08:00

Today i had like 3 instances where i knew wat was happening, like i had a dream last night that certain things were gonna happen and they did. It was really weird. i had conversations over again, but the people said they hadnt had a conversation with me, besides the one we were having. it was wierd.

2003-12-04T13:35:00.000-08:00

I just cut all my hair off. Not it is SHORT! hehehe

2003-12-04T10:38:00.000-08:00

I have found a new show to watch dun dun dun... The Simple Life. It is a really funny show. The people are so stupid. Paris hilton didnt know what a wallmart was. The show si halarious. i recommend watching it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUSTY!!!! Your present is still at the store. I shall pick it up soon.

A five year olds mind has, aparently, taken over mine. My friend thinks I act like a 5 year old. She thinks this because i say potty, i laugh almost constantly, and i play little games (hide and go seek is fun ok.) I think i act like a 5 year old sometimes, personally i think its because one of those voices in my head (btw it has been updated.) I think i shall write a story today. You may want to check that section or over a rainbow tonight.

2003-11-30T11:48:00.000-08:00

I have finished Club Ride. My blog is kind of a part of it. to get anywhere in Club Ride, use the links on the left. Thank you and have a happy day. hehe.

2003-11-28T23:46:00.000-08:00

Dusty and I went and saw Master and Commander! It was a good movie. It was a bit gory, and yukky, but the storyline and acting was very good. I likeded it. We were going to go see the Matrix Revolutions and then Master and Commander, but this lady was retarded. We got our tickets, and were going into the movie, and the lady that tears the tickets was like, "oh I'm a retard and cant let you in without your IDs." that pisseded me off. so we had to go get a refund for that movie and tickets to master and commander. then when we went back, she told us to go into the wrong theater. i mean come on you stupid lady, we went to go see master and commander, not cat in the hat. Then when we were done, we walkeded over to Boarders and lookeded at books for like 2 hours. Then we went to JoAnnes fabric for like a half hour. We went and ate letyuce wrapps, which were ok - PF Changs has the best lettuce wraps ever, i could eat them all day long, and bownies with icecream. it was good it was. Then we went back to my house and spent 3 or 4 hours watching all of the Strongbad emails on homestarrunner.com. we also wrote him emails in the process. It was a fun.

2003-11-28T10:26:00.000-08:00

I am now a beaver, from what Dusty and i decided, but we couldn't decide which name is the best. Please vote in the designated comment area.

1. Corrupt Beaver
2. Wicked Beaver
3. Bad Beaver

Thank you for your time. Have a nive day.

2003-11-28T00:38:00.000-08:00

I was playing Trivial Pursuit 20th anniversary edition. One of the questions had to deal with an Asian island nation. I said Japan or Taiwan. Then Andrew said, “Taiwan is the capital of Japan you retard.” I, of course, had a CLD attack. We were still on the same question like a minute later and he said, “Taiwan is the capital of Tokyo.” Oh my. I laughed even harder. Then there was this wrapper of some sort, and my dad flicked it at me. So I flicked it back at him, and it hit Andrew, right smack in the face. It was really funny; I had to take a potty break. I thought it was great.

2003-11-26T22:54:00.000-08:00

My friends think i am like Tickle Me Elmo, so throughout the day, when i was done laughing at something, i would go "That tickles!" It was quite interesting.

I was in english today. We were suposed to be "peer editing" some other persons paper. I traded papers with Etelvina. When I got her paper, i couldnt read it. I saw the words, and i knew what the words were, they were just in a jumble on the paper. So, i didnt really edit hers. Then i started writing odd quotes on her paper like its not easy being green.

I went and saw Matrix Revolutions at the IMAX today with Clarkbar. It was good. I think Reloaded was better on the IMAX, but i think i liked Revolutions better. It was a bit funny, well i thought certain things were funny.

When we were walking back to the car i was laughing about one thing or another. Then Clarkbar tells me that i am the only person she knows that goes hehehe. I do go hehehe. But my laugh changes. I think it depends on what i am laughing about, or exactly how funny it is, or how hyper i am. Because i go hehehe sometimes and sometimes i go hahaha, and then then is the huahuahuahuahua. When i have a CLD attack, i dont necessarily laugh, i kind of try and breathe or start crying because i was laughing so hard, or run for the bathroom. but i have like 5 different laughs, and i dont know which one is coming.

2003-11-25T16:56:00.000-08:00

I now have a picture page! Here it is. There is also a link on the side for later viewing. I should have my about me site updated by tonight or tomrrow, depending on what i do. Well thats all for now folks. Bye.

2003-11-22T17:58:00.000-08:00

hello people. I havent posted in a while. I had a dandy day yesterday.

First, in French class, we had to pick 2 lines from one of these two poems with your parner (the same partner you had with this other project that they did when i was gone) and so i had not partner. So i got the easiest line of the poem - the title (which in english says the pelican by so and so.) It was great. I had like the least amount of work to do.

Then in Photography, i developed this really good picture of my sister. The other picture i developed was good, but i believe my negative is scratched from my clear files. I need to get some new ones.

In Biology, dusty and I were talking towards the end of class and all of a sudden i hear this "boom!" My teacher fell off his chair and hit the ground, HARD! It was pretty funny. He was just lying there, so i thought he might have had like a heart attack or something. Then he kept saying "im alright."

I went and babysat Boedy, Brooklyn and Blake. Brooklyn couldnt remember my name half the time and kept calling me different names like Brenda and Linda. Once she said "I love you because your my friend. Whats your name?" It was really funny. Then when i was trying to get Brooklyn to sleep she couldnt find her butterfly pajamas, then she wanted to wear her little dress pajama thing, but she couldnt find the hairtie that matched it. So, i told her that if she lays down i will look for it. So she went and layed down. I was downstairs a while later, and she comes on down the stairs. "I cant sleep" So i put on her "Barbie in Swan Lake" movie again. Then she told me "Kami you can't wake me up. Only my mommy can wake me up." The baby was very tired, yet wouldnt go to sleep. He kept falling asleep and then i would lay him down or sit down or something, and he would wake back up. Then at like 11 i remembered he liked to sleep on his side, so i layed him on his side, after he fell asleep again, and he didnt wake back up.

So, i had a good day, and i hope everyone else did.

Christmas is coming up. Songs are being played, it has started to slow, everyone has started shopping, but remember people, you have almost a week until Christmas season is in 4-Wheel-Drive. Once Thanksgiving has passed, it will be in full bloom.

I got my swim pictures yesterday. They are better than last years. Then Brittney and I got a picture together, and that is a pretty good picture. There is not a single good picture of me after the age of like11. I am very UNphotogenic. I like taking pictures though. I have to retake my portraits for photography this weekend because i dont like my other set.

I have a very bad grade in my debate class because i picked up the wrong binder the day this project was due. So, i didnt have my project to turn in and i had asked her if i could turn it in the next day because i had picked up the wrong binder. She said "NO! you cant turn it in late." So my mother saw my grade the other day and talked to me teacher. Now my teacher is saying that she doesnt recall me telling her that i had picked up the wrong binder, and that she would have let me turn it in late if i would have asked her. That is COW KAH KAH i say! I can live with the fact that i have a Very bad grade in that class, and its my fault because i picked up the wrong binder. But im pissed that she is now saying that i didnt talk to her and that she would have let me turn it in. URG!

I am getting TTT:EE. i had no idea it had come out yet, because i was sick, and didnt really know anything (let alone if i was awake or not)

I have my old blog Over a Rainbow back. I am now using it for things i write, such as stories, or poems or songs or whatever. It is here if you want to look at it.

I will leave you with something to do. . Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that. hehehe

and something to think about... if you could only drink 5 drink for the rest of her life, what would they be? Leave your answers in the comments.

i think i would pick...
1. Mt Dew
2. Milk
3. Mint Latte
4. Strawberry Daiquiri
5. Hill Street